tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-190897902012-02-16T15:43:13.963-08:00Me.Michellenoreply@blogger.comBlogger2901100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-27469289497632744422012-02-12T04:14:00.002-08:002012-02-12T04:22:27.881-08:00So long since I was back. 2011 was pretty eventful. <div>I met this most amazing group of people, my StepFamily. </div><div><br /></div><div>When I was with them, for a moment, I believed that there was someone with me. </div><div><br /></div><div>They are undoubtedly one of the most amazing group of people I am blessed to meet, all me dahlings. haha. Hosting a group of diverse people, from all the different countries. </div><div>They taught me love exists. </div><div><br /></div><div>Well, christmas was depressing. I can't comprehend how you can simply walk out of our lives over a tiff and waltz back in now. What I can never forgive is how easily you left. Thats not what family is. It saddens me to see how the world you live in is limited to you, yourself, no others. Your god preached to love the family. Well, apparently loving Him is more impt to you than being with your family. That is why, I can't accept crazy christians, because one too many times, they've failed me. They've failed what I've always believed about Christanity. </div><div><br /></div><div>Yes, Im raging. </div><div><br /></div><div>Because this hurts too damn much. </div><div>Losing people day by day, one by one. </div><div>couldnt sleep well for a month, spent every night having nightmares that I would lose you. </div><div><br /></div><div>That I would lose the people I loved. </div><div><br /></div><div>I've lost, and I don't have the energy to continue hoping. </div><div><br /></div><div>Underneath all that pretence, I am but a mess. </div><div><br /></div><div>Im not capable, neither am I deserving of love.</div><div><br /></div><div>I've stopped expecting love. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2746928949763274442?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-28339973932947536022011-09-07T08:48:00.001-07:002011-09-07T08:48:45.927-07:00Shingz. Misunderstood even by my.own friends. It was your faith that made me hold on. When your faith was gone, it was so much harder. Thank god faith comes from others. And you wonder if I can trust? I cant. Not when nobody except the ones I am sure of , i can trust. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2833997393294753602?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-86143585043162888972011-09-04T08:39:00.001-07:002011-09-04T08:39:34.921-07:00It is useless. Forming a defence against a missile that already has its target locked. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8614358504316288897?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-87417772693326351172011-09-03T11:19:00.001-07:002011-09-03T11:19:12.904-07:00Inconsequential matters and people bogged me down for awhile. Important matters defined how I lived for the past few years. In the past few years, it felt like, life was simply to carry on, not to live it with emotions. Closure came late, but I am thankful to God for letting me get closure. The relief I felt that day, it made me free. It made me see that the shackles I felt, had always been imposed by myself. I learnt that shadows are necessary, to prove that light exists. It was dark, but I think that now, I am learning to appreciate the shadows, that are a part of me, when the sun shines down on me. Im attempting to see beyond this. I am selfish. I will not let what I need and must have, be sacrificed because of anybody or anything. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8741777269332635117?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-36069363442091303892011-08-27T10:38:00.001-07:002011-08-27T10:38:18.286-07:00Rina said im mistaking sympathy for like. Its sad tat the only way I can know about you is through your blog. I dont think I like you. I think I just want to help you. Because helping you would mean I can assuage my guilt towards my cousin . This guilt. Its always gna be here and it messes up my life. All my broken promises to help you. I know my cousin probbly doesnt remember me anymore. But I didnt help him. All the promises to myself. So yes, I think you're a way for me to relieve that guilt I feel. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3606936344209130389?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-55533126062398192002011-08-21T01:36:00.001-07:002011-08-21T01:36:51.694-07:00My voice came back. Now its my stomach. That wrenching feeling. I dont know. whether i can do this. Dont tell me how to live my life. Dont tell me that i should be over it. Because i am fully aware. I know i shldnt feel this way. But you dont know how i've been living my life this past 5years. You cant judge me. You cant ask me to pretend. Something in me died. And now im still trying to find it. Feelings exploding from me. But i cant do anything. I can only repress it. How many times will it take for me, before i get over it. Can i start again, with my faith shaken. I just have to stay and face my fears, my mistakes, my uncertainties . I need to become stronger and wiser. Every year, my blogposts follow the same selfdestruct format. Im so afraid. Im so afraid cause i dont know what im doing anymore. Im so afraid cause i dont know what to do anymore. Im so afraid cause everything's out of control. Im so afraid cause im running away.<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5553312606239819200?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-64492681397372760952011-08-20T21:23:00.001-07:002011-08-20T21:23:46.171-07:00I lost my will to speak, not my ability to speak. Woke up this morning, then i realised that when i tried to say sth, it was as if my voice wasnt thr. Like it was too tired. I think my sister knows im not talking not cuz i lost my voice. But in a way, im not doing this deliberately. I just cant. Dealing with grief in my own way.<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6449268139737276095?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-26629068874704517522011-08-19T10:57:00.000-07:002011-08-20T09:53:58.362-07:00Torn apart. for 5years, i believed in that beautiful story. Wanted to finally get closure. But what i found out tore me apart me even more. Tho it breaks my heart, tho i blame god. I thank god, for giving you that last few minutes, to remember who you are, to bid farewell. Im sorry i didnt make it. One day i will make a proper farewell. Looked like a stupid fool on train and bus. Holding back the tears, pretending i was having flu. Just wanted to cry. But i had nowhere to go, i cldnt cry it out, cldnt let it go, because i didnt want my family to worry. Altho i know they know. Yes, im. Stupid fool. For being so hung up over it. Heartbroken. I know they wanted us to have a happy childhood, but the truth hurts so much. What they said could let me delude myself.but what i found could bring me closure. Fuck this shit. How am i supposed to pick myself up? Pretending im always so fucking perfect. Ironic. So ironic when i read what hpned. I feel dead. Im like a walking ghost. Idk how long i can continue walking this path. When each step takes every ounce of ny strength. When each step feels like im walking on a bed of nails. I cant trust. I cant believe. What can i do, when everything is like that. When so many things i cant let go. I cant let go of anything. Haha. What happens when saving others, salvaging the ruins is the only way to redeem nyself, to feel like i can live. What happens when im losing myself everyday. I cry alittle bit. I die abit everyday. I cant judge her. Cuz im even more.needy than her. Inability to let go. Lord, save me. Save me from myself. <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2662906887470451752?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-30225335749824372022011-08-18T07:56:00.000-07:002011-08-18T08:34:05.477-07:00Im going insane. <br />I read too much into things. <br /> <br />God, you gave me great friends. But you also stopped me from daring to love them, ever since I let you mess up my life 5years ago, and then again last year. <br /> <br />God, when you let me feel such pain, why didnt you let me have the strength to get up again. <br />Every year, without fail, I would beat myself up thinking about it. <br />Just when I thought I was over it, you tested me again. Again and again. <br /> <br />I slowly changed into the person I despised, slowly became someone I didnt recognize. I became hollow. <br />5years ago, when they died, I had my first brush with death and guilt. <br />For 5years, I was convinced I brought harm to anyone near me, this belief eccentuated with further brushes with death. <br />For 9months, I eagerly waited for a reply that would never come. I waited, hoping against all odds, that a miracle would happen, that I could lessen the hurt in her, that I could believe, that we could go back to how we were 17years ago. <br />For 6 months, I was convinced everything was my fault. That I couldnt understand anything from the other party's point of view. Convinced that I took you for granted, just like how I took everybody else. <br /> <br />For 3days, I waited for a text saying you didnt mean it, that everything would go back to how it was. <br /> <br />Im sick and tired. of how my own suspicions and overactive thoughts cause me to be like this. <br />Im afraid of obligations. Im afraid of the day, when they would simply and easily stand up and exit the stage, leave me giving a monologue. Im afraid how my thoughts manifests in my heart, and afraid of how I cant feel anything. <br /> <br />Im smiling everyday. I can be so happy, then get pulled right back down immediately. <br />The scariest thing in my life is that sometimes, I smile so much, it simply becomes part of what people see, not what I feel. The scariest thing is how when I cry, the pain kills me, but then everything becomes numb. Like a cadaver on the cold steel table. Thats who I am slowly becoming. <br />Like having a defibrillator used on an already dying person. When each shock sends that rare spark of energy, where i'll teeter on the brink. <br /> <br />Scary, 'cause i don't even notice the difference when i'm crying or laughing. <br /> <br />I'm so disturbed. <br /> <br />and the school counsellor has been dropping me texts. Sorry hun ,I don't think you can help me. Because I think Im a qualified counsellor, where everything who has problems come to me. <br /> <br />To put it harshly and crudely, most people are prostitutes to others. <br />People come, use, go. Thats the harsh reality, where nothing really matters anymore. <br /> <br />I'm afraid, because I'm seeing 2 different realities. Im conflicted. <br />One reality is so beautiful while the other is so dark. I know true reality is a balance of both. <br />But if I could, i'll go on believing in the beautiful one, go on believing til one day, I won't know the difference anymore. <br /> <br />The only friends I trust myself to get close to is only Azurah and Michael. They are the only exceptions, people I trust to lose control, to let go in front of them. <br /> <br />I'm afraid, that one day, even I will be scared of them. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3022533574982437202?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-63326251043707722332011-05-03T05:30:00.001-07:002011-05-03T05:40:39.437-07:00BACK.<br /><br />Lol, i've never been much of a spiritual person, but i thank God for giving me the strength to wait and to persevere.<br /><br /><div>Whenever i say "God" , people naturally assume that im a Christian .then they tell me that im wrong for calling Buddha, God. That God automatically refers to Jesus.<br /><br />Geez, what is up with that!?<br /><br />I firmly believe that there is only one God, and that it exists in the many forms we believe in. It doesnt matter what form we perceive God to be, but it is the belief and faith that we have in God.<br /><br />Anyway, that aside.<br /><br />I am Happy.<br /><br />Finally, after 6 months. I am Happy. haah!<br /><br />You are my bestest friend and though you broke your promise by walking away, you were never far from my thoughts.<br /><br />I know you're insecure about yourself.<br /><br />I just want to let you know that i may hear unpleasant stuff bout you, but it doesnt matter to our friendship.<br />'Cause what I see, is the real you. And what I hear, is just a misunderstood you.<br /><br />What matters the most is who you are, when we're together. Thats enough for me. i don't need you to be a genius, to be a 100% good boy, to be good at everything.<br /><br />Thats what friends are for, so im not gonna walk away from you.<br /><br />Yes, I am afraid that i'll have to live through this again, but it is in me, to believe in you.<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>That aside, I really thank all my wonderful friends who have provided me with support! In everything that I do, I never cease to be amazed by the wonderful friends I am blessed with. Friends to hold on to when Im sad. Friends who help me with schoolwork. Friends who wish me all the best, every single day. Friends who take their time out to show concern for me. Friends who, in every way, does their best to help me.<br /><br />To my dearest Michael.<br />I thank God for bringing you into my life.<br />For blessing me with such a wonderful friend.<br />You see through all my pretenses, GMH when i need it.<br />Stay with me when im down and celebrate with me when im high. hhaa!<br /><br />I really dk what I would do without you. Mummy said that I was secretly in love with you HAHA<br />but i think this goes beyond that.<br />'cause i love you, just like how I would love a brother, a family member. </div><div>It is amazing to know that we're not blood related. yet we can communicate so effectively and know what each other is thinking.<br />It is amzing to know how whenever I need somebody, you'll come even before I ask for you.<br /><br />I do not know whether I can become that good a friend to you. But im trying.<br /><br />Thank you for being part of my life. &lt;3</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6332625104370772233?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-25922892281502771242011-02-14T03:28:00.000-08:002011-02-14T03:43:08.582-08:00i am. traumatised and disturbed. <br /><br />he smoked while in uniform infront of me tday<br />n i hate smokers<br />every pore of me is repulsed by smokers<br />specially whn i knw them<br />even as friends i cnt accpet<br />i steer clear of smokers<br /><br />i wun let them into my life<br />thats final<br />okay. <br />so i overreacted alittle<br />i mean<br />if u dun do it infrnt of me<br />i can still accept n try to pursuade u nt to<br />but he did it infrnt of me<br /><br />i lost alil control<br />n profanities came forth<br />then i just stomped off.<br />everything in me was screaming "get away from him" <br />i just cnt accept it<br />i was so mad i was trembling -.-<br /><br />i just CANNOT accept smokers<br /><br />even when my uncle smokes. i tell him to get out of the house<br /><br />i believe that we just happend to be ppl who just "clicked" as friends. <br />he was a friend, geez<br /><br />n i was touched. when he called. <br /><br />he said im a really good friend, n he<br /> doesnt wnt to lose a friend like me<br />then he said "can u just treat it that i made the wrong choice then i'll try not to smokearound you guys?"<br /><br />then i was like "can u just stop smoking totally?"<br />n he was "i'll try. really."<br />but i was still steaming. so i was like. i cnt talk to u right nw, i'll only blow. <br /><br /> i dun dare to have faith in him n trust that he'll try to stop!<br /><br />my uncle does drugs. <br />when he got out of rehab all was normal. then he even had girlfriends<br />i really thought he was chnging. cuz all along, tho i didnt tell him, i really believed he would chng. <br />in the end, less than a month later. he was caught with heroin. <br /><br />he lives with my young cousin. <br />can u imagine the influence it might have on my cousin?!<br /><br />you know. <br />its pure selfishness that i didnt accept the olive branch handed out to me, and why i didnt call truce. <br /><br />Im afraid. <br /><br />Even if it wasnt him, n it was another friend, i'll still feel the same way lah.<br /><br />im afraid. <br />cuz i've been disappointed so many times. <br /><br />by friends who said. <br /><br />i'll never do that agn.<br />pls believe in me.<br />i wont slash my wrists agn. <br />i wont make you cry.<br />i wont make you upset.<br />i wont hurt you. <br /><br />n by foolishly believing with all my heart that my uncle could change. <br />only to have it broken the next day when my dad came in and said <br />"your uncle's back in. "<br /><br />OMG.<br /><br />i cant deal with disappointments. <br /><br />I care, so im agitated. <br />but sometimes. <br /><br />im afraid to even care.<br /><br />the friends disappoint me and make me feel like im worthless.<br />they make me feel like im bing selfish. <br />which i am. <br />they make me feel like. <br />im a bad friend. <br /><br />it boils down to fear. <br />i never expected that i'll say that im afraid. <br />but i am. <br />im afraid that if i care too much<br />i'll end up getting hurt. <br /><br />again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2592289228150277124?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-38439485253378971912011-02-08T18:13:00.000-08:002011-02-08T18:33:55.026-08:00I know I said i'll get over it. <br />I know i said I didnt feel the same pain I felt anymore. /<br />I know I said I felt relief, and i've done all I could. <br /><br />Yet, the harsh fact comes back to me that its been 4 months. <br />4months, when I begged for you to talk to me. <br />When I said Im sorry, When I said we could only be friends. <br /><br />I thought I could run away, pretending that it was just something the best of friends. <br /><br />Anyone reading this will probably think that im some stupid girl who recently had a bad relationship or such, but its far more than that, <br />I lost someone I loved so much, so much that he was always my best friend. <br /><br />First friend i would call if anything happens, i reiterate.<br /><br />sigh. <br /><br />I have no idea how we ended up like this.<br /><br />Trust me, if I could take it all back I would. <br /><br />wait. I wouldnt. <br /><br />If I lied, we'll probably be even more hurt than we already are.<br />If i said that I could love you back, I only meant it as a friend and sister. <br /><br />Right now, I don't even know if I misunderstood what you meant. <br />But even if i did misunderstood, there shouldnt be a need for such a strong reaction.<br /><br />Joke. <br />I told my friend. that he should do whatever he could. He should walk straight up and look for that girl. That he tell her everything that he wanted to. <br /><br />though different, our cases are somewhat similar that it both involves people we really love, in our different ways. <br /><br />The joke is that, I didnt practise what I preached. <br /><br />I knew where you were gonna be. <br />but i didnt go. <br />I ran. I ran far away. I made silly excuses for myself. <br /><br />I despise myself for that. <br /><br />I've been running away since primary 6. <br /><br />I ran to a school further away, so I wouldnt need to be reminded of the pain, sadness from the loss. I ran away so I didnt have to face all of you, pretending that I was okay, pretending that I wasnt affected. <br /><br />Then in secondary 1,2 , I ran away to an alter ego. <br />I engaged in social rankings, I acted superior. I acted like everyone who was different was way below in the social ladder. <br />I hurt and lost valuable friends as a result. <br /><br />Sec3, i finally came back to my senses, with the help of people like my awesome twin. I tried to move on. I thought things were going along fine. <br /><br />IN sec4, crap kept happening at home. <br />So stressful that I cried myself to sleep, so upset that I wished I could hide. <br />So stressful that i withdrew, so stressful but I couldnt say a word. I felt so asphyxiated. <br /><br />I ran away, this time to the shopping mall, to the rooftop. where i cried and went crazy with my beloved SiMei. <br />haha. <br />'<br /><br />oh well. stressful JC life. <br /><br />i still didnt say a thing, i escaped by calling up my bestfriend and complaining endlessly. <br /><br />one more strike. and im gonna erupt. don't blame me when that happens. <br />I know I should stop . Im just so tired of having all the shit thrown to me. <br /><br />okay stop my ranting. I really value everybody I love. <br /><br />I love all of you. <br />I love you guys, who helped me through everything and listened to me, <3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3843948525337897191?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-52194937126018898162011-01-22T07:50:00.000-08:002011-01-22T08:13:51.167-08:00lala. i am convinced that i am suffering from "middle-child syndrome" haha. <br />lol. constant mediating. in any scenario, even social or work, i am the MEDIATOR.<br /><br />A title should be bestowed on me, i should ha ared sash like Ms Universe has. <br /><br />I love making things right, but seriously? <br /><br />When will people understand that I need my own space as well? <br /><br />I am already guilt-ridden for the many things, tht despite knowing is not my fault, i feel guilty for. <br /><br />I feel guilty for being too immature, resulting in a loss of confidante for someone who needed it. If i had offered a listening ear, or sisterly figure, would it help to ensure that the person didnt walk down the wrong path? <br /><br />I feel guilty for being impulsive, i almost alienated my beloved cousin, thank god, i walked back in time. Thank god, i realised. <br /><br />and til now. <br />3 months of silence. <br />i know everybody says im dumb for sticking by him.<br />they say he's just a bad influence. <br />sigh. <br /><br />i just want to say. i dun really care. <br />he is a friend who was there when i needed a listening ear. <br />He is a friend, who never showed me his "beng" side. <br />I value him for who he is. <br />Even if he may not be talking to me right now.<br />Even if he may be causing me unhappiness and tears now. <br /><br />To me, he'll always be the bestie, who alighted a bus just to talk to me, tellme that "hey, its been long since we saw each other" WHEN he was with his mum.<br />He'll always be the bestie who sticks arnd and walks home with me if we happen to be at the same place at the same time. <br />He'll always be the best friend who listens to me complaincomplaincomplain, dronedronedrone. <br />he'll always be the crazy idiot who does crazy idiotic stuff with me. <br /><br />I mean, erasing a person is not so easy. <br />and its not only towards him that i feel this way.<br />i have my share of failed friendships, <br />and as much as i erase them. <br />the memories with pop up when im down, chiding me, laughing at me. <br />or they'll appear when im filled with nostalgia.<br /><br />i cant chuck ppl out of my mind.<br /><br />Even a family, who did great psychological harm to my loved ones. <br />oh gawd, i hated them. how i hated them. <br />but i cant deny that as time passed. after fervently erasing all traces of them. <br />i still hurt as if it happend yesterday. <br /><br />being busy keeps my mind away from stuff. <br /><br />sigh. <br /><br />Of course i know others are worse off than me, but everyone's entitled to their dose of bitching, i guess? haha<br /><br />nah, i wldnt be dumb enough to contemplate suicide or sth. my life, there is greater use for it, i strongly believe. <br /><br /><br />Setbacks make us stronger. the philosopher says. <br />i guess that philosopher forgot to add it that a great amount of pain accompanies it :) -smiles wryly- <br /><br />oh well. college is going to start soon!! im so psyched. <br />bwahaha. <br /><br />omt./ intense springcleaning. <br />in a way. its good. <br />its purging. <br />haha<br />i wish i can purge everything unhappy from my mind :D <br /><br />okay. i shall stop now. and mope to my besties :DDD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5219493712601889816?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-86772554567513338752010-08-20T01:58:00.000-07:002010-08-20T02:18:49.317-07:00Though you might feel like giving up now. don't!<br /><br />LOL. 3yrs++ since the day you were gone. people might think im really dumb for always rmbing you n dwelling upon it. You've set a benchmark for me. Many times, i just felt like giving up. cuz i realised that by getting lousy grades, people start treating u lke a retard n start picking on u etc. <br />the unfairness of it merely impresses the gravity of my situation upon me. <br /><br />anyway. <br />im an undeniably insane person. but then without insane ppl, where do you all then get your daily entertainment n reprieve? so never take anyone for granted. <br /><br />Giving up is an excuse for laziness. <br />I despise you for your bullying ways, the way you pick on ppl weaker than you. <br />I despise you for not being able to handle yourself. <br />I despise you for the way you take our concern as an obligation. <br />lastly, I despise you for the way you've given up on yourself. <br /><br />Anyway<br />i am suffering from withdrawal symptoms, ugh. <br /><br /><br />Words cannot describe how i felt whn i found out what you've been doing. <br />The pain i felt was tantamount to a knife through me. sigh. <br /><br /><br />~<br />I saw a video recently on the armless pianist. n read an article on racism. <br />The armless pianist caused me to feel immeasureable guilt n shame as i recollected the ranting i've been doing. yet, i console myself with the fact that my ranting was temporary. <br /><br />The true heroes are not those who fly arnd the city saving people, the real heroes are those who give a part of themself to others (figuratively) n those who battle every single obstacle in their lives. <br /><br />And then, to those who haven't realised. <br /><br />Our blood is all red. <br /><br />the callousness is no longer needed in present society. Bear in mind that before you discriminate anyone based on color, you're insulting yourself. cuz we're all the same. A point that has been reiterated many times. <br /><br />i shall be a good girl n hit the books. sigh.<br /><br />And thanks JENNIFER LI, who has successfully made my day recent days. <br />n manohman. text me cuz you want to!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8677255456751333875?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-26349720036476637372010-06-15T04:14:00.000-07:002010-06-15T04:28:57.465-07:00Sigh, yet another case of people trying to cause religious dissension .<br />its pointless and its dumb. <br />commenting on another religion in such a way only reflects on one's shallow mindset and poor character. <br /><br />I still remember distinctly that at the age of 7, a classmate approached me and told me calmly. <br />"You're going to hell cuz you don't believe in Christ" <br /><br />At 7. outrageous. <br /><br />If this is the kinda nonsense kids were spouting at age 7, it just shows that the system is seriously flawed. <br /><br />We learn to respect the religion of others, but it is disheartening to note that more religious leaders have been called up for mocking the practices of others. The enthusiasm displayed is noted and understood. But, enthusiasm to what extent? <br />to telling random strangers that they will go to hell or ? <br /><br />I mean, even if i do eventually go to hell, i would prefer to spend my years wholly unaware and not to be told at THE TENDER AGE OF 7 that that is where im eventually going to end up at. <br /><br /><br />Sigh, there's already so much chaos around us and all we can do is mock and comment on the practices of others? O.o <br />It really reflects on us. <br /><br /><br />But that is all i have to say regarding religious freedom -.- <br />I will believe in what i believe and i will appreciate it if people simply leave me be and exrcise mutual respect. If the religious dissension already present is exarcebated by such shallow individuals, wouldnt it be a waste when things really become chaotic? <br /><br /><br />AND shockingly, Singapore has made it. <br /><br /><br />TO<br /><br />the human trafficking watch list. <br /><br />like WOW. <br /><br />More concrete measures would have to be implemented.<br /><br />not insulting any countries, just saying that if there are statistics to show that the victims are from any region, awareness can be stepped up.<br />I've heard stories bout how some people are tricked into the business and due to overwhelming debts, they cant get out of prostitution. <br />These victims are to be pitied if they are forced into the trade but crackdowns won't really help or successfully eradicate the problem. <br /><br />More education and awareness needed, sigh. <br /><br />Be thankful for the lives we're leading, rid of similar misfortunes that befell these victims. :D <br /><br /><br />~~<br />10 years swept past. and 3 years since then.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2634972003647663737?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-44974942327761852432010-05-16T22:39:00.000-07:002010-05-16T23:06:58.630-07:00Im getting more and more disturbed. <br /><br />by my lack of faith in humanity. <br /><br />the suffering. the endless crap. <br /><br />We see but we do nothing about it. <br />we complain about the various issues, failing to recognise that the fact that we can complain about the issues, is a privilege. we fail to see what we have. we fail to be content. <br /><br />We kill, torture, the people who are similar to us. <br />what happned to equality? <br />When did the senseless killing come about? <br /><br />People are dying, and all that we care, is that we do not have enough space to park the 3cars that we own. <br /><br />thats dumb. <br /><br />We're all dumb.<br /><br />We think we can make decisions, without consulting anybody, we think we can make a decision for the hundred millions out there.<br /><br />Reality is harsh. and i am ashamed. <br /><br />our human race is so bigotic,pathetic, and we pretend to bethe superior race. <br />Superior? spare me. <br />yeahyeah, we're superior, of course we are, cuz we kill every single other living thing around us. <br /><br />We think we're so great and we think EVERYTHING's part of our life. <br />Wake up!<br />We ARE the ones who are part of nature. not the other way round. <br /><br />It irks me. <br /><br />to note that, we're a selfish race. <br />That in our bid for better living, we ignore the pleas of others, we ignore the hopes they have, we ignore the cries that echo. <br /><br />We only have ourselves. <br /><br />We treat our counterparts like filth. we treat our people like commodities. We only hear our own voices. <br />We don't hear the voices that are calling out to us, to help, to save. <br /><br />Maybe there is not much we can do. <br />But just not all that whining, yelling, all that complaining and moaning that we don't have enough/ <br /><br /><br />IM GRATEFUL. <br />i truly am grateful, for the comfort that i can live in.<br /><br />But i am filled with sadness. sadness that amid all our comfort, there are people who are suffering. <br />we who claim to be humanitarians, how can we watch their pain and suffering nonchalantly? <br /><br />How can we, when they are humans too? <br /><br />the history that we have, we never learn from them. <br />We ravage the world, the planet we live on. <br />Living things which are not humans, they outnumber us more than athousand to one. <br /><br />How can we bring ourselves to inflict pain upon the environment we live in? <br /><br />I was reading poetry recently when i came across this poem. <br />Its called the death poem, and was written by an imate of the Guantanamo prison. This man has done nothing and is held there, probably like all the other inmates, on the suspicion of being involved in Terror-- activities. <br /><br />The Death Poem: <br /><br /><blockquote>Take my blood.<br />Take my death shroud and<br />The remnants of my body.<br />Take photographs of my corpse at the grave, lonely.<br /><br />Send them to the world,<br />To the judges and<br />To the people of conscience,<br />Send them to the principled men and the fair-minded.<br /><br />And let them bear the guilty burden, before the world,<br />Of this innocent soul.<br />Let them bear the burden, before their children and before history'<br />of this wasted, sinless soul,<br />Of this soul which has suffered at the hands of the "protectors of peace."</blockquote><br /><br />The above was written by a man who suffeed all forms of torture. and has tried to commit suicide 12 times. <br /><br />As people suffer at monstrocities, we moan about the life that we have.<br />It is not wrong. It is not wrong to cry. <br />But we should <strong>never </strong>consider suicide. <br /><br />I am aghast at the various people who consider suicide, often due to silly reasons like heartbreak, relationship problems. <br />Everybody has their own problems, perhaps it is time we deal with it? no matter how hard it is? <br />suicide is never an option. <br /><br />Contradictingly, I've written that the man tried to commit suicide several times. <br />What i have ommited above is that, this man, is the father of a young daughter. If he is gone, what would happen to her? <br /><br />We think that even though the cirumstances are horrific, we can escape through death. But as compared to the pain and torture inflicted upon us, the pain we inflict on our loved ones is a thousand times more. <br /><br />I weep for these people. <br />I cry as i note that the people around me, contemplate suicide as an option . <br />Those in pain fail to see the pain that they inflict upon others. <br /><br />Love exists in many different forms. <br />What is the point of acting all huffy and superior?<br />When all that it gets us, <br />Is the disatisfaction of others. <br />Does slighting others make us happy? <br />How can it, when it is the action of spreading unhappiness? <br /><br />To be truly a superior race, <br />Its not about expoliting nature. <br />Its about accepting the environment that shapes us.<br />the conservation of the beauty around us. <br />the spreading of the kindness and love within us.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4497494232776185243?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-46883869917388212792010-01-07T06:44:00.000-08:002010-01-07T06:50:46.607-08:00im gonna get stronger than this.<br /><br />what mr lian said stirred up alot of painful memories.<br /><br />sigh. then me, mendi, kareen were discussing.<br /><br />we cnt have pity for ourselves i guess.<br />its just like how i cant rspect a person who does not have self respect.<br /><br />i dunno. maybe im xiao ti da zuo. but i really dunno.<br /><br />caring too much is wrong i guess. or maybe im just caring for the wrong person?<br /><br />i have to get on. move on. live on.<br /><br />i promised that i'll get stronger everyday. but maybe im falling so far away from it.<br /><br />i have a direction. but i have nothing. nothing to fall back on.<br /><br />every step requires serious deliberation i guess. sigh.<br /><br />oh well.<br /><br />diplomacy..<br /><br />helpful but currently rendered useless cuz every country's caring bout their own butt only. what happend to the other world citizens. we cannot be selfish. no compromise cuz of selfish reasons.<br />one day. you wun even have the chance to enjoy those selfish benefits u wanted instead of prolonging earth's life. why should we be made to suffer for the decisions of our leaders?<br />leaders were elected for a reason. but when we discuss bout world issues, we're equal. we're all citizens of world. we simply cannot keep carin about our own personal selfish reasons and benefits. everyone only benefits when there is enough TIME TO BENEFIT. so yeahs. pls get it right into ur head. and of course dun be so extremist and<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4688386991738821279?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-59654830935568808612009-12-24T05:07:00.000-08:002009-12-24T06:12:41.227-08:00LOADS OF PICS :d<br />a treat from sister at Crystal Jade then xmas lights this yr at Orchard :D . not mucht o write so yeahs. will let the pics expln themselves :D<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SzNqogSYOnI/AAAAAAAAByk/KSokimygysw/s1600-h/Photo1331.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; 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HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418789287951661746" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SzNoJb0M-rI/AAAAAAAABvk/BJxPQgFqaWE/s320/Photo1291.jpg" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5965483093556880861?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-28710456343892896882009-11-30T01:59:00.000-08:002009-11-30T02:16:20.654-08:00finally updating :D<br /><br />safe trip my dearest friends .. heex.<br />mikey, travellingto indo and travelling to uk is veryvery diff -.-<br /><br />gawsh. i feeeeel so emotional that hao and twin's in UK righht now :(<br />haha. random crazy msgs.<br /><br />sigh.<br /><br />and to my dearest dear bro, get smoe help,lighten up. chill and dun bottle up everything laa.<br />i knw i cant help much but at least u must share with her :D<br /><br />im reevaluating my options .:D<br /><br />i say this all the time. haha!.<br /><br />okayyes. been doing loads of thinking. and i relise something's reallyreally wrong with me. sighh..<br />i wun delve into the details. but.<br /><br />arghs.<br /><br />fly away.<br />.<br />.<br />spent my time drawin and cutting and painting a peace sign .lol .<br /><br />im going nuts.<br /><br />I HAVE OFFICIALLY COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT.<br /><br />the scariest things on this earth, are nt demons are nt spirits. but rather.<br />they are the ones who walk with us everyday, thhey are the ones we speak to, hold on to, laugh with.<br /><br />they are humans.<br /><br />sadly. and regrettably, im part of this horrific race. why horrific?<br />cuz humans, are horrible but yet, they are also terrific.<br /><br />human emotions area strong force and strang power, they drive us to do so much stuff.<br /><br />if we feel bitterness, we'll never have a happy life.<br />if we feel content, then only we'll be happy.<br />if we feel jealousy, we'll hurt others.<br /><br />human emotions.<br />are so strong.<br />are everywhere.<br /><br />why do I slander the human race like this?<br />perhaps it is becuz, for all the time we're complaining, we don't see we're doing the same thing.<br />we condemn othhers, but we just. don't see. that WE ARE, doing exactly the same thing.<br /><br />there IS so much. but we just don't see.<br />shrouded in our own little world the whole time. we don't have to stop being who we are. we just have to try. try a little harder.<br /><br />sigh. .<br /><br />no matter how much i say, i will not be able to get the point across, cuz this is not taught. its something learnt and from within.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2871045634389289688?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-83658411283500041412009-11-21T07:22:00.000-08:002009-11-21T07:30:06.624-08:00THIMUN WAS SOO FREAKING COOL.!!<br /><br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />met manymany many new friends!. a few sexy babes namely da bin, katJA, Grace, JUUUlie, SeonJin, Mansi!<br /><br />LOL. ok super random. ok but yeahs.LOL<br /><br />SRY TO MANY PPL CUZ I FORGOT UR NAMES SO NW I HAVE NO WAY OF ADDING U ON FACEBOOK.ughugh.<br /><br />damn. okies. anyways.<br />i was super apprehensive bout the dance. lol. but then ashley chae and jenn dragged us in and it was totally cool from then on. we kept dancing and playing and screaming and singing .LOL..<br /><br />thats the main reason why my feet hurts like crap now.<br /><br />MY RESO GOT PASSED BY GREAT ASSEMBLY! OOHYEAHS- does the salsa-<br /><br />LOL. okies. for pics, pls head over to my FB!<br /><br />xDDDDD okies. it was way cool.<br /><br /><br />today was the l;ast day. and it totally sucks. damn. oh well, went to eat dinner. lol.<br /><br />and yeah. so on so on so on. funfunfunfun~<br /><br />then we were like debating bout religion .LOl. it was totally cool and thought-provoking xD<br /><br />OKIES.<br /><br />ON A MORE SERIOUS NOTE!<br /><br />~~<br />WE, AS YOUTH AND FUTURE LEADERS, ARE AMBASSADORS OF THE WORLD.!<br />WE SHOULD DO WHATS RIGHT AND TOTALLY KEEP AN OPEN MIND. !<br />!<br />~<br /><br />to all those whiny ppl out thr. SHUT UP.<br /><br />there are more stuff in this world thats more impt than whether ur nails just broke. !:D<br /><br />DO WHATS RIGHT, help change the world.<br /><br />we HAVE the power within us. CHANGE !<br /><br />w00ts. MUN ROCK ON!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8365841128350004141?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-41098446055348252702009-11-05T02:30:00.000-08:002009-11-05T02:49:44.740-08:00sigh.<br /><br />i cant feel it pumping. feel it beating.<br /><br /><br />an odd sense of tranquility has settled over me.<br /><br />i've lost the will to speak too much, always immersing myself in a book, where i'll escape to my own world.<br /><br />perhaps its disturbing to others who know me.<br /><br />but i guess its more of something i have to deal with.<br /><br />everything seems so trivial compared to wats hpning out thr.<br /><br /><br />this relevation has hwever, thankfully renewed my vigour for studies.<br /><br />but i've realised. my zest for life has dulled. probably due to the resignation i have within,.<br /><br />even right now. this post might be disturbing to some of u.<br />and i know that i am thoroughly tired. of chasing after ppl for stuff, knwing in my heart that all these ppl are lying, or rather debating whether they are lying.<br /><br />the faith i can give to my frens or hold on to is but this much.<br /><br />if these ppl intend on stretching the faith and patience i have .there is nothinng much else i can do, except to let go. and walk away.<br /><br />all i know is.<br /><br />there is no point putting ourselves thru the torture the deeds of others cause us. wat we can do. is wat we do as individuals. we can help chng the realityt slowly, bit by bit. if only we have the faith and love to look beyond and not contend to be stereotyped as youths who do not give a damn bout wats hpning.<br /><br />well. let me tell u. sometimes youth care so much mroe than adults.<br /><br />i most certainly would not want to end up as an adult, who has lost his dreams.<br /><br />even if we must return to reality. nvr lose the dream u have.<br /><br />the transition between the stages greatly vary in results. (lol i'll prob be the only one who unds this. ) xD<br /><br />thats all i have to say.<br /><br /><br />~~<br /><br />love is a secret that is meant to be shared with the world.<br /><br />share it today. by not making baseless accusations, racist remarks, or sowing discord. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4109844605534825270?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-91542210375879879282009-10-29T05:23:00.001-07:002009-10-29T05:37:56.219-07:00Blogging with left hand onli. will make it short and sweet.<br /><br />glad i straightened things out.<br /><br />hw can i help the world if i cant help myself/<br /><br />i found my motivtion.<br /><br /><br />bck to living my life with zest. rok on<br /><br />spent rollicking time at MAC with kareen after sch xD fr our latelate lunch at 4 -.- faint.<br /><br />ok. left hand tired xDDDDD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-9154221037587987928?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-16323962078568015792009-10-23T04:38:00.000-07:002009-10-23T05:35:00.000-07:00very tired and ppl aren't helping.<br /><br />me and mike are super busy with preps for MUNOFS.<br /><br />not been having sleep.<br /><br />my hand is really tired and my left hand cnt move properly due to fatigue, i feel like i've sprained it-.-<br /><br />ppl are not helping.<br /><br />super disappointed.<br /><br />if you wanted to back out,<br />why cldnt u have informed us earlier so that we may make the necessary changes?<br />why cldnt u have acknowledged our phone calls so as to clarify the situation?<br />why cldnt u come straight out and give us a definite reply?<br /><br />i dunno whether it is because of the grudge u hold against me which results in ur avoidance of me.<br /><br />BUT HEY<br /><br />this is work we're talking bout.<br />its not some personal outing or watever.<br /><br />its work!<br /><br />work that me and mike worked hard towards.<br /><br />before this conference, there were like the various talks, liasing with teachers, seeking approval from a reluctant principal then. our jubilance at knowing the news that our principal decided to support us.<br /><br />when ppl support u in doing something, u thank the person by working hard to make sure it works out fine and to convince the person that it wasnt a wrong decision.<br /><br />maybe it was me and mikey's fault for neglecting "quality" in our pursuit of "<br />quantity"<br /><br />You will never see the hard work and committment we ppl put in (including mk), cuz u dun have it.<br /><br />Our hard work was treated as a game by others.<br /><br />pulling out last minute,<br />giving us conflicting replies,<br />not acknowledging msgs at all?<br /><br />why bother joining?<br />u ppl once used the excuse of us giving only a short time for u to decide to sign up.<br /><br />so now i'll tell u.<br /><br />if u were really so bent on pulling out? why cldnt u have told us earlier?<br /><br />if u say that u didnt know u had to do so much work, hello.<br /><br />there are like how many days for u to tell us AFTER THE MEETING CONDUCTED BY OFS?<br />but u can only tell us a few days before.<br /><br />oh wait.<br /><br />you DIDNT even come straight out and tell us . it was like this awfully cool game "pass the msg" . except the source didnt reveal the real actual msg at the end of the game.<br /><br />i reallyy dun understand.<br /><br />work =/= personal.<br /><br />why cant u draw a clear line?<br />or at least, for such an impt matter, clarify it with michael if u dun wish to speak to me?<br /><br />why cant u ever. THINK.<br />think of the impact of ur actions.<br /><br />we have to notify OFS, they have to make the necessary arrangements .<br />the teachers would have to be told. obviously.<br /><br />i have clean forgotten bout whoever u are.<br />and this incident only drives home that point./<br /><br />the below msg is not only for u, it applies to certain other individuals-<br /><br />Lack of commitment. - dun waste our time<br />Lack of confidence- tell us, we'll help u<br />no attire- tell us, we'll help<br />dun wan to participate? - TELL US EARLIER.<br /><br />me and mike and mk, worked for this.<br /><br />is it fair to us? for everything to be ruined by irresponsible individuals?<br /><br />i repeat.<br /><br />WHAT IS A GAME TO YOU.<br />IS NOT A GAME TO US.<br /><br />WHAT U DO<br />WILL NEVER RIVAL WAT WE DID.<br /><br />THE RELIEF U FEEL NOW<br />WILL NEVER BE MEASURABLE TO THE DISAPPOINTMENT AND STRESS WE FELT.<br /><br />.<br /><br />do u have any idea how it was like?<br />ppl giving conflicting accounts.<br />and the teachers asking us "is everything finalised and done already? "<br /><br />ITS NOT ONLY US.<br />the teachers gave us their support, took care of admin stuff with the other schools.<br /><br />OFS had to print everything for everyone, order food for everyone, print tags WITH NAMES for everyone. etcetc.<br /><br />and then me and mike were wondering wat the hell was going on?<br />why did somebody want to pull out last min.<br />why couldnt that person gfive us a definite response so that we could make arrangements, notify the teachers, OFS.<br />we not only had to conduct training sessions for the others,<br />we had to write our own resos<br />we had to edit the resos of other ppl.<br /><br />IM not complaining.<br />the point i wish to make is that.<br /><br />your attendance was another thing we had to worry about.<br />totally mia.<br />fine.<br /><br />complaining its troublesome,<br />wat bout the inconvenience u caused us?<br /><br />i will never. NEVER EVER.<br /><br />understand why u cldnt tell us beforehand, and not play pass the msg, and WHY U TREAT THIS AS A GAME.<br /><br />well. fyi, its not.<br /><br />its serious to us.<br />the people who put in effort.<br />the people who showed committment.<br /><br />maybe its really so fun.<br /><br />well . i hope that u had a good laugh.<br />cuz u're perhaps the ONLY one laughing right now.<br /><br /><br />~~~<br /><br />As for u. Mr LYH<br />congrats.<br />u have just lost another 2 ppl who treated u as a fren<br /><br />mike is so disappointed.<br />everyone tot we were dumb to let u join in, cuz u dun exactly have a good reputation with them.<br /><br />but no. we decided that since u were enthu, and plus we hoped that u would prove them wrong this time, we didnt say a word<br /><br />we also didnt want to hurt u by pulling u out forcefulyl.<br /><br />hahahahahahah<br /><br />in the end. we're the ones who got hurt.<br /><br />starting we tot after mr choy spoke to u and encouraged u, u would be alright..<br /><br />haha. then the no-reply-to-OFFICIAL-msgs syndrome kicked in in u too.<br />EVERYDAY IN CLASS, U'RE NEVER SEEN WITHOUT UR FONE.<br /><br />CAN U TELL US TRUTHFULLY THAT U DIDNT REPLY US CUZ U DIDNT SEE THE MSG.<br /><br />U CAN MSG OTHER PPL "MUNOFS SUCKS" BUT U CNT REPLY US "OK. RECEIVED" ?<br /><br />WTF IS WRONG WITH U?<br /><br />you disappointed mikey bigtime u know?<br /><br />even after the GM saga,<br />he still said.<br />"aiya since YH wan join, let him join lor. maybe he'll really be able to like totally be better than we can all debate tgth."<br /><br />i was like "lol yeahs. at least he in GA, we can also work on reso tgth. "<br /><br />BUT U KNOW WAT?<br /><br />u abused the faith we had in u.<br />when we spoke to u,<br />u used ur hands to cover ur eyes and look elsewhere.<br /><br />THEN U START INSULTING BOTH OF US.<br /><br />WTF?!<br /><br />from that moment onwards, u didnt hurt the professional beings in me and mike.<br />'<br />u hurt the fren u had in us.<br /><br />maybe we didnt exactly voice out our LOVE for u.<br />but hey. we dun insult u relentlessly, we show concern for u when we see u're down.<br /><br />and wow.<br /><br />u just took a knife and stabbed us like this.<br /><br />alll the excuses we always made for u?<br />turns out we;re really the stupid ppl..<br /><br />we didnt do the wrong thing in being ur fren<br /><br />we did the wrong thing in having faith in u. and letting u know u had a fren in us/<br /><br />cuz u thought that u can just push us arnd? and slack off totally. ?<br /><br />everything u're doing right now?<br />a teacher summed it up in 4letters. LAZY.<br /><br />you can forget bout me or mike ever trusting u agn .<br /><br />if it was only the working attitude thing?<br />me and mike would be angry, but not to this extent.<br /><br />u know wat drove the nail in?<br /><br />the fact that u blatantly abused the faith and trust we had in u?<br />and that u slandered both of us.<br /><br />so yeahs.<br />~<br /><br /><br />im officially sick of ppl like that.<br /><br />once agn<br /><br />IT MAY BE A GAME TO U?<br />BUT IT SURE AS HELL IS NOT FOR US.<br /><br />as for person no 2.<br />(all below is directed at person no2. )<br /><br />all the excuses u make? we'll feel better if u come straight out and tell us "im lazy"<br /><br />it'll hurt less than all the fkingbullshyt u gave us.<br />oh yeahs the shabby treatment as well.<br /><br />oh yeahs. u better treat those guys arnd u well.<br />cuz they're probably THE ONLY PPL WHO REALLY TREAT U AS A FREN RIGHT NOW.<br />they're still making up excuses for u.defending u endlessly, caring bout u.<br /><br />if i were u, i'll treat them well.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1632396207856801579?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-66987843631044408522009-10-16T07:51:00.000-07:002009-10-16T08:06:30.058-07:00STOP IT!<br /><br /><br />ENOUGH!<br /><br /><br />Imagine, every single moment. we're complaining, we're grousing bout stuff and how life stinks.<br /><br />Imagine, having to cut off ur own leg while you're conscious, and u're the one holding the small knife and cutting. YOUR OWN LEG.<br /><br />Imagine, all the tears shed during a funeral for a loved one.<br /><br />Imagine, all the tears the world sheds for the victims of a disaster.<br /><br />Imagine, complaining that there's too much homework, sucky grades.<br /><br />Imagine, getting married at the age of 14, working at the age of 13 at some rundown dangerous place, earning only US$1 per day.<br /><br />Imagine, all the "pain and suffering" we go thru.<br /><br />Imagine, all the pain and suffering they go thru.<br /><br />Walk up to a stranger, tell them "kids in other countries dun get the same chances we get"<br />They'll say "really, thats so sad. but we cant do anything." and then rush off to their destination.<br /><br />Thats wat humanity is ?<br /><br />Im so fking selfish.<br /><br />im grousing so much, guilty of nepotism, guilty of bias.<br />im not fit to be part of this human race.<br /><br />we're only embarassing ourselves.<br /><br />everything reflects bck on us.<br /><br />yes. on us.<br /><br />empty talk.<br /><br />still air.<br /><br />im ashamed. of myself.<br /><br />of what im doing.<br /><br />of who i am.<br /><br />im not being elitist. but hey. can u ppl get a life?<br /><br />but wait.. who am I to judge?<br /><br />im not living my life to its max.<br /><br />and im really sorry.<br /><br />sorry that i forgot for these whole 3years, my promise to you.<br /><br />I lost myself. vying to be on top of the social strata, concerned with unnecessary relationships.<br /><br />I lost who i am.<br /><br />Im saying but im not following.<br /><br />wat kinda crap is this?<br /><br />Regee babe. i know exactly how u feel.<br /><br />let's move on to the other stage of life, shall we?<br /><br />let's totally eradicate all old lifestyles and get a kick out of everything we do.<br /><br />will it work this time?<br /><br />rather. am i willing to put in effort this time?<br /><br />B and ML, wat i promised, i'll try my best to realise it. The memory was a guidance which i lost once.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6698784363104440852?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-36845443439436826762009-10-09T04:57:00.000-07:002009-10-09T05:19:58.236-07:00I'm sorry can't save a heart<br />When it breaks and scattered in the wind<br />How can two worlds cover the half<br />The others been living in<br /><br />Oh I never believed I'd ever need<br />Any more than I did before<br /><br />When sorry's not enough<br />There's nowhere left to turn<br />Too much to forgive<br />Tell me where is the answer<br />How do you find the strength<br />The strength to let it go<br />We need to just to leave<br />When sorry's not enough<br /><br />Love can fall hard<br />Leaving the scar that remembers<br />How bad it burns<br />We won't pretend where next time begins<br />Cause we need just to live and learn<br /><br />Although now I believe that I'm gonna need<br />A little more than I did before<br /><br />Sorry's not enough<br />There's nowhere left to turn<br />Too much to forgive<br />Tell me where is the answer<br />How do you find the strength<br />The strength to let it go<br />We need to just to leave<br />When sorry's not enough<br /><br />No there's no going back<br />And tomorrow is all we're gonna have<br />So we will have<br /><br /><br /><br />WATCH AMERICAN MALL!!<br /><br />ok. the guy's not too cute, the voice aint that good. but i think its passable.<br /><br />and the songs are not bad :D<br /><br />from the same ppl who produced/directed(?) HSM :D<br />watever give it a chance cuz the girl is hot. so yeah .<br />nina Dobrev from Vampire Diaries.<br /><br />okok./ main stuff<br /><br /><br />HAHA.<br />i agree with Linus totally! 0> (amath + bio grades) LOL<br /><br />sigh. stuff's moving so quickly.<br /><br />everything's speeding up.<br /><br />im falling head over heels. in everything thats suffocating me.<br /><br />im gonna die of asphyxiation.<br /><br />UGH.<br /><br />new songs.<br /><br />songs songs and more songs :D<br />gonna start on my reso .AND GO INSANE! :D<br /><br /><br />"<br />i am no prince.<br />i am no saint :D<br />...<br /><br />but i'll be someone to fall back on :)"<br /><br />BANDSLAM!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3684544343943682676?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-58569615527417731022009-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:002009-10-02T06:20:11.339-07:00Sorry.<br /><br /><br />im tired.<br /><br />im not in the mood to say anymore.<br /><br />im numb.<br /><br />from the repeated pummelings.<br /><br /><br />sorry for the inconvenience caused.<br /><br />tired ppl go crazy easily.<br /><br />i have nothing much to say agn. just that the knowledge came on me harder.<br />im writing songs agn.<br /><br />im picking up the pen agn.<br /><br />its good.<br /><br />i tot i cldnt write anymore.<br /><br />thats all.<br /><br />thank you those who cared.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5856961552741773102?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-413396195908247732009-10-01T05:32:00.000-07:002009-10-01T06:02:25.218-07:003 countries.<br /><br />3 disasters<br /><br />Indonesia, the Philippines, Vietnam<br /><br />SIGH.<br /><br />ugh. i really shldnt be blogging but yea.<br /><br />need to RELEASE ALL MY STRESS. XD<br /><br />oh well..<br /><br /><br />didnt feel any tremors.<br /><br />i just realised that Joanne looks like Pucca.<br /><br />See how trivial that is?!<br /><br />damn. its like its our sins man.<br /><br /><br />WORLD LEADERS, for *(^*&amp;sake, Come up with the brand new Protocol now that the Kyoto one has expired-.-<br /><br />And financially able countries, plsplspls agree to the protocol and fork out some money so that LEDCs can survive.<br /><br />ugh. wths. miss the revenue which comes along with all that carbon emissions? i'll see wat u're gonna miss when u lose ur life thanks to natural disasters, which are not all that natural cuz they're like brought on by global warming, which is like caused by you? the same old ppl who simply refuse to fork out some money.<br /><br /><br />Today.. it was a typical day as i entered a cigarette smoke filled lift and took a deep breath and stained my lungs with nicotine.<br /><br />it was an unusual afternoon as i didnt freak out before HCL exam. and for once in my life, i had not enough time.<br /><br />Normally, i end up finishing super early and slping.<br /><br />Oh yeahs..<br /><br />just 2 short paras.<br /><br /><br />~<br /><br />We 3 are childhood friends. He starts to drift apart. At his birthday party, he gave us a brief smile and henceforth treated us as invisible, ONe lost faith in him. I held on. I questioned him. I asked him whether he still treasured us. I confess i was a lil irritating. He got irritated. He never spoke except to evade my Qn. I never spoke except to apologise once for my irritating-ness. One asked me to forget it. He's not worth it cause he doesnt really give two hoots bout us.<br /><br />Am i at fault?<br />Should i maintain the silence?<br />Or rather, What should i do?<br /><br />i saw him today agn. And i know he saw me.<br /><br />I chose to turn away.<br /><br />Cuz i know that no matter how angry and how much i say i've given up on salvaging the friendship between us 3, i know that once i look at him<br /><br />my eyes will betray the fact that i still care, that i still treat him as a friend.<br /><br />On writing this, i've decided. I'm not gonna apologise to him again cuz i've already said it once. And i know he let us down. Maybe we're "uncool" to be with? Or maybe he simply cnt be bothered. Though i cant say i really knew u that well cuz we're in different schools all along.<br /><br />I know that the person u are now.<br /><br />Is not the person i once knew. not the person who joked arnd with us. not the person who cared.<br />not the person who i treated as a good fren. Just simply not the person that i once knew.<br /><br />~~<br />haha.<br /><br />you wonder why im not talking to u anymore?<br /><br />thats cuz.<br /><br />i dun see the point anymore.<br />if u dun wish to initiate a conversation, why should i mess about with my head and talk to u .<br /><br />im sorry but im awfully tired to spend my energies on such stuff.<br /><br />Im hurt as it is by so many ppl of the opposite gender.<br /><br />So could u do me a favour?<br /><br />can i just leave it the way it is until we are to work together?<br /><br />i can see out of the corner of my eye to see what you're seeing out of the corner of ur eye :D<br />*blink, blink blink*<br />ok lame.<br /><br />anyways.<br /><br />my life energy is simply dwindling.<br />NO F1 this yr for me to enjoy on TV. NO Cristiano Ronaldo for me to watch when its matches with ManU. NO restaurant city for me now. cuz whenever i go online, i'll be reminded of wat a petty person did in facebook .He fired me.<br />anyway. haha. im actually not affected by it laa.<br /><br />im just evading ppl -.-<br /><br />i dun want to have to deal with so much grief right now.<br /><br />i have my own issues and i dun need more grief to be heaped on a plate and served to me.<br /><br />i need time alone.<br /><br />i need u to stop whatever nonsense you're up to.<br /><br />i need u to talk or shut up.<br /><br />HA.<br /><br />life's like that,<br />hate it love it, you still cant live without it.<br /><br />SIGH.<br /><br />i am broke.<br />no more money.<br /><br />must manage my finances -.-<br /><br />Anyway.<br /><br />just wanna apologise to Minyi for always teasing her bout Erhem 3 xD yea.<br /><br />minyi ah. you've officially and successfully turned into a cheap thrill thingy -.-<br /><br /><br />and monk who turned halal Trevis. i know more than u think i do. :P cuz ur actions betray u to the knowing person (me) so yehas. i have SEEN the truth and attained enlightenment.<br />siann. somebody's gonna kill me when she sees this BLEHH.<br /><br />En ah.<br />can u talk more. CAN U DUN BE SO BUSY AND DUN CARE BOUT ME.<br />lol. to think i care so much o.- hmmphx. u still owe me things. :D<br /><br />ok shall end now and go study yeahs. cuz im a good girl.<br /><br />scratch that.<br /><br />cuz i wanna be a good girl. -.-<br /><br />Im afraid.<br /><br />afraid that if i look, i'll let u see the sadness i feel which comes along with the knowledge that you're avoiding me. Even when i walk into the same class as you, or have a lesson in the same place with u for a couple hours. even when you might be sitting real close. cuz myabe i havent mastered the art of acting.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-41339619590824773?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-15926628260923619352009-09-15T07:03:00.000-07:002009-09-15T07:08:10.623-07:00just a quick update b4 i go to bed.<br /><br />oh well.<br /><br />tmr is the day.<br /><br />after 7months 2days,<br /><br />i'm<br /><br />finally<br />receiving<br />myy<br />cert.<br /><br />so yea. by GOH Mr Taylor :D<br /><br />oh well. but yeahs.<br /><br />me and twinnie are freaking out cuz we know something bad's gonna hpn.<br /><br />oh well. come then. im prep-ed :D<br /><br />im less stressed out after THE BIG HOOHAA<br /><br />so yeahs. hopefully it'll stay this way "i mean me being less stressed"<br /><br />ohwell. im lagging in every other thing so w00ts. congrats to me :D<br /><br /><br />and tmr. tmr. tmr. i really hope its gonna be a good day. :)<br /><br />know many peeps are pretty stressed out and such but yeahs. plspls.<br /><br />chill out. though i know its so hard.<br /><br />sigh.<br /><br />mikey. whr's my kite.<br /><br />mikey. where's my voodoo doll!<br /><br />ugh. ok .<br /><br />i realised i really have artistic cells liao. -.-<br />my beyootiful dragons which i'll be uploading shortly heheh.<br /><br />benson. beware of whr u place ur ass on the throne. cuz i drew the design. LOL. and pls dun spoil it.<br />oh well. u know that if he jumps onto the chair the whole chair will break- .- :)<br /><br />anyways.<br /><br />just a great thank you to marshmallow.<br />who displayed the exemplary attitude of compassion today :D<br />rofl. im kidding.<br /><br />but anyways. thanks marshmallow yo. :D<br /><br />drifting to my lala land. :D<br /><br />~<br />put ur hand up and say bye~<br />for everyone who lost someone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1592662826092361935?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-29849398172871754262009-09-14T05:25:00.000-07:002009-09-14T06:20:56.163-07:00im sorry.<br /><br /><br />im sorry i cant hold on any longer.<br /><br />im really very tired.<br /><br />i cant hold on to everybody and stop everyone from falling apart.<br /><br />im falling apart.<br />my life is falling apart.<br /><br />i lack the drive to get things done.<br /><br />cuz i dun see my goals anymore.<br />they're so blurred up.<br /><br />everytime i think you're fine<br />one by one u start showing ur claws.<br /><br />we were being nice.<br />we were trying to help.<br />but our help goes unappreciated.<br /><br />we dun expect any returns.<br />but cant u see.<br />that if u dun want us to help. just say so<br />dun speak ill of us behind us.<br /><br />everyone of u.<br /><br />ALL ADULTS WHO ACT LIKE KNOW-IT-ALLS<br /><br />BUT WITH THE PATHETIC IQ OF AN ASS.<br />even a donkey's smarter than u.<br /><br />even kingkong, who everyone refers to as a beast is better.<br />cuz at least kingkong will be honest with his own feelings.<br />not be some classic bimbo going for tea-parties wearing frilly dresses with huge smiles that never reach their eyes.<br /><br />im sick of it.<br /><br />im sick of hearing so much bt everything.<br /><br />if u dun wan me to be affected or be involved, do me a favour.<br /><br />DONT TELL ME, simple right?<br /><br />oh right. we're nothing but tools arent we?<br /><br />i've always wondered is it something we do.<br />then i just grew sick of answering that qn.<br />cuz if its really something i do.<br />then too bad.<br />cuz im nt gonna be bothered anymore.<br /><br />i tot we could talk.<br />then slowly thru all our words.<br />i realise that wow. we're just tools to get information from.<br /><br />all of u say that he's not a person.<br />but heyyy.<br /><br />WHO. ARE. WE. TO. JUDGE. ?<br /><br />we're not so good ourselves.<br /><br />we always wait for some damn tragedy to hpn before the crocodile tears start coming out, before<br />the sympathies and condolences come out of our mouth as bullcrap.<br /><br />but behind everyone's back, we start pointing fingers, gossiping endlessly.<br />if its so hard for u to take it. i have a suggestion!<br /><br />DON'T LOOK.<br /><br />and if u really like pointing fingers so much.<br />why dun u do it in front of a mirror?<br /><br />maybe then u can see that your'e the one ruining all the "atmosphere"<br />adding on to all the stupid stuff that lingers in the air.<br /><br />do everyone a favour and shut up and reflect. this does not go to only 1person.<br /><br />i hate it.<br /><br />oo yeahs. i sound like some spoilt kid.<br />but honestly. i damn well hate it.<br /><br />i dun get it.<br />is hurting her so FUN?<br /><br />IF U WANT FUN. GO AND JUMP OFF A BUILDING.<br />u get twice the impact and double the fun (depending on whr u jump from)<br /><br />ok. all kids who're reading this post. dun follow it. its sacarsm<br /><br />ppl are dying. and everyone's going hoohaa over everything thats hpning, be it terrorism or natural disasters. then after that, we start paying tributes and talking endlessly bout the horrendous situation and the sadness of it all.<br /><br />we NEVER seem to see the irony.<br /><br />ppl are dying out there, we're sympathising with them. we're cursing the causes.<br /><br />BUT WE NEVER SEE WAT WE DO TO OUR LOVED ONES .<br /><br />i've always wanted to see how a person looks like with a shriveled heart<br />ans: the person shrivels up too.<br /><br />and u probably deserve it for hurting her.<br />every single time it hpns. i cant forget it.<br /><br />specially when i see the tears she allows to fall from her eyes.<br />oh yeahs. u're gallivanting and acting oh-so-chummy.<br />u can have everything in the world.<br />but YOU. WILL. NEVER. HAVE. A. HEART.<br /><br />oh sorry. i'll be disclosing ur name shortly.<br />but now let me just give a few clues.<br /><br />1. you live in australia<br />2. you are in singapore<br />3. youur name starts with an A<br />4. you suck<br />5. you're shriveled.<br />6. your heart is so small its miniscule<br /><br />and oh pls.<br /><br />childishness much?<br /><br />nt telling somebody bout some impt thing cuz u're mad at the person?<br /><br />GET. A. LIFE.<br /><br />talking bad bout the person, saying i hate u?<br /><br />GET. A. LIFE.<br /><br />ok. i think i qualify for talking bad bout ppl but seriously. i cant be bothered<br />pissed at me for straight shooting?<br /><br />SO. SUE. ME.<br /><br />oh yeahs. wats next?<br /><br />classic situation:<br /><br />A: its "this"<br />B and D to C: i think its bout "that". A said that its bout "that"<br /><br />FOR PETE'S SAKE.<br /><br />YOU'RE. A. SENIOR.<br /><br />dun go arnd acting like a 3yr old.<br /><br />waiit.<br /><br />correction..<br /><br />3YEAR OLDS DUN TELL LIES.<br /><br />and u ask and wonder why nobody wants to talk to u?<br />pls. look into the mirror and ask agn.<br /><br />oh yeah. wats next?<br /><br />im crying cuz they talked rot about me<br /><br />pls. if u want others to STOP talking bout u.<br />dun let them see that u care.<br />get over it.<br />as long as u know they're bullcrapping.<br />IGNORE, THEM.<br />wat matters is u can live with ur conscience.<br />but if you're feeling guilty.<br />its probably time to reevaluate urself/options.<br /><br />you think the person will mind if u dun do something trivial.<br /><br />hello? if that person's realy capable, the person will be able to GET OVER IT.<br />if the person cant, too bad.<br />and if the person wants respect. plspls. dun act like a flower in a greenhouse.<br />we work hard to show the adults we're not nice, pruned little potted plants but then we go into hissy fits?<br /><br />erm. contradictory much?<br /><br />give the person a chance to show that their worth it.<br />if we keep sheltering them .they'll never grow up.<br />its like those lil fishies we buy and rear.<br />then we feed them at regular times, their supper and tea included with top grade food.<br />aha. then we decide to be benevolent and set them free.<br /><br />they die.<br />why?<br /><br />cuz they were SO SHELTERED. that once they're free, they cant survive.<br /><br />oh yeahs. wat else is that im hearing?<br /><br />OH.<br /><br />i dun like the person so i wun do wat the person tells me.<br /><br />hello? immaturity much? by deliberately making things difficult.<br />YOU'RE WASTING EVERYBODY'S TIME.<br />hate it? say it.<br />dun waste everyone's time and do stuff to slow things down.<br />the one who benefits is no one.<br /><br />not even u. u think u might have gotten off easy and won a tiny battle.<br />ha! but if we were to disclose the truth.<br />it'll only reflect badly on u.<br />u're the one who's making things difficult etc. and wasting time. :D<br />if u want to continue doing that.<br /><br />pls, by all means. do continue.<br />cuz i've already taken it into account.<br />so it doesnt really mess up anyone's schedule but urs :D<br /><br />ha.<br /><br />im on the warpath.<br /><br />if u really truly dun like wat u read.<br />then pls.please.<br /><br />there's this uber cute lil red "x" at the right hand corner of the window,<br />just click on it :)<br />it'll gain u a speedy exit.<br /><br />or if u would like to take the longer route, u can always press alt f4 :D<br /><br />it works. all the time,. xD<br /><br />cheerio.<br /><br /><br />oh yeahs<br /><br />just wanna say an uber thanks to BENSON!<br />dun wry dude. you're not a dwarf :D<br />even if u are. you're one with a big heart yo .:D<br /><br />all the best yo. u rock :D<br />haha. go audition to be Dwayne "the rock" johnson :D<br /><br />and ITS A COMPLIMENT.<br /><br />why would i wan to thank him? erm.<br /><br />erm.<br /><br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><br /><br />erm.<br /><br />.<br />.<br />.<br />cuz he's an uber big marshmallow xDDD<br />yeahs. thanks for listening with ur ears.<br />damn.. i wish u're an elf xD then ur ears will be bigger :D<br /><br />so long.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2984939817287175426?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-38571886757871265422009-09-10T06:10:00.000-07:002009-09-10T06:38:30.026-07:00dear greataunt. hope you're well whereever u are now :D<br /><br />ok.<br />sadd day.<br /><br />sighhh. first time i saw death just beside me.<br /><br />i was fine with it.<br />then a bastard entered the room.<br />then the atmosphere chnged.<br /><br />oh well. thats when some of my tears threatened to fall.<br />it reminded me of many things.<br />though not as bad.<br /><br />then i realised that some ppl are just brainless, idiots, goondus :D<br />oh well. dun wann to say more.i've already said everything in a 15pg msg to simei xDD<br /><br />oh wells.<br /><br />anyways.<br />i just wanna say somethng to u<br /><br /><br />i cant help the fact that u suck and u're a bitch.<br />but i can prune my own family tree by kicking u out.<br />as of today.<br />dun even expect me to call u cousin.<br />simply becuz.<br />you're not worth it<br />materialistic, selfish, spineless<br />ungrateful, bootlicker etc<br />did i miss anything else?<br /><br />hmmm. oh well. many things hpned this week. and i got alot of stuff in my head. hmmm<br /><br />this afternoon was basically enlightening.<br /><br />and thought provoking.<br /><br />sometimes. we try so hard. but nobody's reciprocating.<br />maybe we should just give up :D<br /><br />haha.<br /><br />stupid me left my valuables in the taxi on rush to SGH. sigh.<br /><br />so i have to go sinming hq and collect-.- but at least i recovered it :D<br /><br />oh wells. life's like that.<br /><br />i gave up on helping my relatives.<br />now i rather focus my energies on saying goodbye to them<br />cuz i realise i really dun need them in my life :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3857188675787126542?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-32917915276580857672009-09-01T06:29:00.000-07:002009-09-01T06:45:27.640-07:00Haha!! went maad.<br /><br />ok. teachers' day was uber fun/ AND WE GOT 2ND FOR CHEER COMPETITION.<br />which was wat we wanted anyway. after all. we were at the brink of disqualification.<br />so yeahs. haha. but we had so much fun :D<br /><br />warriors was fun. BUT mr ong cheated our feelings :( he promised 3a and our class. then he didnt know we'll be competing against each other. so conflict of interests anddd. he gave up our class cuz he promised 3a earlier -.- but nehmind. tiew knows how to double skip. tk too :D<br /><br />then went to amk hub with kareen :D thanks babe for killing time with me. HAH and we went to getchapon machine and got hp keychains. xD<br /><br />then continued to waitwait...wait..wait. LOL. inthhe end. most of them went bck px -.- wths.!! tot we all dun wann go back. sigh. nehmind. benny and eve came to pei me. as planned. xD then benny didnt wanna watch. so lunch le he jiu went somewhr else. wanted to watch THE PROPOSAL. but noooo good available seats. sigh. so me and eve gf went to watch Bandslam. The songs rock. the plot makes u tear at parts. and the simple msg brought across is soo simple. but impactful. talks bout us as normal ppl. as well. seriously. i think it was predestined for me to watch that movie cuz at first i tot it would be a waste of money. but proposal had to be so packed-.- haha. but no regrets. :D<br /><br />after movie. walkwalked shopshopped talktalked.<br />went to ishimura in northpoint and had unagi rice burger yumyum :D then slacked off..<br /><br />Today:<br /><br />mummy jumped onto my bed at 9. while i was still hidnig under the covers. and asked me a qn :<br />want to bring miko watch up3d?<br /><br />i was like. ya. i wan watch<br />but only have 1show time. 11am--.-<br /><br />so booked earlier for tix. thank goodness. if nt seriously wun have time to QUEUE and buy tickets cuz theres so many ppl. -.- ugh<br /><br />up was very nice. once agn. it brought across a poignant msg. both movies brought across relevant msgs. haha<br /><br />and im glad i watched both. cuz it made everything better.<br /><br />:D michael. RUSSEL REALLY LOOKS YOU XDD<br /><br />ok. anyways. mike just informed me that thr's geog test tmr-.- ugh. off to study.<br /><br />~<br /><br />just wanna say thank you. thank you so much.<br />you guys were everything i needed.<br /><br />kareen, twin, jiemei, gf. i know you guys really made things better.<br />the help and comfort u gave surpassed wat i know i could give in return. and im really glad that i knew u guys. and that for all of u, cept kareen ( cuz i knew u only this yr and wat im bout to say doesnt apply to u :D) since last time. since the prev years whenever i got stuck in a ditch. u guys pulled me up. regardless of everything. regardless of how i was.<br />and now. TO KAREEN:D<br />though we've met only this yr and became better frens.<br />u didnt desert me :D u gave me a hoist. and for that im eternally grateful.<br /><br />thats true acceptance. and i would really wanna thank u guys for it.<br />w/o u guys in everything starting from class drama til recently. i dunno how i could have walked on. maybe im too dependent yeahs. BUT I LOVE U GUYS.<br /><br />as i read from a very nice book "why me by deborah kent"<br />don't cry for yesterday.<br /><br />:D<br /><br />im just gonna end here and start studying for geog. my mum's so gonna kill me >.< ughhugh.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3291791527658085767?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-67197035428829549802009-08-28T07:08:00.001-07:002009-08-28T07:15:46.308-07:00i did it agn,.<br /><br />i nvr seem to learn from my past mistakes. sadly. LOL.<br /><br /><br />i did the worse thing after i knew u.<br />i pulled u too close to my energy.<br /><br />and that was bad.<br /><br />im an oversensitive person.<br /><br />then i heard wat ur fren said.<br />and felt that vibe the whole time i was talking to u.<br />then i blew.<br /><br />every word i say. i measure it.<br />well. apparently not this time.<br />picture a cactus.<br />its the only source of water i have.<br />but i cant get to the stem.<br />cuz its so prickly.<br /><br />i tried.<br />but than the pricks just grew longer and longer.<br />maybe it was something i did. or maybe i imagined it.<br />but i think the pricks grew.<br />and it hurt the closer i tried to get it.<br /><br />My mistake.<br />was thinking that i must get water from the cactus.<br />so day in day out.<br />i never left it.<br /><br />the wait was long.<br />it will always be long when you're waiting.<br />ONe day a flower grew at it.<br />which meant it was tuocher to pry open the damn cactus<br />cuz now even the top is covered.<br /><br />so i used a hammer to hack it.<br />and it broke into pieces.<br />all the other cactuses i had broke the same way<br />cuz i was never patient enough.<br /><br />and that broke the cactus everytime.<br />the water, when it as split.<br />got lost with the surroundings.<br /><br />maybe the cactus wont grow back.<br />afterall, which cactus would?<br />after getting painfully whacked with a bloody hammer?<br /><br />none. i guess.<br /><br />HA.<br /><br />so thats it today.<br />sick as usual.<br />my mind was clouded cuz of it.<br />now even my vision's clouded.<br />damn.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6719703542882954980?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-32867634469231200412009-08-26T02:15:00.000-07:002009-08-26T02:58:28.903-07:00HAHAH!! though im sick im not out of touch yeahs.<br /><br />SO CONGRATULATIONS HARMONY HOUSE ON ROCKING THE BADMINTON INTERHOUSE :D<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">Harmony House Champions xD</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ha. thanks do go to the bmt players. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">anyways. . dear francis. dun try to trick me that there's alotalot of tests tmr!! no!</span><br /><br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />anyways. by thr 3rd day at home. im still slping and going slightly bored .so cant wait to go to sch tmr :D<br /><br />ok. by then you'll be thinking "wow? freak much? "<br />i can safely assure u that the meds didnt get into my head :D<br /><br /><br />oh well.....<br /><br /><br /><br />i have decided. not to let wat others say affect me. im always saying it but not doing it >.<<br />well. now i shall be firm :D<br /><br />and thanks ppl. for filling my inbox with getwell msgs xDD<br /><br />you are very much loved as well :)<br /><br />haha. i just realised that im in love with politics.<br /><br />it could be a bad thing. but its super fun when u are surrounded with likeminded ppl :)<br /><br />and juuu. though u irritate the hell outta me./ i still love u. so yeahs. this is an assurance msg so hat YOU WILL NOT GO ABOUT TELLING RANDOM STRANGERS THAT IM IN LOVE WITH THEM :D<br /><br />and ya dun have to be jealous thta i actually speak in a civil tone to them :D you brought it upon urself. xD wat with the american eagle and abishek nonsense. tsk. even ur fren is brought into this cauldron of mess. tch.<br /><br />AMAN.! send me an invite real soon!. i would love to be able to go yeahs. but but it all has to depends. main afactors being my parents and whether juu and regee is going :D<br /><br /><br />~~<br /><br />on a heavier note.<br />im totally repulsed by ur repugnant behaviour. the heartache and pain you caused to my loved ones cnt be put down in words. the damage u done is so much more. i've lost the only amount of trust i still had in you. you probably don't know the damage u left in ur wake. you will never see. you can be out there gallivanting. not knowing that 2years ago. we've lost you and you've lost us. :D<br />and nope. im not sad. more of pissed and mad. though i know that i shldnt be but yeahs. who can help wat i feel? hmmmm.. . <br /><br />aahhhh .anyways. dun wann think bout it anymore LOL.<br /><br /><br />anyways. i just dun get it!!<br /><br /><br />ok. anyways. human nature is so much scarier than beasts. and plus. i think that humans are more suited to be categorised under beasts than animals like lions, tigers. Cuz even KINGKONG has a better nature andheart than humans.<br /><br />do i sound super pessimistic or human hater? well.. sigh<br />anwyays. for the record. my blog exists not to entertain humans. but as a channel for my anger and crappiness.<br /><br />anyways. back to the sad topic.<br /><br />recently finished reading the Nobel Prize winner of literature " Dragon Seed by Pearl S Buck"<br />contrary to popular belief, it is not about dragons nor is it the popular playstation game. (which i think i used to play but forgot the title, definitely not dragonball) anyways. it is super heavy stuff and totally not recommended for the weakhearted .LOL.<br /><br /><br />anyways. its supaaahh .sad. anwyas u have to read the book to understand wat i mean.<br /><br />human nature. lost.<br /><br />sigh.<br /><br />IM SO GOING TO MUNOFS. (hopefully ) *crosses fingers* (taken from swenson's ad :D)<br /><br />cant wait to meet up with the rest!! and this time there will be no other valentine to steal our day xD<br /><br />main focus on academics. sigh.<br /><br />i swear! im gonna stop blogging soon!!!! ughhh.<br /><br />haha.<br /><br /><br />like me hate me? forget it. life's too short for me to bother anymore.<br /><br />i have great ideas but no drive. LOL. ok. i'll admit. im slack :(<br /><br />but i promise to eradicate such behaviour asap :D<br /><br />sigh.. i ask deeeeep qns. cuz im a deeeep person.<br /><br />LOL. the only language that works best on me is laughter :D<br /><br /><br />~<br />HSE DAD: JIAYOUS ! xD. u're the A*-est hse dad i've ever met :D<br /><br />juu : can ya STOP IT! wat with ya're gonna die or or else... READ MY LIPS. i dun give a rat's ass bt it, :D<br /><br />mistress: alamak. clean up ur act already luhs. since pri sch until now! shooo. go clean up ur act. xDDD<br /><br />ok. not much to add on. love u guys loads :D those who stood by me yeahs. and those who i've met for only few days but are already my kakis :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3286763446923120041?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-91316417947473604042009-08-24T04:20:00.001-07:002009-08-24T04:27:27.143-07:00SICK! super sian.<br /><br />sighh. very lethargic. every moment is spent slping. the only reason i use the comp is to do work -.-<br /><br />if not. i wan to sleep. LOL<br /><br />listening to one summer day- joe hisaishi. veryveryvery nice.<br />every note is full of sadness, but with a slight tinge of hope.<br /><br />aiya. miyazaki's films really tear open my heart :( incase you're wondering, ponyo is also directed and written by him. But the film worth watching is really Spirited Away, though the rest of his films are good. :D<br /><br />ok. enough promotion.<br /><br />playing the piano every waking moment. -acts like crazy fanatic-<br /><br />Castle in the sky is simple but damn nostalgic.<br />One summer day is quite difficult :(<br /><br /><br />btw. julian is a bleddy fat ass who has nothing better to do in life.<br />his new OFS ID actually depicts the picture of a huge cow/ bull. watever.<br /><br />but yeahs.<br /><br />anyways. i feel damn nauseous. and its not morning sickness -.- -to all "concerned" parties out thr- LOL<br /><br /><br />im bored. so damn bored imma take out my books and study.<br /><br />ughhhh. i feel tirrreeed.<br /><br />and im blur like sotong. danng.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-9131641794747360404?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-85993315069301924862009-08-22T02:44:00.000-07:002009-08-22T02:51:31.094-07:00Tired laaa..<br /><br />early morning. mama had to drag me off bed so i cld go tuition -.-<br /><br />went. cld undertsand luhs. but then went doing it was super difficult -.-<br /><br />then met samuel and nicole. but apparently samuel cant recognise me. LOL.<br />my bro cant recognise me-.- ok. i know he wants to get away from 6c ppl luhs.<br /><br />super evident. oh well. he looks very diff.<br /><br />haha.<br /><br />back home. had big plate of pasta. so felt slightly more energised :D<br /><br />tired ..<br /><br />super immature me.<br /><br />haha. the irony of it. if he knew who i was refering to. i think hhe'll be stunned. xD<br /><br />ok..get well jiemei.<br /><br />and eveee hope ur pic will become fine in the end.<br /><br />siannn!!!<br /><br />i've officially morphed into Roasted Nuts. xD<br /><br />super nutty day and week. still ytd was super cool.. the effect. the funnnnnn .the reprieve. w00ts.<br /><br />stay strong. and walk on.<br /><br />Don't let go. don't let go. its just not worth it. :D<br /><br />enjoyed a highly entertaining video xD suppaahhh nice.<br /><br />i love 35'09! xD bonded. funny. supportive. xD<br /><br />TO CLARA<br />be confident laa pretty lady xD<br />and no biggie :D<br /><br />thats all i have to say.. for now. ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8599331506930192486?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-16559123878816209402009-08-21T05:35:00.000-07:002009-08-21T06:01:12.477-07:00Today. wanted to go for dessert. in the end. it rained. again. sighh<br />mood gone. our canteen has no food. so in the end. TODAY is the day junhao succumbed to Western Delight :D<br /><br />Before CCA, melvin anson chong drove me crazy in a bad waay.. later found ame and we slacked arnd. ya know the corner near the staircase and home econs room. well. we did a crazy thing thr. i lay down on the grnd. and looked up at the sky. the feeling was superb. it was super quiet. it was only me and ame arnd thr. haha. me and ame both felt the same way i think. LOL. ame's right. we should do that more often. just shut out everything. and just look up in the sky. though i wish the floor was cleaner. xD played with shadows. it was a refreshing reprieve. The hectic week. being constantly berated by myself and others is not fun >.< but yeahs. guess i have to deal with it. i run away. i run too much. super exhausted. i realise i cry too much. LOL. i go crazy too often. lol. ... as im writing this, i just feel like crying. LOl. but this time, its not out of sheer exhaustion .its more of.. relief. relief at finally finding out what;s wrong. relief at finally being able to slow down. relief to get out of the bloody darn race.<br /><br />haa. anyways. so me and ame arrived late. sighh. so yeahs.<br /><br />after cca. i saw clara carrying the weight of bout 7kg. she was perspiring like mad and then she was super exhausted. heart break for her luhs. Kareen walked past also heart break for her. so i stayed on. and cheered for clara. .. xD fan and cheer for her until we reached the end point :D Super cute laa she. :D then walk down. saw class guys playing soccer. so cheer for them with sheri for awhile. jiu siam. haha.<br /><br />i did 2good deeds while buying bubble tea :D<br /><br />Caucasian: Peach Ice Blended (accented)<br />China Chinese Lady at counter: Peach RED TEA?<br />Caucasian: Peach ice blended<br />(being the kind person i am)<br />me: He wants Peach Ice Blended<br />lady:" OHHHH<br />Caucasian: yes -relieved- thanks!<br />Lady: THANK YOU AR.<br />me: :D<br /><br />LOL. so yeahs<br /><br />msgin like mad when hom-ing. then realised that Ahmei fainted in class. sighh. then stupid cher laugh at her. tsktsk. so yeahs. i feel super guilty. cuz i had no clue at all. sighh. and i admit i nvr msg her as much. :( so yeahs..<br /><br />i feeel suppaahhh baad.<br /><br />oh yeahs. hope andy bighead will get well soon from chicken pox :D<br />and that Rohit's school won't get bombed. so yeahs.<br /><br />thats allll.. gonna start with my "translation" sighh<br />i suck at every sub -.-<br /><br />alrights. below are various pics. xD<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WFm3DpzI/AAAAAAAABuE/SKPCyk5PJBE/s1600-h/Photo0982.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372396428574566194" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WFm3DpzI/AAAAAAAABuE/SKPCyk5PJBE/s320/Photo0982.jpg" /></a> me and Ame. it took several tries to perfect the heart. xD thanks to Ame -sniggers-<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WE3RjuWI/AAAAAAAABt8/BooaxOBpwb0/s1600-h/Photo0981.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372396415800818018" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WE3RjuWI/AAAAAAAABt8/BooaxOBpwb0/s320/Photo0981.jpg" /></a> 35 :D<br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WEBdjHeI/AAAAAAAABt0/MT8Y9Cngw6E/s1600-h/Photo0979.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372396401355595234" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WEBdjHeI/AAAAAAAABt0/MT8Y9Cngw6E/s320/Photo0979.jpg" /></a> random hand sign. hhaa.<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WDlZHlwI/AAAAAAAABts/5I8VgeOz5Fs/s1600-h/Photo0978.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372396393820821250" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/So6WDlZHlwI/AAAAAAAABts/5I8VgeOz5Fs/s320/Photo0978.jpg" /></a> love the sky. its all within my grasp. </div><div> </div><div>conclusion: life rocks when u embrace nature. i love nature. nature loves me. :D</div><div> </div><div>and michael twinnie. i really WANT that green tumbler. sighh. plsplspls. buy one for me luhs >.<<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1655912387881620940?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-90229679362725732412009-08-15T06:44:00.000-07:002009-08-15T06:49:37.103-07:00TIRED!!!!<br /><br />poignant memories. LOL.<br /><br />im mad. LIKE officially.<br /><br />OKK. HAVE ALOT OF PICS I WANNA POST. BUT TOO LAZY. SEEING THAT i've already posted them on 3/5 class blog. so i shall refer u guys to that blog:)<br /><br />ok. SCREAM.<br /><br /><br />looking forward to class drama :)<br /><br />shall end here cuz i wanna get back to my S.U.S.H.I :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-9022967936272573241?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-73458733350235909302009-08-07T06:12:00.000-07:002009-08-07T07:05:44.212-07:00Today went out with evelyn! xD<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwzEa0qmkI/AAAAAAAABtA/k02QG4MEx8U/s1600-h/Photo0936.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367221006931499586" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwzEa0qmkI/AAAAAAAABtA/k02QG4MEx8U/s320/Photo0936.jpg" /></a> the ring engraved together with her. xD Hers is the same. cept the names switch postion. xD<br /><br />below aare pics from NDP :)<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwzDsZ4vLI/AAAAAAAABs4/uKOigZTmz0Q/s1600-h/Photo0916.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220994471148722" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwzDsZ4vLI/AAAAAAAABs4/uKOigZTmz0Q/s320/Photo0916.jpg" /></a> me and shimin <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwyji2iErI/AAAAAAAABsw/4xFdsE8N92M/s1600-h/Photo0915.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220442151129778" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwyji2iErI/AAAAAAAABsw/4xFdsE8N92M/s320/Photo0915.jpg" /></a> shimin and Rohit. OBVIOUSLY..he jumped infront of the camera, blocking me. LOL<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyjHOqGWI/AAAAAAAABso/snyb2jEHXPA/s1600-h/Photo0913.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220434736126306" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyjHOqGWI/AAAAAAAABso/snyb2jEHXPA/s320/Photo0913.jpg" /></a> youhui and ah phang <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyivHE-8I/AAAAAAAABsg/7MQ0kbDj7kw/s1600-h/Photo0911.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220428261882818" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyivHE-8I/AAAAAAAABsg/7MQ0kbDj7kw/s320/Photo0911.jpg" /></a> me and joanne (illegal phototaking btw) XD<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyiHojwmI/AAAAAAAABsY/qboOXDGru2A/s1600-h/Photo0910.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220417664893538" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyiHojwmI/AAAAAAAABsY/qboOXDGru2A/s320/Photo0910.jpg" /></a> Shiauyin and mendi <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyhpSbDoI/AAAAAAAABsQ/qPfMf2-jxYs/s1600-h/Photo0907.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367220409518984834" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwyhpSbDoI/AAAAAAAABsQ/qPfMf2-jxYs/s320/Photo0907.jpg" /></a> Shawn and me. as req-ed byy shawn .LOl<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx_DXP3KI/AAAAAAAABsI/ehZGeUHBwJA/s1600-h/Photo0906.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367219815223123106" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx_DXP3KI/AAAAAAAABsI/ehZGeUHBwJA/s320/Photo0906.jpg" /></a> scrappy Ah Zheng, me and Francis (fa-lan-xi-si) <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx-m9dMdI/AAAAAAAABsA/lfT-HY-swYU/s1600-h/Photo0905.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367219807598752210" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx-m9dMdI/AAAAAAAABsA/lfT-HY-swYU/s320/Photo0905.jpg" /></a> ah hao and me!<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx-B-qQ3I/AAAAAAAABr4/QX466QsimY4/s1600-h/Photo0904.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367219797671691122" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx-B-qQ3I/AAAAAAAABr4/QX466QsimY4/s320/Photo0904.jpg" /></a> me and shimin agn.<br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx9lm_lTI/AAAAAAAABrw/1CUdHTlqbag/s1600-h/Photo0903.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367219790056232242" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx9lm_lTI/AAAAAAAABrw/1CUdHTlqbag/s320/Photo0903.jpg" /></a> hong and me~!<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx9bbuT9I/AAAAAAAABro/_K7NKDNb5_4/s1600-h/Photo0902.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367219787324608466" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwx9bbuT9I/AAAAAAAABro/_K7NKDNb5_4/s320/Photo0902.jpg" /></a> charsiew wangling and me xD<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxI8OPKyI/AAAAAAAABrg/yCnSARBwt0w/s1600-h/Photo0901.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367218885593344802" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxI8OPKyI/AAAAAAAABrg/yCnSARBwt0w/s320/Photo0901.jpg" /></a> parade.<br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxImZr3aI/AAAAAAAABrY/BxZY1toQB0I/s1600-h/Photo0900.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367218879735782818" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxImZr3aI/AAAAAAAABrY/BxZY1toQB0I/s320/Photo0900.jpg" /></a> parade <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxIIaKl9I/AAAAAAAABrQ/xLPPt_TnB5s/s1600-h/Photo0896.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367218871684732882" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxIIaKl9I/AAAAAAAABrQ/xLPPt_TnB5s/s320/Photo0896.jpg" /></a> media and qigong <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxHoLhISI/AAAAAAAABrI/LLVAwv8HNHg/s1600-h/Photo0893.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367218863033360674" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxHoLhISI/AAAAAAAABrI/LLVAwv8HNHg/s320/Photo0893.jpg" /></a> kiddies :D<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxHI5rLRI/AAAAAAAABrA/G3uW7fD00RM/s1600-h/Photo0892.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367218854637022482" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnwxHI5rLRI/AAAAAAAABrA/G3uW7fD00RM/s320/Photo0892.jpg" /></a> girlguides. xD <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv9AxSf6I/AAAAAAAABq4/NqH_lYEXYtc/s1600-h/Photo0891.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367217581144047522" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv9AxSf6I/AAAAAAAABq4/NqH_lYEXYtc/s320/Photo0891.jpg" /></a> BB and RCY. LOL. guess which is shawn. -.- <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv8pQrDGI/AAAAAAAABqw/HjEe4Lxwios/s1600-h/Photo0890.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367217574833228898" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv8pQrDGI/AAAAAAAABqw/HjEe4Lxwios/s320/Photo0890.jpg" /></a> Red Cross Youth <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv8A1n9RI/AAAAAAAABqo/1NC3lEY4ZrA/s1600-h/Photo0888.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367217563982361874" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv8A1n9RI/AAAAAAAABqo/1NC3lEY4ZrA/s320/Photo0888.jpg" /></a> NCC <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv7oCqHdI/AAAAAAAABqg/IvY41aDQ5_s/s1600-h/Photo0885.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367217557326142930" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv7oCqHdI/AAAAAAAABqg/IvY41aDQ5_s/s320/Photo0885.jpg" /></a> flag party include the tomato (zhenhui an shuang cuz the media all snapping away at him) -.- <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv7K78bTI/AAAAAAAABqY/MvSbrc1o5_A/s1600-h/Photo0882.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5367217549513354546" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snwv7K78bTI/AAAAAAAABqY/MvSbrc1o5_A/s320/Photo0882.jpg" /></a>me and minyi</div><div>haha. thats all. xD</div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7345873335023590930?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-34869267091895913912009-08-06T03:55:00.001-07:002009-08-06T04:18:43.957-07:00<s>Firstly. would just like to apologise to all my dears.<br /><br />i know i havent been the best friend and some of u think that im drifting away and hanging out with the guys only, or a certain clique.<br /><br />you all matter to me yeahs. but im nt purposely going after one clique</s><br /><br />ok .strike out.<br /><br />im stressed out too yeahs. -.- and the lousy fan and construction is nt helping. if u think im pulling away. maybe its not only u im pulling away from. maybe i dun even mean to pull away at all. sighh. theres so much i want to say. but cant say, or rather. i dunno how to express.<br />right now im just pulling away and trying to forget.<br /><br />my penguins of madagascar. xD and the stupid tv is playing a damn sad song that makes me wanna hug it and weep. LOL.<br /><br />okok.<br /><br /><br /><br />LOL.S i tot of something.<br /><br />nehmind. penguins. i love private. those glazed eyes./ :)<br /><br />hey..u silly sissy dog. LOL.<br />~~<br /><br />another journey to the west.<br /><br />one day the Monk Tang (fh) was on the journey, accompanied by PIG( somebody) annd the sha seng (yonghan) and the stupid unreformed monkey (junmeng) before he was known as Monkey God. so yeahs. haha. so the stupid monkey was a very narcissistic person and one day when he looked into the river.<br /><br />At this point. Reiko : who's the hu li jing? (vixen/fox spirit)<br />Me: heh.. i dunn wan insult any girls. LOl. so yeahs..<br /><br />The stupid monkey was seduced by himself. cuz like i said. very narcissistic so he looked into the mirror and was seduced by his own reflection. day and night. look into the water, even admire the stars together. LOL. he thought she was chang e cuz gt the moon behind. LOL. (in water laa)<br />then the monk cnt tahan liao. so he threw him into the stone mountain.<br /><br />ok. very warped version of the turn of events cuz the real monkey followed the monk after the stone mountain saga. LOL. so yeahhhs.<br /><br />reiko, shimin: .....<br /><br />me: wat? ,,correct mahhs<br /><br />reiko and me *hi5*<br /><br />LOL. poor ahmeng. everyday. have to put up with my nonsense.<br /><br />LOL. he says im the master mind of the 3 girls. then gt scolded by reiko.<br />me: im the mastermind. cnt ar?<br /><br />me and yh: u want fight is it? come la. i scared ar? -mouthing the words to one another across the classroom-<br /><br />finally.<br /><br /><br />*scissors paper stone*<br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />ok. damn lame.<br /><br />yonghan very meek today lor. LOL.<br />he say "miss lee.. you dun care about me anymore? O.O "<br /><br />then all laugh.<br /><br />maths was terrible for idiots like me.<br /><br />so i moaned: miss lee. just shut me in the cave and dun let me out can?!"<br /><br />-all laugh- -.-<br /><br />ok. glad to hear i can still make ppl laugh. .<br /><br />i still dun get my sushi.<br /><br />but i gt my popiah. xD<br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />i wann candy.<br />i wanna sing and fly up to the moon. but nt like chang e. i thnk i'll fall and drop and die.<br /><br />somebody. pls wheel in the custom made ladder. xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3486926709189591391?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-51211169935410757862009-08-06T02:32:00.000-07:002009-08-06T02:55:09.989-07:00Yeahs. happy birthday to me on the 3rd. xD<br /><br />celebrated on the 1st though. :) with a 3layered 717 cake. xD<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlWY7MBNI/AAAAAAAABqQ/ouJ3RslYKH0/s1600-h/Photo0875.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783710031774930" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlWY7MBNI/AAAAAAAABqQ/ouJ3RslYKH0/s320/Photo0875.jpg" /></a> durian and more durian. xD<br />ignore my appearance .LOL im at home mahs.<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlV6qtEsI/AAAAAAAABqI/NbbZ2UGLVTc/s1600-h/Photo0874.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783701909574338" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlV6qtEsI/AAAAAAAABqI/NbbZ2UGLVTc/s320/Photo0874.jpg" /></a> me and my sis<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlVTvEvII/AAAAAAAABqA/1Y5EH9hJxVs/s1600-h/Photo0872.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783691458919554" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqlVTvEvII/AAAAAAAABqA/1Y5EH9hJxVs/s320/Photo0872.jpg" /></a> me and mum<br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk5VCKHqI/AAAAAAAABp4/iTowJlWBvps/s1600-h/Photo0871.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783210771062434" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk5VCKHqI/AAAAAAAABp4/iTowJlWBvps/s320/Photo0871.jpg" /></a> unglam me.<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk4-pFvLI/AAAAAAAABpw/CqI-TpfZy4g/s1600-h/Photo0870.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783204760337586" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk4-pFvLI/AAAAAAAABpw/CqI-TpfZy4g/s320/Photo0870.jpg" /></a> lala <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk4fA3CcI/AAAAAAAABpo/ASXaxwfDhOU/s1600-h/Photo0868.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783196270102978" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk4fA3CcI/AAAAAAAABpo/ASXaxwfDhOU/s320/Photo0868.jpg" /></a> fat me<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk3xlhyjI/AAAAAAAABpg/hRUZWVeBF0I/s1600-h/Photo0866.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783184075868722" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk3xlhyjI/AAAAAAAABpg/hRUZWVeBF0I/s320/Photo0866.jpg" /></a> this is the nicest piC.lol. cake.<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk3jUwAAI/AAAAAAAABpY/kKpdnkYT18o/s1600-h/Photo0864.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366783180247400450" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqk3jUwAAI/AAAAAAAABpY/kKpdnkYT18o/s320/Photo0864.jpg" /></a> cake.<br /><div> </div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5121116993541075786?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-30805617213522419342009-08-06T02:04:00.000-07:002009-08-06T02:31:36.124-07:00Supposed to go to ACJC for the physical arts fest, butbut., it turned out to be a super interesting journey aka. The Journey to the West.<br /><br />due to some misscommunications, me and mike were left waiting for dennis after we chased the others off first. :)<br />we walked and xchng funny stories.<br />like. Dennis once got lost in Outram, ezlink no money. so he had to WALK back to Amk XD<br /><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366776290490028914" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Snqemg-lk3I/AAAAAAAABpQ/DEtx89qv-lo/s320/Photo0862.jpg" /> the piece of wasteland beside the sign " Rochester Park" LOL. as we walked.<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqemK66JKI/AAAAAAAABpI/-1zvyT2gm_M/s1600-h/Photo0861.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366776284569019554" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqemK66JKI/AAAAAAAABpI/-1zvyT2gm_M/s320/Photo0861.jpg" /></a> the stations/ green <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeQdWQVWI/AAAAAAAABpA/9yHLRW6Rc-w/s1600-h/Photo0857.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366775911558436194" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeQdWQVWI/AAAAAAAABpA/9yHLRW6Rc-w/s320/Photo0857.jpg" /></a> the pink door that started my fetish for colored stations. LOL. <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqePzlAyRI/AAAAAAAABo4/0qr4nL7soIw/s1600-h/Photo0858.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366775900346042642" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqePzlAyRI/AAAAAAAABo4/0qr4nL7soIw/s320/Photo0858.jpg" /></a>the blue one <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqePt6-NII/AAAAAAAABow/wZiWA10rkno/s1600-h/Photo0856.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366775898827535490" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqePt6-NII/AAAAAAAABow/wZiWA10rkno/s320/Photo0856.jpg" /></a> me and twin and dennis at Dhoby gaut. LOL. cuz mike dragged us off the train at th wrong station and we blindly followed. :D so yeahhs. HAHA<br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeOvT6--I/AAAAAAAABoo/Lq0j2zcCtt4/s1600-h/Photo0855.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366775882020748258" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeOvT6--I/AAAAAAAABoo/Lq0j2zcCtt4/s320/Photo0855.jpg" /></a> Dennis complaining aloud on the train. he's still complaining. >.< <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeOaORbuI/AAAAAAAABog/6LnZjoKHM6U/s1600-h/Photo0854.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366775876359909090" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqeOaORbuI/AAAAAAAABog/6LnZjoKHM6U/s320/Photo0854.jpg" /></a> michael texting ppl urgently and frantically. </div><div> </div><div>oh yeahs. the one thing that gave us detailed directions? </div><div>nope. not the bio textbook that was in Dennis' bag for goodness knows why. </div><div>it was the ever-so-banned-and-misunderstood PSP. LOL. haha</div><div> </div><div>alrights. more post coming up.. to make up for lost time xD</div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3080561721352241934?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-40258677980714837162009-08-06T01:25:00.000-07:002009-08-06T02:00:55.083-07:00Actually wrote a page long post complete withh pictures. BUTBUT BLOGGER SHUT DOWN!!/ OKOK. so breaking it up into many little posts. :D<br /><br />okok some random pics with captions to let u get an idea of my crazzzaayye life.<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqZ_m2BabI/AAAAAAAABoY/Or5V4r1lEp4/s1600-h/Photo0837.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366771224003307954" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqZ_m2BabI/AAAAAAAABoY/Or5V4r1lEp4/s320/Photo0837.jpg" /></a> garfield's lasagne before cooking :DD my sis make de laaaa.<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXg7ZTbuI/AAAAAAAABoQ/cNwff8_CGpE/s1600-h/Photo0851.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366768497920798434" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXg7ZTbuI/AAAAAAAABoQ/cNwff8_CGpE/s320/Photo0851.jpg" /></span></a> crapping in the bio lab during the failed bio prac lesson. xD why failed? well. only 6ppl's experiment succeeded-.- and its nothing wrong with us.<br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXgdsVxZI/AAAAAAAABoI/H93UBuuI4Xc/s1600-h/Photo0848.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366768489947579794" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXgdsVxZI/AAAAAAAABoI/H93UBuuI4Xc/s320/Photo0848.jpg" /></a> francis, jiaquan and ahmeng gaying in class :D<br /></div><div>was late studying one day for bio test. so yeahs. went crazy agn and stuck a postit on my fan<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXfxcHUXI/AAAAAAAABoA/UD8NqKu5Ngw/s1600-h/Photo0846.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366768478068363634" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXfxcHUXI/AAAAAAAABoA/UD8NqKu5Ngw/s320/Photo0846.jpg" /></a> </div><div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXBcwXLdI/AAAAAAAABn4/ob9rFKY0-So/s1600-h/Photo0844.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767957120069074" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXBcwXLdI/AAAAAAAABn4/ob9rFKY0-So/s320/Photo0844.jpg" /></a> my messaye table. :DD</div><br /><div>the recent NCPC competition. </div><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXA_6sM9I/AAAAAAAABnw/SrKdeaSOIGc/s1600-h/Photo0841.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767949378761682" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqXA_6sM9I/AAAAAAAABnw/SrKdeaSOIGc/s320/Photo0841.jpg" /></a> bckstage. </div><div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqW_7MPVeI/AAAAAAAABng/b8_oWR1pVuI/s1600-h/Photo0836.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767930930320866" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqW_7MPVeI/AAAAAAAABng/b8_oWR1pVuI/s320/Photo0836.jpg" /></a> me and ahmei out on Drama Club trip to RP</div><div> </div><div>bio experiment pics<br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqW_Whq5oI/AAAAAAAABnY/XixJa4wMDM0/s1600-h/Photo0835.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767921088095874" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqW_Whq5oI/AAAAAAAABnY/XixJa4wMDM0/s320/Photo0835.jpg" /></a> submerged leaves<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWP-b-ZcI/AAAAAAAABnQ/LpQOOHALIoc/s1600-h/Photo0830.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767107167905218" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWP-b-ZcI/AAAAAAAABnQ/LpQOOHALIoc/s320/Photo0830.jpg" /></a> me and zh's testtubes boiling in alchohol. LOL. dun look at fh in bckgrnd. xD</div><div>chem: </div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWPXFibHI/AAAAAAAABnI/1kOiZodZSQA/s1600-h/Photo0828.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767096604814450" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWPXFibHI/AAAAAAAABnI/1kOiZodZSQA/s320/Photo0828.jpg" /></a> titration .xDD<br /><br />went to Bishan Park for PE. so yeahs. some pics. :))<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWO2UuQYI/AAAAAAAABnA/tmxW60S0mb0/s1600-h/Photo0823.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767087810134402" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWO2UuQYI/AAAAAAAABnA/tmxW60S0mb0/s320/Photo0823.jpg" /></a> before leaving, we ppl trying to show we;re tall. namely me. xDD <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWOcWVPWI/AAAAAAAABm4/2XCdvXqW-50/s1600-h/Photo0819.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767080837561698" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWOcWVPWI/AAAAAAAABm4/2XCdvXqW-50/s320/Photo0819.jpg" /></a> mendi, kareen, shiauyin, junhao, michael, me guess who? O.O<br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWN2FmXoI/AAAAAAAABmw/-8SYyQwkIeM/s1600-h/Photo0818.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366767070566833794" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqWN2FmXoI/AAAAAAAABmw/-8SYyQwkIeM/s320/Photo0818.jpg" /></a> our shoes agn :)</div><div> </div><div>mendi's double swing,.<br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVc2FU4JI/AAAAAAAABmo/DGJF5DskPMM/s1600-h/Photo0814.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366766228752097426" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVc2FU4JI/AAAAAAAABmo/DGJF5DskPMM/s320/Photo0814.jpg" /></a> me and kareen trying out. xD <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVcFlFc3I/AAAAAAAABmg/Uw3o8fXceu4/s1600-h/Photo0811.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366766215731966834" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVcFlFc3I/AAAAAAAABmg/Uw3o8fXceu4/s320/Photo0811.jpg" /></a> me and kareen. :D <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVbnb568I/AAAAAAAABmY/2Rw7LYtFwVU/s1600-h/Photo0810.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366766207640398786" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVbnb568I/AAAAAAAABmY/2Rw7LYtFwVU/s320/Photo0810.jpg" /></a> mendi and kareen. :)<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVbJqqtXI/AAAAAAAABmQ/QNUA4U8V0wU/s1600-h/Photo0807.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366766199649252722" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVbJqqtXI/AAAAAAAABmQ/QNUA4U8V0wU/s320/Photo0807.jpg" /></a> kareen and mendi. look at k's face. xD<br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVazV7u7I/AAAAAAAABmI/7StzqA10kuA/s1600-h/Photo0806.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5366766193656708018" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SnqVazV7u7I/AAAAAAAABmI/7StzqA10kuA/s320/Photo0806.jpg" /></a> look whr k's touching. xD<br /><div> </div><div>okok. more pics coming up. :)</div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4025867798071483716?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-8065394078437746092009-07-29T06:32:00.000-07:002009-07-29T07:03:07.598-07:00HAHA. <br /><br />LOL. <br /><br />today during ssrp. spent one whole crackpot time insulting francis with scrappy, sy and ahmeng. <br /><br />haha.we say francis: <br /><br />if scrappy bullet hit face, bullet will fly. <br />francis atomic bomb will fly all the way back. <br /><br />everybody wear specs cuz must protect our eyes from looking at him, <br /><br />when he walk into a farm. the cow all die. <br /><br />famous mole. <br /><br />okok alot more rubbish. but kinda forgot. xD<br /><br />after sch had physics ! :(<br /><br />then damn funny. we mov here move there here there everywhere. lOL. <br />in the end end up in physics lab -.- <br /><br />drama. stressed, out. LOL.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-806539407843774609?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-75503856904009997632009-07-28T04:48:00.000-07:002009-07-28T04:51:54.124-07:00sigh. just a quick update.<br /><br />haha today damn funny. <br />was looking for dennis but he didnt seem to appear. <br />so a*hole ah boon entertained me :) thanks boon. LOL. know ur bark is worse than ur bite LOL. <br /><br />finally dennis came then hhe wann me run "marathon" with him -.- wth. then jenson make snide remarks. then we both ended up lauhging like siao. ok. officially nuts. :)<br /><br />time passes so quickly i forgot the impt day of my life. LOL. it was until i checked the calendar. haha. time sure creeps by -.- <br /><br />the more i try to rush fate, the more my destiny is warped -.- <br /><br />okok. shall go and play piano. the real one. XD. <br /><br />tmr have physics rem. sighh. <br />~<br /><br />if u really mean being my fren. so why the weird stuff when we meet? O.O<br />sick of it >.<<br />and im nt trying hard. so yeahs.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7550385690400999763?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-77207329460998285372009-07-27T04:25:00.001-07:002009-07-27T04:34:26.972-07:00horrible today. had to break the news. <br /><br />emo-ed thhe whole morning. then went to find my PCk aka shawn teytey. yeahs. then me and mikey went kachiao him. jenson and faiz damn funny bout the pants thing. LOL. <br /><br />ok. so shawn was being very nice and entertaining me. and jethro was being lame as usual xD.<br /><br />so yeahs. going into 31 was diff from being in 35. <br />"<br />a breath of fresh air" <br /><br />chinese, wrote letter to mdm yeo as part of practice. <br /><br />write until almost cry luhs.<br /><br />mikey stole my phrase. "smile even when your heart is aching"<br />our inspiration from charlie chaplin's song. <br /><br />so yeahs. emo-ed thruout.<br /><br />tmr im going. going to the place. <br /><br />so yeahhs. dunnno wat i'll see wor. <br /><br />dunno wat to think. <br /><br />trying my best to stay cheerful. but the cloud's nt going away. <br /><br />studying physics. sian. sure fail. -.- <br /><br />tmr. tmr. tmr<br /><br />wat am i gonna do. win the best actress award. nahs. that shld be given to her. i'll be winning the best supporting actress. xD so must put up a good performance tmr. infront of her. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7720732946099828537?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-78440162722591494472009-07-25T21:22:00.000-07:002009-07-25T21:26:31.098-07:00early in the morning. <br /><br />saw a veryvery sad msg. <br /><br />told my mum wat hpned. <br /><br />i guess it sturck a chord with her. realised she nvr really got over it, just like me with B and L. then realised me and mum had the same exp but hers was evidently more painful. <br /><br />daddy confort us lor. <br /><br />LOL. then miko make obvious remarks. haha. <br /><br />loss. is something one has to cope with. but why does it have to be so painful? <br /><br />sigh. guess thats life. :)<br /><br />had funfunfun online and in facebook. and researching bout chapatis -.- <br /><br />sigh. ytd study till 12mn. haha. dare with samuel. <br /><br />jiayous bahs fren. and call me master :) <br /><br />today will be a productive day.. once i get blogging outta my system. :(<br /><br />smile.. <br />even when your heart is aching.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7844016272259149447?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-64068382949892981472009-07-25T04:33:00.000-07:002009-07-25T04:40:12.108-07:00im going crazy.<br /><br />went to the library today. borrowed tons of books. <br /><br />one of the books i borrowed was saving grace. <br /><br />as i read, i had no idea but the tears just came to my eyes. <br /><br />loss. continued reading, and the tears kept threatening to spill. <br /><br />im irrational. im spiralling outta control. <br /><br />i feel a thousand emotions at one time. <br /><br />i'll be cheerful and crazy. left alone, i go mad. <br /><br />ugh. <br /><br />sometimes i dun even know who i am anymore. some crazy person who likes to laugh. <br />somebody who's pretending. or someone who's just leading a life thats slowly becoming a routine?<br /><br />i dunno. im tired. im exhausted. <br /><br />so im doing the next best thing. <br /><br />to lead everyday crazily. with laughs. <br />and with a tinge of sadness and pain. and tears. <br /><br />im nt the perfect person. <br />im just an ordinary person. <br /><br />so<br /><br />please...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6406838294989298147?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-26627126108805873062009-07-24T02:32:00.000-07:002009-07-24T02:59:32.107-07:00Haha. today was a better day xD<br /><br />brought cookies to sch. it wasnt sweet enough-.- <br /><br />ok. nehmind. first period ssrp. <br /><br />oh man. how sad. i was looking forward to her lesson. *rolls eyes* <br /><br />okok. im sad that she cldnt come but nt sad that we didnt have lesson.. <br /><br />LOl.<br /><br />Physics was hilarious. Miss Chew damn cute luhs. <br /><br />She come in. teachteach. then is like revising with us Chemistry de kinetic particle of theory. -.- so already know liao. she refer us to a webpage. then done. our lesson only need do one page =.= <br /><br />end lesson. LOL<br /><br />then social studies. was seriously freaking hilarious.<br /><br />felt like slping for the first part. lol. super tired then ms zaiton de voice very soothing so yeahs. kept falling asleep -.- <br /><br />then came to reliability fo source, LOL<br /><br />FOGIP. <br /><br />Force<br />of<br />gravity<br />in<br />physics -.-<br /><br />Faeces<br />in<br />Great<br />Indian<br />Prata<br /><br />-inspiration from the story of the prata man who didnt wash his hands.LOL<br /><br />Francis<br />only<br />gays<br />in<br />public. <br /><br />SHIOK. this one stuck in my mind. xD<br /><br />Francis'<br />old<br />grandmother<br />is<br />pretty. LOL<br /><br />francis laugh and say that his whole family rocks- .-<br /><br />Fat<br />Obese<br />..<br /><br />ok. dun wann say le. <br /><br />cuz francis wun mind. but this person might, LOL. <br /><br />went on with lessons blahblah.<br /><br />math test was. gooood.<br /><br />think i managed to do and ytd's remedial helped!!<br /><br />ahahahha. okok. beginning to like remedials. its just the environment. hmmm LOL. no laa.xD<br /><br />anywyays..<br /><br />english lesson rocked man<br /><br />LOL. i love english. <br /><br />mrs lai cldnt tolerate the noise from the consrtuction site. so the whole class hurriedly did our worksheet then got out of class slightly earlier. xDD<br /><br />okok.. <br /><br />then slacked with tk,fh,melia, shimina,minyina.<br /><br />LOL. <br /><br />okok. <br /><br />thats all for today i think?? hmmmm.. <br /><br />wat hpns if fanghong has long hair? <br /><br />he;ll look like a freaking hippie<br /><br />in his own words: his brain will drop right down to his feet but cuz he's sitting down, it'll drop right down to his ass. <br />POINT IS. does fanghong evenn have a brain? figures.. sighh. look at wat he said "in his own words-.-<br /><br /><br />au revoir<br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2662712610880587306?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-17031411305847119372009-07-23T06:36:00.000-07:002009-07-23T06:56:56.100-07:00Haha. ok .that was a fake laugh.<br /><br />im probably gonna be slammed for typing this post when i have amath test tmr. but oh man. i really have to get it off my chest.<br /><br />this whole week has been miserable. <br /><br />First it started off with dear mdm. <br /><br />unlike k and sy i didnt cry luhs .but was really uber sad. i mean. she's super young and her kid so young also. sighh<br /><br />evn as im writing this i wan to cry-.- <br />i could feel it man. the way she kept apologising to us made me want to go up to her and shove her awake. <br /><br />and it brings back all those memories im trying to forget. <br /><br />i can picture them in my mind. thought i had them out. but recently. with wat happened. their images keep coming back tome. know i shldnt dwell on the past. but it sucks so much. i rmbed asking why it wasnt some other person. i rmb asking why it had to hapn. i rmbed asking why it was so unfair. ..<br /><br />its useless, aint it? i know in my heart that there's a reason behind everything. butbut. it doesnt mean i can accept the reasons.<br /><br />oh man. tears are threatening to spill as i write.<br /><br />ugh. <br /><br />ok. updates. <br /><br />tons of them.<br /><br />Went for PESA, didnt make it but i learned a lot. it was a great learning experience and great exposure. had lunch with mrs lai then taxi-ed back, obviously not i pay LOL!<br /><br />Then rushed to sch, looked for mdm goh. yan jiu-ed the headphone then ran up to Dream Studio.SIGH. 2 in a day -.- then did alot of last min prep. took mini bus to Mountbatten CC. then a few cock-ups along the way >.< makes me feel like my leadership sucks to the core. ugh..<br /><br />i know i have alot of issues. but u guys really dun have to wry bout me. im doing fine yeahs. im slacking alittle but i really would get back on track. i knw u all dun like the anger and frustration/. i just hope....<br /><br />READ THIS WITH A PINCH OF SALT. (PROFANITIES ARE BEING SERVED)<br /><br />Please freaking stop trying to think that im trying to blame EVERYTHING on u. <br />im sick of being mad. im sick of clearing up ur mess. im sick of being blamed for stuff. im sick of nt being able to wdo my work well cuz of u. im sick of u nt reflecting on ur own behaviour. <br /><br />myabe im looking at u thru tinted glasses but hey. dun blame me. before that, already many things hpn le. straightened stuff out. but ur one remark cut real deep. <br /><br />ha! go on, say im damn bitchy. but hey. please reflect on watever fking shyt u're doing before u come and start criticising me. m fine with u on a daily basis. but seriously. piss me off and u'll get more than wat u wanted. <br /><br />im done. <br /><br />damn freaking done. <br /><br />now im just focusing my energy on other stuff. sry to say. but u only deserve 1/5 of my attention . :) <br /><br />okok..<br /><br />back. mroe of my grouses. <br /><br />ORAL. LOL. michael ws complaining madly bout the old guy. but think i too pretty liao. xD cuz he tested me then gave me his attention .xD ok. <br />but he still sucks. cuz of wat he did to my twin and many others.LOL .<br /><br />OKOK. IM JUDGING. damnn. ok. the old fart is a very nice guy who just likes to hibernate and has a very short attention span as he ate too much tartrazine when he was young. resulting in major overdose and aftereffects at the age of 101. <br /><br /><br />LOL. <br /><br />ok .bet mike and jh would love the above description.<br /><br />but seriously. MOE, can u pls send us some refined teachers? how can u expect us to be well-mannered and educated when u throw lousy teachers at us? okok. lousy teachers still can accept. but RUDE TEACHERS? come on. blame us for not greeting. how bout pondering over this: some of the teachers i greeted treated me as invisible and showed superoirity. hey. if im going to greet somebody. pls make sure the other person appreciates it and NOT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED. <br /><br />tired sia. <br />greet them they stare at me. <br /><br />wth? or some worse. raise their eyebrows, saying "haha. thanks. i expected it. its what u shld do." one of th dutied of being a student? oh please.. phsshh. <br /><br /><br />but im still gonna continue what im doing cuz ur behaviour REFLECTS ON U. not me. :) teachers. pls go for some of the ettiquette courses which u force upon us. <br /><br />okok.. gonna continue studying before my mum scolds me.<br /><br />AND IM ANGRY. THE BROWNIES I BAKED WAS POLISHED OFF WITHIN 2DAYS.<br /><br />PERHAPS I SHLD BE HAPPPY.. BUT I ONLY GOT TO EAT LESS THAN 1/5 OF IT!! <br /><br />AAHH. <br /><br /><br />math remedial rocked today. cuz jethro entertained me .LOL. every qn he also ask. <br /><br /><br />bringing cookies tmr. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1703141130584711937?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-14882940785671817782009-07-06T06:00:00.000-07:002009-07-06T07:23:42.578-07:00HEY! finally got into blogger. was giving me probs for consecutively 2days. dang!<br /><br />Saturday:<br />shopping at Sembawang Shopping Cantre with family. went op and tried on skorts (nt wrong spelling) haha<br /><br />sUNDAY:<br />went to meet the indian students. HAHA.<br /><br />very fun and very cute.<br /><br />went AYG GAMES. watched yemen against indonesia in beach volleyball. LOL. tix wasted cuz watched only half hour.then wennt on a very entertaining and thrilling tour at sentosa! xDD, alot of fun. will upload the pix asap i promise.<br /><br />went hm after eating dinner. reachd home late. -.-<br /><br />Sunnday<br />bloody e-learning. LOL. serious stress est. 2hrs to log in. another 1 hr to sign in and dl -.- <br />in the end frens sent me. LOL. then on msn spamming convo. HAHA<br />went to nyp meet up with indian students. MUCH FUN!<br /><br />went to URA and marina Barrage. MB is quite lame though. -.- but took alot of pix to amuse myself. HAHA<br /><br />Fun facts bt the students ( all in nicknames)<br /><strong>Aman</strong> and <strong>SaB</strong> are bros!<br /><strong>Manan</strong> looks like 17 but is only 13!<br /><strong>Sa B</strong> looks 14, only 12 -.- <br /><strong>Vk</strong> is a MANCHESTER UNITED fan. <br /><strong>Michael</strong> loves Ballack xD<br /><strong>Ekam's</strong> name means UNIQUE<br /><strong>ShaShank</strong> (dunno how to spell-.-) is very shy. <br /><strong>Vk, Ekam</strong> plus others know how to dance. w00ts<br /><strong>Utkrash</strong> was almost brought back to amk by us!<br /><strong>Jassi</strong> is very funny and likes joking arnd? xD<br /><strong>Udit</strong> if pronounced wrongly, will result in the speaker being regarded as a person who just spewed a vulgarity -.- (trust me, i have 1st hand exp)<br /><strong>Aman</strong> is a narcissist. HAHA. (take that aman!)<br /><strong>Vk</strong> is crazy in the sense that, he laughs for no reason sometimes -.- <br /><strong>VK and Aman</strong> are in a Bromance. (mind the Bs ppl, and yes Bromance is NOT a bad thing)<br /><strong>Vk </strong>is obsessed with swines<br /><strong>Aman</strong> is in love with having fever.<br /><strong>Ekam</strong> likes taking pics and is VERY photogenic!<br /><strong>Ali</strong> is quite shy but still has a big mouth. HA (dun take it personally)<br /><strong>Ali</strong> is nice. <br /><strong>Dhairul</strong> LOVES escalators. (hey kid, ya can go to the shopping mall and start playing.xD)<br /><br />What happened to Michelle today:<br />She went crazy. <br />She had too much tartrazine and ended up damn hyper. <br />She learnt alot. <br />SHe hates elearning. <br />LOl. the guys think that she and Amelia are lesbians. <br />She loves this xchng prog. <br />She cant wait for tmr. <br />She is VERY SELFISH<br />she is VERY POSSESIVE<br />She hopes NOT to share her assigned buddy.<br />She enjoys takling crap. HAHA<br />SHE WANTS TO SLEEP!<br /><br />SHE FEELS REALLY SORRY CUZ SHE CNT RMB THE NAMES OF 2 MT CARMEL STUDENTS.<br />She's going off.<br /><br />ps. take everything with a pinch of salt. <br /><br />oh yeahs one more thing. <br /><br />VK AND AMAN HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST THE USE OF "DOGGIES" IN PPL'S EMAILS. TSKTSK<br /><br />pls tag in mytagboard. xD <br /><br />nights. love.<br /><br />Smile always.<br />Michelle<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1488294078567181778?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-70805780046382025222009-06-29T05:32:00.000-07:002009-06-29T05:51:09.278-07:00ok. time to regurgitate the bullshyt i tried to post but failed. -.- <br /><br />anways. <br /><br />sigh<br /><br />as i journeyed down memory lane today. the beginning was filled with many sweet memories, innocent and pleasant. but as i walked on, all i could see was bitterness, anger, sadness and loss mingling in with the pleasant memories.<br /><br />i start to wonder,. what happned to make the lane so dark. <br /><br />sometimes i think that we're like houses. <br />when we're happy, we leave the door open and invite visitors in. <br />when we just want some time alone, we shut the door.<br />shutting the door might hurt the feelings of those visitors, but its a matter of whether u shut the door gently, or slam the door in their face, and ignore the hurt that flashes pass. <br /><br />there might be a point of time, where we'll starting thinking life's shyt and friends are crap.<br />but wait a moment, start thinking. was there anything similar that u might have done to another person? take a family, older siblings want and DO command a certain degreee of respect from their younger siblings. but then, dun let unkind comments pass and allow the younger sibling enter the stage whereby, he/she doesnt give two hoots about whether your feelings are hurt. <br /><br />and something that is common. <br /><br />we always want freedom. but rmb. we'll always be our parent's lil kid. so start showing that YOU ARE responsible enough to be given leeway, eg, by helping arnd the house. if you want freedom or respect, start showin others/parents that YOU ARE worthy of it. you'll still be you parent's lil kid, but this time, you're their kid who is worthy of freedom. <br /><br />always demanding. but never thinking of the rationale behind it. <br /><br />i finally understand why the trip down memory lane became bitter, cuz of rashness, recklessness, loss and because i cant let go. <br /><br />sure, everybody's always saying "let go la" but then, i'm sorry but i cant. <br /><br />if you want somethng. DONT DEMAND. DONT ASK. DONT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED that its gonna appear beside u the next morning. EARN IT. <br /><br />you might not always get what u want, but at least u tried. tried but failed? try again. <br /><br />the unkind comments that pass through ur lips, that might leave a lasting impression upon someone. <br /><br />so i reiterate. <br /><br />if you really want something, prove that you're worthy of it/<br /><br />dun kick up a damn hullabaloo about how nobody understand you, how you try so hard but nobody gives in to u. <br /><br />its just like you're walking into a shop one day<br />you're greeted by a sullen worker. <br />you have two options, you can smile, or u can just be a difficult customer.<br />if u chose the former, it only reflects on u.<br />if u choose to smile, it might be reciprocated.<br />if its not, ITS THEIR LOSS. <br /><br />just like friends. always trying so hard to please them? <br />leave it. it only shows how needy u are.<br />be proud of your individualism. sure you can follow the trend sometimes, but dun follow it blindly. you'll lose your identity, you'll lose yourself. <br />if friendships break, think bout what could have done or what can be done to mend it. if you have already tried or think that. heyy. its not worth picking up. then so be it. <br />whats the point of trying so hard?<br /><br />in any relationships, its takes two or more for it to work. <br />if you really gave in so much, bnut its still not working. ask youself.<br />is it worth it? <br />if its not, then its not your loss. its theirs.<br /><br />just rmb. anything u want, be genuine about it. <br /><br />anything u do, be genuine. <br /><br />anyone can see through a plastic barbie(no offence to Keppel) anyday.<br /><br />so shut it. look in the mirror. go through everything that has happened. it'll be clearer.<br /><br />and those bullshyt bout nobody understanding u or you're trying to shut ppl out? THATS JUST A DAMN EXCUSE TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE. AND PRETEND. you dun need the sympathy. you're you. so be you. dun be something that can be store-bought.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7080578004638202522?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-21724097774254414192009-06-29T03:51:00.001-07:002009-06-29T03:51:45.519-07:00wrote a long list of crap. then couldnt published. now i';ve lost the mood to write. so just forget it.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2172409777425441419?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-33598024349651412702009-06-29T03:31:00.000-07:002010-05-05T03:36:15.851-07:00as i listen to music blasting from my speakers.<br />and look through some pictures. HAHA. dun wry. i;m logging immediately after i finish this post.<br /><br />i just start to wonder. what exactly happened yeahs?<br /><br />so many things. i cant let go. i continue giving that heckcare attitude.<br />everybody's saying "let go la" but too bad. i cant.<br /><br />i look back and take that trip down memory lane. as i pass through all the buildings and treasure troves filled with our memories. they were pleasant and sweet as it started it. but as the jou8rney went on, the pain, sadness, loss started creeping in. we started losing our identities. we started losing ourselves. at times. i still catch the glimspe of happiness, but it was quickly replaced by the anger which followed shortly after.<br /><br />rashness, recklessness, these are some reasons i suppose.<br />but i've seen . understanding, empathy and maybe just plain leave-her-alone could eradicate all these stuff.<br /><br />sometimes i feel like we're all houses. when we feel like it, we open the door for others to enter. and when we need some alone time. we shut the door upon visitors. we wont hurt their feelings just by shutting the door. but sometimes, ppl just slam the door in their faces. and ignore the hurt that registers in their faces.<br /><br />if u wan people to respect u, start by showing respect, that was what i learnt.<br />if u wan freedom, start showing responsibility. we'll always be our parent's lil kid. but maybe if one actually starts helping arnd, showing ur responsibility, parents might start giving us leeway. we'll still be viewed as teir child, but the difference is that, they know, that they can place their trust in us.<br /><br />often, we chance upon situations where we feel that nobody understands, ur friends are just pure crap. but then when this happens, maybe u should also think.<br /><br />have you been taking your own family for granted? thinking that you siblings (if any) will immediately get your back,. Yes, siblings should do that. but then. do u appreciate it. sometimes, (think about it) u make unkind comments.<br /><br />no matter who the other party is, when u make unkind comments, it leaves a lasting impression ,you may argue (but they start first/do the same), but then if u remain the same way, will anyone give give two hoots bout whether they're being rude when you're being rude as well? yes, u do command a certain degree of respect. but to earn that respect, start by showing respect to others. you dun have to come right out and say "i love you" but start showing the person a lil repsect. take the first step. it'll be worth it.<br /><br />in a shop whr u meet a sullen worker,<br />you can choose to smile or be sullen and difficult.<br />if u choose to smile. (good for u)<br />if the worker does not reciprocate your goodwill. ITS HER LOSS.<br />it only reflects on her, not u. take the first step, if the other party does not reciprocate, then forget it. its their loss, not yours.<br /><br />but of course<br /><br />be GENUINE.<br /><br />thats all. haha. churning out essays. LOL.<br /><br />oh yeahs..<br />dear fel wrote me love letter. HAHA. love ya loads. :)<br /><br />shall log off now.<br />:)<br /><br />rmb. genuine.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3359802434965141270?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-85328176270918825752009-06-22T06:46:00.000-07:002009-06-22T07:01:21.723-07:00Firstly. I'M BAACK. <br />after 1week of un-well-ness. <br />which was just plain sick. duhh~<br /><br />2ndly. THANKS JIEMEI SIMEI for her "unwavering support" by telling me she's out shopping when i'm stuck at home. LOL. no laa. she very concern so thanks you :)<br /><br />and Apple for giving a lengthy description for me in her MVP list. LOL. so well. thanks :)<br /><br />and my dear ass-O bro Benny. lol. who did not contact me for liike. a long time. and then mysteriously popped after i sent him a lengthy and touching msg which professed my real feelings. (dun think sick pls) -rolls eyes- anyway. he appeared. so yeahs. ASSSSSSSSS shldnt have sent that msg. DAMN. LOL. wat msg? hehhhe. cuz dear mich over here started sending nice and cute little and long msgs which makes ppl feel oh-so-warm in the inside to her besties and her parents. *winks* so yeahs. but believe me, i did write it with u guys as my intent. and some of the msgs are just EXCLUSIVE to certain someones (definitely NOT BENNY)<br /><br />ahah. okok. nehmind. i love my bro and my bro loves me. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />EWWWWWWWW<br /><br /><br /><br />PUKE<br /><br /><br /><br />INDIGESTION. <br /><br /><br />i SO shouldnt have typed that. <br /><br /><br />ok. so went with mama and sis to the usual hairdresser aunty :) there is no evident chng to my hair cuz i cuckoo-ed and decided to leave it and cuz i cldnt bear to chop off my hair ruthlessly. we left the place after A LONG WHILE. and went to chongpang. <br />-blinkblink-<br /><br />so we were at this ATM machine. and then there was a guy behind us who was getting damn impatient. and he kept making clucking noises (he's a damn wuss)<br /><br />so i purposely stared at him. and did my best to irritate him by appearing like i was relaxing at some spa when i was in fact. leaning agianst the machine. hHAAHA. and the noises stopped when i stared at him for a very long time and when i purposely made noises too. HAHA. CHEAP THRILLS.<br /><br />so when he walked past us as we walked away. i said somehting outta corner of my mouth. HOPE HE HEARD IT. :)<br /><br />okok. so went shop arnd. bought a hairband i nvr tot i would use. and nail polish. -blink- <br /><br />HAHA. bought mag and borrowed a mag from hairdresser aunty. and it has fab hair stuff. LOL. <br /><br /><br />i think this spiel of sickness had me bonking my brain. HAHA<br /><br />ANYWAY. i came all the wayy home, plunked myself on the floor and watched 2 hilarious episodes Phineas and Ferb/ Penguins of Madagascar. and ya know wat, Elizabeth was damn sweet and Private's role as daddy for the day was just so gawddaww freaking HILARIOUS. it was so damn cute cuz he was like the only penguin with NORMAL breeding instincts. so he was all doe-eyed. righhht. shant elaborate. GO WATCH IT ON NICKELODEAN.<br /><br /><br />oh yeahs. i watched DADNAPPED ytd too! and it was waaay coool. super sweet luhhs. <br /><br />ok .and now i've made the random observation that my nails are uneven. so. <br /><br />OMFG.<br /><br />i think the spiel of sickness bonked my head. for good. (or worse) <br /><br />ignore the PUNS (pun intended) please. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8532817627091882575?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-34534715157194604982009-06-10T07:10:00.001-07:002009-06-10T07:21:42.902-07:00<div style="width:480px; text-align: center;"><embed src="http://w69.photobucket.com/pbwidget.swf?pbwurl=http://w69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/a1e41b46.pbw" height="360" width="480"type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://photobucket.com/slideshows" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a><a href="http://s69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/?action=view&current=a1e41b46.pbw" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn_viewallimages.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a></div><br /><br />all the pics taken from RC POP, Drama Farewell part1 and class painting.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3453471515719460498?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-49275751078205004162009-06-10T07:05:00.000-07:002009-06-10T07:10:03.345-07:00<div style="width:400px; text-align: center;"><embed src="http://w69.photobucket.com/pbwidget.swf?pbwurl=http://w69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/48788993.pbw" height="300" width="400"type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><a href="http://photobucket.com/slideshows" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a><a href="http://s69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/?action=view&current=48788993.pbw" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn_viewallimages.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4927575107820500416?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-78242969191218159402009-06-08T02:38:00.000-07:002009-06-08T02:53:17.115-07:00HAHA. according to Alice. one should post a new post whhen one changes the url -.- so righhht.<br /><br />a new post to mark a fresh start. LOL.<br /><br />today had drama. was cheesed off by weisheng. but i'm fine now. after tormenting him by making him feel like a pig,. damn shiok. LOL<br /><br />prev day.<br /><br />talked to my bestie jiaen and got accused of msging him not to know him. HAHA.<br />cnt believe that we spent 12 years "together" man/ like wth. we're freaking gay.<br />cept we're not. righht.<br /><br />then rara-ed alot. haha.<br /><br />i like rara-ing.<br />then me and alice went crazy in mrt station -.- righht<br /><br />Realised that i made so many mistakes. i cant chng the outcome anymore yeahs.<br /><br />~<br />A very good fren of mine. after i broke a promise. we never spoke and he treated me like crap for the rest of the time. we're like on and off frens, cuz we'll just keep yelling and accusing each other of faults whenever we meet. -.- which is often. righht. but super happy. that although i broke my prmise and hurt him tons. He still has that minisicule amount of trust in me. at least we can carry a proper conversation now.<br />~<br /><br />Sometimes i think that you're just patronizing me. righht. you helped alot yeahs, dun get me wrong. but its still just like that -.- maybe you're just giving pulling up a stranger. cant know for sure anymore.<br />!~!<br />~<br /><br />i'm just running away. dun make me run further please.<br />~<br /><br />and ass u linus. no sense of originality!! lol. hope u have fun in your <em>agonising</em> journey. LOL. i learnt not to express sympathy for u anymore. your only redemption is that we have a common goal. we both want to send ah zhong to the old folk's home. HAHA<br />~<br />hey mistress yo, chng ur display name can? 2years and its still the same msg -.-<br />~<br /><br />I'M RANDOM<br />~<br /><br /><br />anwyays.<br />thats all. LOL.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7824296919121815940?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-74645257757095546632009-06-01T07:53:00.000-07:002009-06-01T07:55:28.786-07:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">Happy Birthday, Ma Yunwei!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br />haha. my dear mistress' birthday today. xD happy birthday and all the best yeahhs.<br />haha/ frens for manymany years and the guy who taught me -.-<br /><br />shoot. cant write much cuz its late.<br /><br />be touched mistress. you're one in my life. HAHA. okok.not really. my babes still rank first. LOL<br /><br />love, michelle :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7464525775709554663?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-83848752071989506952009-05-30T08:21:00.000-07:002009-05-30T08:25:02.540-07:00She's into self destruct mode.<br /><br />she's going crazy, flitting in and out of an asylum.<br /><br />LOL.<br /><br />ok..random. anyways.<br /><br />just crazayyye.<br />celebrated mum's bdae today yeahs shall upload pics when i have the time. yeahs<br /><br />talked to shida and ahmei online for a long while. LOL.<br /><br />shida playing NEOPETS. ok. he's not playing neopets.<br /><br />due to complaints from stupid fsd, i shall make this post full of short sentences so HE WILL READ MY BLOG. LOL. okok.<br /><br />so yeahs.<br /><br />lol. compose love letter for ahmei .HAA.<br /><br />DEAR ahmei,<br />years have passed, days have passed, hours/minutes/seconds have passed.<br />hope we will still be frens and i love you loads. xD<br />love, michelle.<br /><br />short and sweet. so yeahs.<br /><br />shall end here<br /><br />do visit <a href="http://shoppingdrama.blogspot.com/">http://shoppingdrama.blogspot.com/</a> ! thanks. xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8384875207198950695?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-88005358442655753862009-05-29T06:01:00.000-07:002009-05-29T06:22:20.243-07:00<blockquote><p><span style="color:#ccccff;">She has never felt this way before. She came to a halt. Her heart pounding<br />heavily against her ribcage, hurting her. But she knew, she knew that no matter<br />what happens, the physical pain would never be anything compared to the thudding<br />in her brain. The strain in her heart. The shattering of her soul. </span></p><p><span style="color:#ccccff;">She leans<br />heavily against a pole. trying to think, trying to breathe. but everything<br />aint going right. She starts to wonder. This pain she feels is all to familiar<br />to her. No matter how hard she tries to distance herself, she cant. When she<br />finally knows trust it is taken away. When she finally knows how to care. its<br />taken away from her.<br /> She tells herself to stop bringing up the past. She can<br />call them memories. but the pain of it all hits her like the putrid stench<br />of rotting flesh.<br />She tells herself she cant succumb. Succumb to the<br />disappointment and pain thats manifesting within her. She preaches, but she cant<br />do what she says. Try as she may, she cant run away. She cant trust. She<br />cant trust herself to show what she really is feeling. She barricades<br />herself and keep people at arm's length. Everybody. <br /><br />Even after she shuts herself out, she is drawn out of it. It was foolish<br />thinking, she chided herself. Did she really think she could run away? running<br />away for all the years. hiding herself whenever she couldnt handle the emotional<br />stress. Its a sign of cowardice, she admits. But she didnt know what else she<br />could do. except to run. and continue running.<br /><br />She never treated people truly, she was always selfish and afraid that<br />she'll get slashed or burned. Its justified, she convinced herself. After all,<br />aint everybody doing the same thing? she said bitterly.<br /><br />Such a pathetic being. Never able to find solace in anything, even her<br />work. She would never find peace, until she came to terms with herself. An<br />onlooker would probably agree with her.<br /><br />A loud crash sounded overhead, followed by heavy rain. She gave in as her<br />legs grew weak. She just sat there, despite people gawking, leaning against the<br />very same pole. If one had looked closer, they might probably have seen the<br />tears running down her cheeks, mingling with the rain.<br /></span></p></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8800535844265575386?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-47106964456563709682009-05-29T00:34:00.000-07:002009-05-29T00:39:01.686-07:00cant even breathe. LOL<br /><br />fiddling with imeem agn. -.-<br /><br />haha. stuff and more stuff.<br /><br />omg. ha. when u told me that i realised we're both doing the same thing. but the purpose is still unclear.<br /><br />nothing much to write. sighhhhhh.<br /><br />laggged.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4710696445656370968?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-45175225773690670422009-05-28T06:42:00.000-07:002009-05-28T06:58:40.590-07:00<p><br /><span style="color:#ffccff;">The only sounds i can hear, is the sound of my tears flowing off the concrete.<br />The only company i have is myself<br />the only obstacle is me.<br />the only thing that matters is my will.<br /><br />i'm doing it agn. i'm building a barrier arnd me agn .<br />i'm running away agn.<br />all dialogue during the monkey session was yet another attempt.<br />another attempt to cover up.<br />another attempt to clear my mind.<br /><br />i know that its my fault yet agn. me being complacent. haha. the irony of everything. but it aint funny. it never was. just like whatever i said. </span></p><blockquote><p>i dun have to put up with u. i decided since that day that i didnt wanna<br />tangle with u anymore. i dun have to put up with u staring at me and giving the<br />cold shoulder whenever i'm with her. if u dun like the fact that i'm best frens<br />with her. then u know something. TOO BAD. i'm sick of having to think in ur<br />position. when you're so selfish u nvr do. i'm tired of trying so hard to make u<br />understand. when u just keep hurting me. i'm tired of caring about how u feel,<br />when u never do. i'm tired of trying to talk to u. when u nvr listen. you<br />complained that i dun listen, maybe then it was meant to be. maybe i can nvr<br />hear u talking. but i talked to u about it for 1week straight. and u never<br />listen. you didnt listen. then u blamed me that i wasnt listening. i tried so<br />hard. but u never see. you're so consumed by jealousy. you never see the pain u<br />inflict on me. and until now. you say that i dun tell. but i only have<br />one qn. do u ever listen? </p><p>i dun listen well. but at least i get my facts right. i'm always<br />the peacemaker. but you take it for granted. i'm always worried about u.<br />but u take it for granted. i'm always considering your feelings, but<br />you never do. i'm done. i simply am done. i'm just no longer<br />interested in always trying so hard. in always making u see, in always<br />caring about u, in always wanting to make u understand. in always<br />considering your feelings. in always sticking up for u. in always<br />concealing the hurt. in always doing the simple little stuff that u nvr care<br />about. </p><p>that day. when we almost lost our friendship. that day. when i woke up. that<br />day. when we seeked for forgiveness in each other. but the day of relevations.<br />where i realised that all the stuff i've talking about,. are merely bullshit to<br />u. </p><p>sorry. i want out. i dun think i have the strength and energy. to keep on<br />trying to salvage the ruins, the remnants of our friendship. sorry. </p></blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4517522577369067042?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-6647552377821095992009-05-23T06:49:00.000-07:002009-05-23T06:54:06.988-07:00sighh.<br /><br />went to meet up with ppl to do stuff.<br />then me and simei keep crapping and crapping. -.-<br /><br />lol. damn happy for my bestie (ahmei) yeahs.<br /><br />haha. but i'm still wandering arnd aimlessly.<br /><br />i;m like a rag doll. LOL<br /><br />anyways. i'm regaining my normal state liao. LOL<br /><br />watched inkheart on vcd then started randomnig. lol.<br /><br />okok. still randoming.<br /><br />stupid idiot u!<br />almost made me wait for nothing. idiot!!!!!! baka des!!<br />cretchen!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-664755237782109599?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-82120381233587280502009-05-22T07:21:00.001-07:002009-05-22T07:29:08.267-07:00todaay. damn pissed. cuz of my results yeahs. -.- <br /><br />i know i'm gonna do better the next time. no slacking le -.- sighhh. <br /><br />anyways. i'm just so damn pretty pissed. sighh<br /><br />lucky got ahmei and me both crazy tgth. LOL<br /><br />today after the depressing lessons, went out with simei to Plaza Sing to get stuff for drama yeahs. then we binged. ok. maybe i binged. LOL. but i ate healthily! xD. anways went daiso then keep yelling at each other then laugh hysterically. -.- sighhhhhhh. alrights. <br /><br />after that. walked back to school to pass alice and amy stuff. saw the two of them in the sch bus as we walked into the school. had an impromptu meeting with miss lim as well. xD then me and simei stayed behind then cleared up the stuff that was meant to be cleared up -.- so oh wells. then we talktalktalk and discussdiscuss and scoldscoldscold. finally done jiu walked to bus stop together. whereby we just went crazzayye. we were like talking loudly and laughing. to mask the disappointment we feel sigh, then went crazy with her at busstop. LOL. realised i always go crazy with ahmei. hmmm. SIMEI MUST BE U INFLUENCE ME DE! HAHA. ok. i;m to blame too, anyways. we saw zh, jq and some other guy. then we talktalktalk. me and jq were in the same plight. zh and ahmei were in the same plight. LOL. in the end. bus-ed together with jq and the other guy. but it was conversationless cuz i was siting elsewhere. HAHA. <br /><br />quite a bus trip. -.- damn. <br /><br />i still dun feel good. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN IIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTT<br /><br />msned with shiauyin and zh. LOL. discussing bout PTC and how to explain. <br />then realised that we cant say anything. whenever we do surveys which are meant to be <em>confidential</em> -.- the next day. the tcher comes running for our throats. how to tell the truth when we CANT!? i dun mean to be rude. but if thats what its gona be like, i rather not do anymroe surveys. seeing that u CANT EVEN express yourself freely in the survey. -.- <br /><br />oh wells. enough of rants. <br /><br />how to explain bout math and physics? -.- dammit. fffffffffffffffffffffffffffff<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8212038123358728050?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-24296106680802560152009-05-21T03:56:00.000-07:002009-05-21T04:01:14.738-07:00been chasing Boys over flowers.xD technically. chasing the fanmade vides of the SoEul relationship xDD anyways. watching slingshot now. and rewatching BOF.HAHA<br /><br />oh wells. on monday hmm. went to the library with regina! cuz she was super hardworking and she HAD PHYSICS EXAM. xD oh wells. so yeahs. SO HAD A BLAST OF a time thinking negative thoughts together and GOSSIPPING OF FARIS hah! so yeahs. <br /><br />then on wed. went to meet up with cousin eugene to get the stuff he bought from taiwan! xD then went watch movie with fh. lol. it was hilarious cuz only the both of us turned up then strangely enough everyone we knew started walking past us/ so yeahs. they started getting the wrong idea while we were cursing joel,jh and mike.LOL. <br /><br />oh wells. results arent that good but i'll live. LOL.<br /><br />had new sitting partner, reiko! :)<br />and crapped with rz and regina on my way home over the phone. when regina was YELLING into my ear! hahaa<br /><br /><br />tmr going out with Simei to get stuff xDD <br /><br />looking forward to it yeahs. <br />and just received news that i'm gonna be the NDP emcee agn. -.- <br />nehmind. still thinking whether i should. but the opportunity presents itself and WILL be a learning experience so hope it goes well then .xD<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2429610668080256015?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-3774802482462784542009-05-14T23:38:00.000-07:002009-05-14T23:39:30.229-07:00<div style="width:480px; text-align: center;"><embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" src="http://w69.photobucket.com/pbwidget.swf?pbwurl=http://w69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/7b483ec4.pbw" height="360" width="480"></embed><a href="http://photobucket.com/slideshows" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a><a href="http://w69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/?action=view&current=7b483ec4.pbw" target="_blank"><img src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn_viewallimages.gif" style="float:left;border-width: 0;" ></a></div><br /><br />some pics from swenson's treat 09 :) om de treat<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-377480248246278454?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-68594102060476710362009-04-27T06:38:00.001-07:002009-04-27T06:43:16.943-07:00<embed src="http://w69.photobucket.com/pbwidget.swf?pbwurl=" width="400" height="300" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><br /><br /><div style="WIDTH: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center"><a href="http://photobucket.com/slideshows" target="_blank"><img style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; FLOAT: left; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn.gif" /></a><a href="http://w69.photobucket.com/albums/i60/mx_doggie/?action=view&amp;current=37ff10ca.pbw" target="_blank"><img style="BORDER-TOP-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-LEFT-WIDTH: 0px; FLOAT: left; BORDER-BOTTOM-WIDTH: 0px; BORDER-RIGHT-WIDTH: 0px" src="http://pic.photobucket.com/slideshows/btn_viewallimages.gif" /></a></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SfW1mYWL_gI/AAAAAAAABhI/bMbkFCrj6PE/s1600-h/Photo0526.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329365405038018050" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SfW1mYWL_gI/AAAAAAAABhI/bMbkFCrj6PE/s320/Photo0526.jpg" border="0" /></a> shiauyin;mendi;me;kareen :)<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SfW1mn8B4TI/AAAAAAAABhQ/EmuOJdPr-88/s1600-h/Photo0553.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5329365409223270706" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SfW1mn8B4TI/AAAAAAAABhQ/EmuOJdPr-88/s320/Photo0553.jpg" border="0" /></a>me and jerome. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6859410206047671036?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-69582981250816103142009-04-22T05:49:00.000-07:002009-04-22T05:55:48.555-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">sighhhhh<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">sighhh</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">sighhhh</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">sighhhh</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">today. we got bronze for SYF.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">felt an excruciating pain agn. this time/ yeahs it was in my heart. but it was mentally, not physical pain. but ouch. realised mental pain hurts even mroe. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">heartbroken me went for Bio show prac whr i thoroughly enjoyed myself.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then hung arnd with twin michael.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">and spammed my foolscap yeahs.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then super dpressed and talked to mayxian, Mike, Shawn tey, Vincent, mingwei, jinheng and mingwei.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha took bus with mingwei, then homed.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wanted to cry when i reached home and jeromew my bestie started cheering me up yeahs.. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">extreme conversation!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LOLS!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6958298125081610314?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-60413131341083327172009-04-21T05:36:00.000-07:002009-04-21T05:41:17.684-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">sigh..today had napfa. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">run until the end .then felt an excruciating pain near my heart. super pain. couldnt even walk. so just decided to retake. and was coughing like mad. got reprimanded for running cuz i just recovered. -.- so yeahs. stupid me. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then jiu felt super duper dizzy.. sigh.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ended. went back to class to spam the whiteboard with pics of my tombstones. :x</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">then walked down and walked to bus stop and went to northpoint to shop. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">lols. recovered my energy on the super long busride. sighh. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so went to buy stuff with honyu and ahwei. haha</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">talktalk then saw benny kor. then jiu head home. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">did some math. now reading thru social studies online then going to study the structures stuff. -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">shall end here luhs, </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">all the best. and must jiayous ehhs. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">~</span><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i'm tired out. but u gave me a hand. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i'm worn out. and u gave me support. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">thanks alot. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">u guys can never be replaced :)</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6041313134108332717?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-32775081750342848032009-04-19T02:10:00.000-07:002009-04-19T02:16:29.779-07:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">early in the morning. woke up.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">hadbreakfast then go doctor. was having breakfast while waiting for the doctor so yeahs. waited over an hour. cuz when i went back to the clinic. only 4 ppl came out. -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">wth, the received a very nice msg. so it brightened up my day yeahs. :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">then after my turn (finally).. went to buy dad's breakfast then went grocery shopping downstairs and went home. haha. went home. slacked arnd. watched tv and finally started on chinese essay. surprisingly. i managed to complete it yeahs. and even managed to finish 2chpts of geog notes. left with the case study on kalimantan. so wish me luck. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">have a certain sense of achievement cuz i <em>actually </em>managed to do all my math worksheets save for 2. which i really dun understand. AND CUZ I FINISHED MY PHYSICS. wait. crap. realised i haven finish scalars and vectors as i'm writing this. sighh. neh mind. and i also realised i missed my english test, wth. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">sighh. nvr mind. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">monday maybe going to study at library. will be studying for chem test. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">task later:</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">read my tingxie and read thru math. :)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">sense of achievement. neh. u cant snatch that from me yoz. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">haha. randomed. and realised i lost my maple 2nd password and the service to reset it is currently unavailable. super wth. neh mind. go entertain myself with other stuff. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">sighh,. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3277508175034284803?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-31464134554497847812009-04-18T01:04:00.001-07:002009-04-18T01:11:18.071-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">It still comes back to me.<br />now and again.<br />but right now.<br />i realised that unknowingly.<br />the scars have been washed away<br />the hurt is lost.<br />but the sadness remains.<br /><br />it taught me a lesson i would never forget.<br />it taught us all<br />to cherish what was before us.<br />yeahs eve dear.<br />i think u know what i'm talking about.<br /><br />~~<br /><br />enough of the nostalgic nonsense.<br /><br />hmm. moving on. and trying to finish all my hw today so i can go watch tv and seriously slack.<br />yeahs gotta catch up on physics and math. sighh<br /><br />studying.<br /><br />doing math<br /><br />talking<br /><br />chatting<br /><br />slacking.<br /><br />lol. my math is undone, my physics also undone.<br />i know i'm not stressed. cuz i'm slacking too much. -.-<br /><br />alrights. michelle shall pia from today onwards. shall surge on yeahs. :)<br /><br />went for drama lecture ytd. quite fun and played some games.<br />and met some ppl. but yeahs. those are just 1time meetings.<br /><br />then almost got lost on way back so misslim just got a cab and we all took to newton mrt. xD<br />and weisheng is still obsessing over his tiger prawns. so yeahs i suggested that i buy rojak for him to shut him up.<br /><br />so righht. going off soon.<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3146413455449784781?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-36390774672542135802009-04-17T08:29:00.000-07:002009-04-17T08:42:34.984-07:00<span style="color:#66ff99;">sighh. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha. if not for wat happened for the past few days. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and if not for my besties, i'll probably just shrivel and die. -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">been sick for the past few days. sore throat like shyt! and still sick. thanks to all my friends who showed concern for me, u dunno how much that means to me. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">fast forward to the future. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">sighh. lagging behind every single thing in school . i think. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and weekends arent getting any better. homework and more homework. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and everybody's getting addicted to facebook when i just got rid of that addiction. AND I'M BACK TO BLOGGING~~!!</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">~~ </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">HEY GUYS no matter the changes in my life. i still love u guys loads and i wun neglect u ahwei! :)</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">thanks for always being there</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">for always hearing me out</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">for always caring</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">love u loads besties. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha. ok. i'll be specific. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">love u simei and jerome. :) for everything yeahs. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and dear michael. </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">who came down with <em>something</em></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">haha. get well soon and thanks for that encouragement msg yeahs! you're my bestie too!!</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and shareler alice bernice amelia</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">who were like mums to me and took care of me. haha. and nagged and scolded me. love u guys.</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">lol sounds like some appreciation speech. and of course.</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">my classmates. who cared loads for me too. :) </span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">thanks guys!</span><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#66ff99;">you guys are all i ever wanted</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span></em><br /><span style="color:#66ff99;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3639077467254213580?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-81908543331649662612009-04-13T03:31:00.000-07:002009-04-13T03:34:08.975-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">back! =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">oh wells. OM, we won third but sadly no trophy. so yeahs. nvr mind. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">saw faris and regina and WOW. lol. learn manymany stuff and miss them tons though me and faris just dun admit it. i mean. face it. we've been sitting partners and classmates for so many yrs-.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">ohwell. look forward to seeing them in thimun!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">haha</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">basically much random stuff happend. and i realised that i love all my dears and simei alotalotalot.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">simei and me:</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">Do u like me?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">Rivers</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">Do you love me?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">Oceans. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">haha. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">thanks simei. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">love u loads. shall buy more natural sweets for u. haha</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8190854333164966261?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-3296119920661824072009-03-25T07:36:00.000-07:002009-03-25T07:44:12.072-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">sighh. finally back. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">so many days. everyday slp at 1+ .wth cans.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">hw hw and more hw. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">om until so late. but haha. got slight improvement le. xDD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARELER!! xD. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">lols. so yeahs. happy bdae. haha. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">today received THE pink card. haha. and manymany funny stuff happened. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">sigh. tmr is assembly performance. i dun like performing in school . cuz like the stage and performance area as compared to acjc is horrendous. acjc de stage ONLY is about the size of our entire school hall. -.- </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">oh wells. hope for the best tmr. i'm eagerly anticipating the weekends. where i'll chiong hw and get many other dozen stuff. i'm gonna have discipline and dun slack yeahs. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i will not think about anything else already. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">wun think about anything. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but its still tough yeahs. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and ahmei. i'm so sorry yeahs. i'm always caught up with many stuff. and hardly have time anymore cuz i dunno how to manage my time as well. lol! </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">realised i'm not stopping. not stopping to smell the roses ( to jer lee>>its a figure of speech)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and realised that my body cant take it anymore. oh man. super tired everyday. and just wanna conk out and just sleep cans. arghs. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">oh wells. au revoir!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-329611992066182407?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-48883779807416281552009-03-20T22:13:00.000-07:002009-03-20T23:30:39.551-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">Finally back from camp!!!</span><br /><u><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></u><br /><u><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">Tuesday</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">went at 8 to meet up with omers. then went to report for camp at 12.30-.-Combined Clubs and Sociieties Camp. dunno why i went for the camp since drama ppl have prac from 2.30 to 5.30 everyday. so like wths. we miss so much of the camp. but nvr mind. so first day. was incharge of bunk. had icebreakers jiu went for drama le jiu bathed while the others were still at amazing race/. xD had dinner and waited for the others. kachiaoed and waited for my juniors in the toilet cuz they were the last in line. who ask them ask so many qns. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">haha. then had talent time. talent time. all was fine until the arrival of someppl. choonkiat (ck) was alrights. but omg. the other one was like wth. the whole grp super angry cuz. it was a one -man show. i mean. two-men show.. the others were just like hua pings. being manipulated cans. i appreciate your good intentions. but thing is, we're a grp. not some puppets which u can control. i used to neglect the feelings of others. but u are worse. u dun even bother to chng after 5years in sch. i mean. its kinda obvious cuz u've been in sch for 5 years. and u still have the same attitude. though i know u only for one day luhs. u controled everything. u told us wat to do and expected us to follow ur instructions. i mean orders. more like orders. your dance had NO relevance to the theme. it was just somehting u wanted to do. and u have many ideas. its just that those ideas are not appropriate and we all have a different concept as to what the theme was about. <em>anguish and sadness can bring across the msg strongly.</em> BUT PLS. u r so substandard that ur anguish CANNOT bring across any msg. in the end our whole grp look like lunatics who are dancing. ok./ save for the last part. where we all managed to speak in unison. haha. lols. cuz is my idea maa. xDD. alrights.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">so after the horrendous performance. whereby every other ppl's prformance was so lighthearted and interesting. u sat there complaining and lamenting the fact that u missed a dance step. ok. having high expectations is good but repetitative crap irritates me. specially in the middle of camp. so . movie time. skipped the whole portion to join om camp. and did costumes and manymany stuff. haha. then alice, amelia and fel dear came to join us in the dance studio. which subsequently ended up in them slping and me and jesper being the only ones awake til 4 or 5. sighh.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><u>Wednesday</u> </span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">early morning. had pt.!!! wths. but i didnt join in cuz my knee was hurting so much i cld hardly move but recovered after that.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">then had breakfast. went joined om for awhile while the others having video-editing course. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">then had drama. but our energy level super low. so ms amy ended it early and we had to go join the others and watch their cheer competition and debrief etc. then our grp's cheer competition was horrible. there u were. giving orders. omg. and to go up there twice is bad enough. but u tried 3 times. ok. the last time was better cuz the girls shouted louder. so yeahs. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">then debriefed and break camp. went back to join omers. </span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">lols. then had dinner. me syaz and adlin went out to buy dinner at central. then saw ms zaiton, mr toh and miss yeo. lol. then ms zaiton treat us. and was just super funny luhhs. then buy le jiu went back and continue with work.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><u>Thursday</u><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">went for prata with syaz and hanna cuz adlin had to leave le. so yahs. had had om then went canteen kachiaoed vince and crap with annette. had drama and continued on to om. workworkwork. funfun. then went home for awhile to bathe, eat then shawn asked me buy food. alamak him. 5 chocolate bars. so pro. xD but anyway. we brought alot of food back. who knew. mr siva bring food. lols. so yeahs. then dododo in dance room then slept early. whicih means slping at 2. considered early le -.-</span><br /><br /><u><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">Friday</span></u><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">me and junjie went to buy breakfast. lols. muchmuch food. and we had disgusting morning conversation xDDD. with the whole gang luhhs. xD then after that. diddiddid stuff. break camp then played truth or dare in <em>the room</em> .xD. then everything was revolving about mr siva-.- he was highly amused.-.- then we ppl left for lunch at mac drivethru de. =D then learnt alot of interesting information!!! went to play on the swings. xD then jiu went home. =D went home. bathed then tried to do hw. but conked out on my bed. sighh. conked until today morning. xD</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><u><span style="color:#009900;">Saturday</span></u><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">woke up early. normally i wake up at 11plus. xD eateateat. then read newspapers. xD. jiu did hw and continued on to blog. xD. alrights. shall talk later. xD</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Photos!<br /></span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIB_RjA2I/AAAAAAAABgc/AWRxfE7XGgQ/s1600-h/Photo0483.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315523027950306146" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIB_RjA2I/AAAAAAAABgc/AWRxfE7XGgQ/s320/Photo0483.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> Shawn and Ronald MacDonald!! xD. too bad faiz not there.xD<br /></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBTF-AtI/AAAAAAAABgU/it7g1Z7ADFA/s1600-h/Photo0482.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315523016090583762" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBTF-AtI/AAAAAAAABgU/it7g1Z7ADFA/s320/Photo0482.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me, syaz and shawn. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBark1uI/AAAAAAAABgM/VP41Cbe8ctU/s1600-h/Photo0481.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315523018127365858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBark1uI/AAAAAAAABgM/VP41Cbe8ctU/s320/Photo0481.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and choonkiat. =D<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBDv027I/AAAAAAAABgE/SlbWTwa0UlY/s1600-h/Photo0479.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315523011971177394" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSIBDv027I/AAAAAAAABgE/SlbWTwa0UlY/s320/Photo0479.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and speed.<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHidTTRqI/AAAAAAAABf8/ORcrIXEVZiQ/s1600-h/Photo0477.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315522486254913186" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHidTTRqI/AAAAAAAABf8/ORcrIXEVZiQ/s320/Photo0477.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and kaixiang!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHiJaOrbI/AAAAAAAABf0/DKbVkZllO0s/s1600-h/Photo0476.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315522480915262898" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHiJaOrbI/AAAAAAAABf0/DKbVkZllO0s/s320/Photo0476.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and kaixiang agns in the ava room. haa<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhusuN-I/AAAAAAAABfs/U0087JZ17ng/s1600-h/Photo0475.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315522473745070050" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhusuN-I/AAAAAAAABfs/U0087JZ17ng/s320/Photo0475.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> brother yonghan baboon face. hmmm. LOL. of course i give know-it-all face maa. cuz i know it all. lol. no laaa. just for fun. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhSfONQI/AAAAAAAABfk/u764xjJMb78/s1600-h/Photo0469.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315522466172253442" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhSfONQI/AAAAAAAABfk/u764xjJMb78/s320/Photo0469.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> syaz with the paper wig. xD </span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhbLDtKI/AAAAAAAABfc/Q4vjaoRSanM/s1600-h/Photo0468.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315522468503598242" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSHhbLDtKI/AAAAAAAABfc/Q4vjaoRSanM/s320/Photo0468.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> hanna<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG9fWoBzI/AAAAAAAABfU/zJml3mDq6kM/s1600-h/Photo0467.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315521851150567218" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG9fWoBzI/AAAAAAAABfU/zJml3mDq6kM/s320/Photo0467.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> adlin go mad<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8zZ5_oI/AAAAAAAABfM/z3ayX3gjRuY/s1600-h/Photo0466.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315521839353167490" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8zZ5_oI/AAAAAAAABfM/z3ayX3gjRuY/s320/Photo0466.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> adlin agn<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8sxkzII/AAAAAAAABfE/95AYzQyWVY0/s1600-h/Photo0464.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315521837573393538" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8sxkzII/AAAAAAAABfE/95AYzQyWVY0/s320/Photo0464.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> syaz and hanna </span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8aPLzJI/AAAAAAAABe8/vZ8usEYJKBM/s1600-h/Photo0462.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315521832597310610" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG8aPLzJI/AAAAAAAABe8/vZ8usEYJKBM/s320/Photo0462.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> adlin with her noddy!<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG71pZwyI/AAAAAAAABe0/AhXPjjcPWjo/s1600-h/Photo0461.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315521822775165730" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/ScSG71pZwyI/AAAAAAAABe0/AhXPjjcPWjo/s320/Photo0461.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and hanna</span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4888377980741628155?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-89178993356229136012009-03-14T05:35:00.000-07:002009-03-14T07:06:23.364-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">Today, Amksian Family Day.<br /></span><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">Stayed overnight the prev night. slept at 2 then honyu wake me up at 5 the go back slp and wake up agn at 6. xD then jiu assembled then take the bus to East Coast Beach. haah. at ECB, had tons of fun but got burnt like lobster. and the two colors on my arm and legs are like damn obvious and diff cans. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">arghs. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">lols. many many pics. xD</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">was editing the pics with my close-up so that my pimples will not be obvious. but kept refreshing the page. and in the end decided, we must have it <em>au naturale</em></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">Family cept dad., And Edwin. came along to East Coast too. =D</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">then Edwin teach me how to ride bike. yes i do not know how to.. then stay arnd with family until 4 plus. jiu go home. omg. when i learning how ride bike, i almost knocked into this kid. then the kid gave me the evil eye. sigh. so scary. nowadays de xiao peng you. tsktsk.</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">below some pics i took with my classmates!!</span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbunwbkxa7I/AAAAAAAABek/LSV4U3A_swA/s1600-h/Photo0453.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313024635891182514" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbunwbkxa7I/AAAAAAAABek/LSV4U3A_swA/s320/Photo0453.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me and yonghan brother. who is trying to act cool =D<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvzCehnI/AAAAAAAABec/WiRCXL3rpQk/s1600-h/Photo0452.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313024625009919602" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvzCehnI/AAAAAAAABec/WiRCXL3rpQk/s320/Photo0452.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">me and my dearest simei. lols. i bring her to jian jia zhang. meet my mother.xDD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvZQdxbI/AAAAAAAABeU/Vkh4ms4jMfo/s1600-h/Photo0451.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313024618089268658" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvZQdxbI/AAAAAAAABeU/Vkh4ms4jMfo/s320/Photo0451.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me and jiaquan. proper shot. got 1 ng. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvGpY3rI/AAAAAAAABeM/zRd1E9GqnpA/s1600-h/Photo0450.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313024613093531314" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbunvGpY3rI/AAAAAAAABeM/zRd1E9GqnpA/s320/Photo0450.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> lols. this is the ng pic. cuz shawn appeared deliberately behind us. ruin the nice pic. -.- so took another one. plus this one so close up. can see all my pimples. -.-<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbunu9EPOTI/AAAAAAAABeE/8HZA9EXbeQE/s1600-h/Photo0449.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313024610521790770" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbunu9EPOTI/AAAAAAAABeE/8HZA9EXbeQE/s320/Photo0449.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me and xian-ne. my dear mayxian. xD my sitting partner. haha<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxUqI8BI/AAAAAAAABd8/FlVP9dDsRsk/s1600-h/Photo0448.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313023551702888466" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxUqI8BI/AAAAAAAABd8/FlVP9dDsRsk/s320/Photo0448.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">ZhenHui, me. Junmeng "biaoge" and FangHong. lols. FH. why u close eyes?<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxB53WVI/AAAAAAAABd0/i0LE5264bSg/s1600-h/Photo0447.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313023546668570962" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxB53WVI/AAAAAAAABd0/i0LE5264bSg/s320/Photo0447.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me and lao po Mendi.<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxIOOBqI/AAAAAAAABds/OetY9H8YRi4/s1600-h/Photo0446.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313023548364555938" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumxIOOBqI/AAAAAAAABds/OetY9H8YRi4/s320/Photo0446.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me and dearest twin, Michael<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbumw0DnhNI/AAAAAAAABdk/9Lc0-kSzeAs/s1600-h/Photo0445.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313023542951380178" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Sbumw0DnhNI/AAAAAAAABdk/9Lc0-kSzeAs/s320/Photo0445.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> grp pic! lols. this is the proper shot. xD from front. Jonathan Phang (squatting) JiaQuan (biggest head de.xD), Junmeng, Zhengjie (eyes close de), Jasmine and me! and ZhenHui and Shawn at the back. inconsiderate guys dun want to squat down so that me and Jasmine can be taller. result? 2 NGs. -.- </span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumwZtae0I/AAAAAAAABdc/eb2cfsWIjgc/s1600-h/Photo0444.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313023535878929218" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbumwZtae0I/AAAAAAAABdc/eb2cfsWIjgc/s320/Photo0444.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> lols. Ng 2: Shawn, ZhengJie, Jon, JQ, Me, Jas<br /></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SburfAisQ3I/AAAAAAAABes/CqHfI0U2-4w/s1600-h/Photo0443.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313028734623433586" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SburfAisQ3I/AAAAAAAABes/CqHfI0U2-4w/s320/Photo0443.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">NG 1 =D jon,shawn,jq,zhenhui and me and jasmine laughing at the back. but of course. we still bai hao pose to take pic. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbuloKKF-8I/AAAAAAAABdU/RV24RFp_yVA/s1600-h/Photo0441.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313022294753672130" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbuloKKF-8I/AAAAAAAABdU/RV24RFp_yVA/s320/Photo0441.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me, Xinhui, JiaYun and Stef!<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnyTLzTI/AAAAAAAABdM/_JIlhSJsEo4/s1600-h/Photo0442.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313022288349351218" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnyTLzTI/AAAAAAAABdM/_JIlhSJsEo4/s320/Photo0442.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> Youhui (maths), Francis, Shawn and me!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnjXhFJI/AAAAAAAABdE/FWGUBt_sIyM/s1600-h/Photo0440.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313022284340991122" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnjXhFJI/AAAAAAAABdE/FWGUBt_sIyM/s320/Photo0440.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> me,Clara and Wangling. actually we were all holding sandwiches to fakefake. xD </span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnTsDg7I/AAAAAAAABc8/3gA_cy7smK8/s1600-h/Photo0439.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313022280132166578" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnTsDg7I/AAAAAAAABc8/3gA_cy7smK8/s320/Photo0439.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> jasmine, alice, me and bernice !!! </span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnBp_31I/AAAAAAAABc0/5BcK-0TJ6vc/s1600-h/Image001.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5313022275291701074" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbulnBp_31I/AAAAAAAABc0/5BcK-0TJ6vc/s320/Image001.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"> lols. random pic taken from the other day. me and honyu's same brand bag. =D</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">~~</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">wat happened ytd made me realise just how easily frenships could be destroyed. but i'm really sorry and am really happy we straightened out stuff le. i dun wanna say anymore. both of u guys are very impt to me yeahs. <em>i dun wanna lose you both in a day. </em></span></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;"></span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8917899335622913601?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-72975974189868536392009-03-13T01:57:00.001-07:002009-03-13T02:11:56.068-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">received results ytd. super dpressed .</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">was almost tearing in sch cuz i failed.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#663333;">not in grades. <em>but i failed my own expectations.</em></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">Thanks dad and mum for understanding. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i wun disappoint u all agn. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">went for SYF rehearsal early this morning. running about. then suuper high. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">then when we returned, we were late. so was lab partner with twin. so yeahs. i AM suuper amazed at how biaoge ah meng can be twin's lab partner. i mean. oh my tian. we had to put banana pulp and filter the thingy. then my dearest twin poked the filter paper (on funnel) with glass rod. and happily told me that the banana "water" is coming out. then i was happy. then i saw that even the pulp was going down. then he was happily poking the paper.then i started yelling. like oh my tian. filter paper is filter out the water from pulp. then he poke hole. obviously defeats the purpose of the paper and he can still tell me about it. happily. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i ran to biaoge's table and said "tolong ehs. take back ur partner" </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">haha</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">OM camp later. so shall go over and do work. must be ultra productive!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">alrights. i'm getting pissed. really pissed .at somebody. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i didnt wanna do anything. didnt wanna say anything. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">but u kept ignoring my repeated instructions. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i cnt blame u for being a negative influence. cuz i know they shld themselves have discipline. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">but u endlessly do the same thing. and u want to help.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">but let me ask u, help by wat?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">help by talking and talking and talking and talking? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">and by distracting other ppl? sry</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i can accept normal chatter. but i cnt accept ppl who do it endlessly. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">and u. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">omg. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i dunno wat to say to u. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">u sit there like some big shot. waiting for others to do work. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">eating is fine. but at least help.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">everybody is doing stuff. but u are there watching. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i dun need that much eye power.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">abit eye power can. but u do it almost everytime. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">wat do u want me to do? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">start yelling.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i dun wanna yell yeahs. but i'm really suuper irritated. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">they are covering up for u.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">but will u feel good?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">letting them keep covering up for u? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">wun ur conscience prick you? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">oh man. ya know why i dun wanna talk to u guys? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">cuz i dun wanna lose my cool. once i lose my cool, nothing will progress on. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i dun wanna waste my time and the time of ppl who <em>actually </em>HELP. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">but today. today. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i'm gonna give it one more shot. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i'm gonna leave one more chance. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">i'm gonna keep my temper in check. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;">~~</span><br /><span style="color:#663333;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">i know i shldnt do anything. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">but its hard. really hard. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">its like something thats gonna explode soon. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">but i'm afraid. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">afraid of wat is going to happen next. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">so i'll just bide my time.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663333;">and hope that its only a passing phase. </span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7297597418986853639?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-74989728058513496262009-03-11T07:13:00.000-07:002009-03-11T07:26:27.857-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">Grow up le. mind chng le. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">dun like to engage myself with minor details. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">mind is on studies. (after this go chiong math)<br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">ytd went to Spotlight with mich and jer. then we had so much fun looking thru the scrap bin. xD and got some really great cloth at cheap bargains. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">anyways.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">today. had chem then bio. both at labs. so i brought all 6books down, my heavy thick file and fat pencilcase. when walking down, everybody stare at me. then my tcher also laugh. then after that i say i move my whole hse down. but then i have everything xD. so kareen and alice we all say. next time set, we bring our whole hse down. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">had lunch with om members and simei. cept hanna..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">then went back sch to do work..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">today was still alright. but we can be more productive! xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">lols. JunYao is props manager, simei and honyu assistant prop manager. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">so now junyao the very guaikia is doing om stuff! xD. and i'm drafting out stuff. lol. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">oh wells. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">then ended le jiu take bus with zizing and honyu. then talk alot. we went to popular buy sth, then ntuc then at interchange wanted to buy same clothes. xD but then we decided wait for simei wors. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHa7yQjNI/AAAAAAAABcs/nBNGT05__a8/s1600-h/Photo0386.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311933551045807314" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHa7yQjNI/AAAAAAAABcs/nBNGT05__a8/s320/Photo0386.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"> zizing, honyu and me zi-pai-ing on the bus. -.- </span><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHavHK8FI/AAAAAAAABck/V6UVt2p11R4/s1600-h/Photo0384.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311933547643859026" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHavHK8FI/AAAAAAAABck/V6UVt2p11R4/s320/Photo0384.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"> me and honyu playing.<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHaYdS_aI/AAAAAAAABcc/I2Exq14wvQw/s1600-h/Photo0380.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311933541562645922" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbfHaYdS_aI/AAAAAAAABcc/I2Exq14wvQw/s320/Photo0380.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"> the pen we saw at daiso. cute!<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">thanks Zizing!!</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">~</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">i dun wanna blame ppl, i'm sick of chasing after ppl. if u want to work, then thanks. dun want, i dun care but rather u get lost. xD. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">i wun blame anyone. cuz its everybody's fault if anything happens. and i'm honestly not refering to one person. but as a whole. we're a team. and have helpers, like it or not. if we fail, we fail as one. win, win as one. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">so far so good. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">i wun sugarcoat my words, but i do choose them carefully.</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">becoming more and more vulgar. alrights. shall not use any vulgarities anymore. xD<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">~~</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">you're very impt to me. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">i dun ever wanna lose u. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">you're the 4th person who saw my wall crumble. </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">you're my fren and very impt to me</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">we will get over stuff/</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">please. dun let this affect our frenship. =D<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7498972805851349626?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-7942937623755493872009-03-09T07:01:00.000-07:002009-03-09T07:34:51.996-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">Today went to ACJC for drama SYF rehearsal. costumes were received. for the first time. xD<br />i like my purple one. but its still half done so currently it resembles something like a surgeon's gown. haha. no offence taken pls.<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjWWgGc3I/AAAAAAAABcM/CPgm40UO0YU/s1600-h/Photo0376.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311190202457682802" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjWWgGc3I/AAAAAAAABcM/CPgm40UO0YU/s320/Photo0376.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> Amanda Han, ahmei and me</span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjWPd03rI/AAAAAAAABcE/gbjB9hQbnY4/s1600-h/Photo0374.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311190200569093810" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjWPd03rI/AAAAAAAABcE/gbjB9hQbnY4/s320/Photo0374.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> me and my dearest Antigone aka Felicia<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjVb_LodI/AAAAAAAABb8/nkti1OBJWxI/s1600-h/Photo0372.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311190186750353874" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjVb_LodI/AAAAAAAABb8/nkti1OBJWxI/s320/Photo0372.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> me and chiamin.<br />realised that my phone makes our faces flat -.-<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjU4yQn8I/AAAAAAAABb0/JkRLDhIs0VM/s1600-h/Photo0371.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311190177300914114" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUjU4yQn8I/AAAAAAAABb0/JkRLDhIs0VM/s320/Photo0371.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> me and wenxiu!!<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">below are pics from Anna biaobiao jie and her husband dennis. biaobiaojiefu</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">and all the pics de ppl are all my biaobiaos</span></div><div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUisWmw4gI/AAAAAAAABbs/9OhddtstQII/s1600-h/Photo0363.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311189480931123714" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUisWmw4gI/AAAAAAAABbs/9OhddtstQII/s320/Photo0363.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> jianing biao2jie, me, Ah Siang korkor and BingHeng korkor.<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUirzvrDXI/AAAAAAAABbk/mYjviHhZKao/s1600-h/Photo0362.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311189471573249394" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUirzvrDXI/AAAAAAAABbk/mYjviHhZKao/s320/Photo0362.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> mel (older sis), me, Celine and miko (younger sis)<br /></span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUoPc9oYyI/AAAAAAAABcU/EtFJOCY47CE/s1600-h/Photo0360.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311195581491208994" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUoPc9oYyI/AAAAAAAABcU/EtFJOCY47CE/s320/Photo0360.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> BingHong my "bf" and me! xD. lols. we're just crapping. haha. can u see the 12 year diff? hmmm. </span><div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiq_UcprI/AAAAAAAABbU/Khr7BG_sX4U/s1600-h/Photo0361.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311189457500415666" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiq_UcprI/AAAAAAAABbU/Khr7BG_sX4U/s320/Photo0361.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> BingHong korkor and Yulian biao2jie<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUipwfzgcI/AAAAAAAABbM/XBJnX8P2ahs/s1600-h/Photo0359.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311189436341649858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUipwfzgcI/AAAAAAAABbM/XBJnX8P2ahs/s320/Photo0359.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> me and yulian jiejie<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiHJhcIfI/AAAAAAAABbE/smYGOSSwq4g/s1600-h/Photo0357.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188841763971570" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiHJhcIfI/AAAAAAAABbE/smYGOSSwq4g/s320/Photo0357.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> from front left to back left:</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">BingHong kor, mel, me, miko, Jiajun kor, JiaNing jie, BingHeng kor, Ah Siang kor, Yulian jie.</span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiGrEBwAI/AAAAAAAABa8/P3EWdemvJ0Q/s1600-h/Photo0355.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188833587544066" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiGrEBwAI/AAAAAAAABa8/P3EWdemvJ0Q/s320/Photo0355.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> Anna jie and Dennis pouring the champagne in her 2nd dress. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiGBVMFGI/AAAAAAAABa0/3MuUz1uMz0o/s1600-h/Photo0353.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188822385235042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiGBVMFGI/AAAAAAAABa0/3MuUz1uMz0o/s320/Photo0353.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> both of them<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiFrYh5uI/AAAAAAAABas/LlBBImDeRyA/s1600-h/Photo0352.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188816493668066" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiFrYh5uI/AAAAAAAABas/LlBBImDeRyA/s320/Photo0352.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> both of them cutting cake and saying their wedding vows. Anna jie in her 1st dress.<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiFbZpwyI/AAAAAAAABak/qpzzB1bS_XM/s1600-h/Photo0351.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188812203410210" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUiFbZpwyI/AAAAAAAABak/qpzzB1bS_XM/s320/Photo0351.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> the view from their 66th floor exec suite i think. where they prepare for the stuff laa. where the hairstyling and make up-ing takes place.<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhsJM2EbI/AAAAAAAABac/6oNWdCSuGe0/s1600-h/Photo0350.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188377821122994" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhsJM2EbI/AAAAAAAABac/6oNWdCSuGe0/s320/Photo0350.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> JiaNing jie, me and Celine jie<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhrrCR2EI/AAAAAAAABaU/-VfoCaDmwqg/s1600-h/Photo0346.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188369723742274" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhrrCR2EI/AAAAAAAABaU/-VfoCaDmwqg/s320/Photo0346.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> the ice sculpture. kawaii!!<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhrbONv3I/AAAAAAAABaM/tbiCQ_YazBI/s1600-h/Photo0342.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188365478838130" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhrbONv3I/AAAAAAAABaM/tbiCQ_YazBI/s320/Photo0342.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> aunt and uncle putting the veil for Anna jie<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhqt23zOI/AAAAAAAABaE/ODddSJbe9cg/s1600-h/Photo0341.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188353301335266" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhqt23zOI/AAAAAAAABaE/ODddSJbe9cg/s320/Photo0341.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> the super cute stickerr.xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhqEzhS-I/AAAAAAAABZ8/sdOwbCWYNuw/s1600-h/Photo0339.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311188342281423842" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUhqEzhS-I/AAAAAAAABZ8/sdOwbCWYNuw/s320/Photo0339.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"> mum and Anna jie in the morning.</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">lols. we did go early in the morning to help.xD</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">and then kachiao the bridegroom .xD </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#993399;">alrights. shall end here. haha. </span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-794293762375549387?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-67840834236044760652009-03-09T06:15:00.000-07:002009-03-09T06:30:11.539-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUZllpcRyI/AAAAAAAABZ0/F55qtkuRkms/s1600-h/yellow+rose.gif"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5311179469105153826" style="WIDTH: 392px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 244px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SbUZllpcRyI/AAAAAAAABZ0/F55qtkuRkms/s320/yellow+rose.gif" border="0" /></a><br /><p><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">朋友</span></strong></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">朋友<br />有碰巧见面的<br />过后擦肩而过<br />就开始被遗忘了<br /></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ffcc00;">朋友<br />有永久的<br />和你的友谊是无法遗忘的<br />而他们也是最伟大的<br /></span><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#993399;">朋友<br />就像胶布<br />陪你一起<br />好让你不会感到那么痛苦</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">朋友<br />就像盐与食物<br />食物没盐也就不好吃了<br />就像生活没朋友就寂寞了</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">朋友<br />虽会有摩擦<br />但真正的朋友<br />会互相体谅</span><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">最后<br />友谊不是一个人的努力<br />而是两人的付出与收获<br />真正的朋友会陪你<br /></span></p><a href="http://sg.wrs.yahoo.com/_ylt=A0S0zu.v17NJ7VAAxQwu4gt./SIG=125021v9s/EXP=1236609327/**http:/www.flickr.com/photos/alexg1707/249317330/" target="_top"></a><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">ok. i wrote this for chinese. then realised that its on the topic of school. so its super wasted cuz i added cute pics. hehheh. </span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">but anyways. i shall post it here to share it with u ppl. so that at least wun be such a waste maa. xD</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6784083423604476065?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-5658324268824457592009-03-08T08:06:00.000-07:002009-03-08T08:09:33.962-07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">suuper tired. slept all the way today. but did wake up to makan. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">then in the end. no time do hw. haha. nvr mind. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">oh wells. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">ytd was super fun. congrats to Anna jie and Dennis in-law. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">my twice cousin and her husband. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">okok. shall post up pics when i <em>have the time</em>. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">loves! </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">haha.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">to my dear binghong korkor. who watched me grow up. when i was 1, he was 12. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">and who had to put up with my nonsense since young.xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">and who drives me veryvery crazy. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">this paragraph is dedicated to him cuz i love him. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">lols. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">binghong. how's this for a confession? xD . </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">okok. for the record. i <em>DO NOT like him at all.</em> xD. ok. i do love him. but in a cousin-sorta way. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">shall post up all the pics asap!!xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">smile guys. =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-565832426882445759?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-42745810897043316762009-03-06T07:29:00.000-08:002009-03-06T07:44:59.406-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">anger. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">agn.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i'm trying to tolerate. but has anyone of u. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">ever thought of how i feel? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">u come and go as u please. wtf do u think we are?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">we are a team yeahs. and </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">if ya wanna leave. tell me.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">its painfully retarded to be waiting for somebody who wun show up. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">becuz that person didnt tell me she/he wasnt staying back.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i mean. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">ya can go on and on bout wat a bitch i am. or how bossy i am. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but thats cuz i have expectations. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and none of u are reaching the expectations. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">even i cant reach the expectations i'm supposed to meet.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and it gets blamed on me. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">not on ya guys.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i appreciate and know that you guys are making an effort. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but wat bout those who are worse than me?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">who only know how to complain endlessly bout how stupid their life is?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but dun realise that they are the ppl screwing their own lives. and that they are wasting their own time as well as others?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i'm not perfect. will nvr say i am.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but i'm trying my best.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">if ya cant see that. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then i'm sorry. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but i'm not gonna do anything deliberately just to show ya i have chnged.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">if u feel it, so be it. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">if not, pls. just shut ur mouth. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">do u know how hurtful it is? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">to just <em>hear</em> a shrug, not see. but hear.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and taking advantage of the frenship that we have so that i can cover ur ass.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but the thing is. do u actually try not to it agn?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">do u actually spare a thought for me?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">do u actually know how i feel when i've been covering ur ass, only to hear <em>others</em> say that u aint coming. that u aint gonna come. and that i'm covering ya for nothing? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i've done it. i've made that mistake once. but i'm careful not to make the same mistake twice. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but not u? u either complain endlessly or u start throwing tantrums. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i've been controlling, tolerating. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">cuz i dun wanna yell. dun wanna say a word. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but no. i told u once. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and cuz we were frens, i <em>gave u face</em></span></span><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">But you took it for granted and continued doing the same damn thing.</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">over and over agn. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i dun spare a thought for others?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then lemme ask. </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">have others ever spared a thought for me?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></em><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">But i'm gonna grit and just bear. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">cuz this matters to me. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and i wun let anything affect me</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i'll have my share of complains yeahs.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">and simei will probably go deaf (i'll give u my ear!)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but i'll try to rein myself in. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i'll try. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">but will ya guys try? </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">its tiring to keep trying on and on.. and nobody else is trying. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">~</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">thanks simei and michelle. ya're the best.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">not forgetting my <em>lao ye </em>, zizing and koonling dears. thanks alot. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">to the 3 Js in Om.<em> thanks. </em></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4274581089704331676?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-87828518723520537632009-03-04T05:32:00.001-08:002009-03-04T05:33:21.133-08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">haha. today had lunch with xueting, eileen and simei. =D</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"> lols. then me and ahmei went first cuz was going back sch for om mahhs</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">. I have a great sense of achievement today! cuz we managed to finish quite alot of stuff luhhs. =D </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">realised that my horoscope is very accurate. </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">then i made a not very surprising relevation today. okok. shant elaborate further =D </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">just wanna say that i am catching up on stuff. =D </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">okok. have to go do work. so i shall log off and be a guai kia xDD</span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"> ~~ ah mei ahh. u are my bestie and nothing can chng that fact. i will support u wateva u do and take a breather. take a chance. take a leap of faith =D </span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">and thanks manymany ppl. i dunno how to thank all. but yeahs. just like that. HAHA </span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">and lastly, i accidentally posted this on 35 blog -.-lucky realise in time or siao liao. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-8782851872352053763?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-37227642824400989332009-03-02T05:37:00.000-08:002009-03-02T06:29:39.012-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrlpTiY3I/AAAAAAAABZs/DZDD8SuCHWk/s1600-h/Photo0314.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308595617761747826" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrlpTiY3I/AAAAAAAABZs/DZDD8SuCHWk/s320/Photo0314.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong> sry the pic quality not nice!!<br /></strong></span><div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Savrk9zQU1I/AAAAAAAABZc/Jr4oHkcm_h4/s1600-h/Photo0318.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308595606083621714" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/Savrk9zQU1I/AAAAAAAABZc/Jr4oHkcm_h4/s320/Photo0318.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrkqrTmgI/AAAAAAAABZU/_xvnGN_t8X4/s1600-h/Photo0321.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308595600950008322" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrkqrTmgI/AAAAAAAABZU/_xvnGN_t8X4/s320/Photo0321.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrkPawxfI/AAAAAAAABZM/CxI2YEbImY4/s1600-h/Photo0320.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308595593632859634" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrkPawxfI/AAAAAAAABZM/CxI2YEbImY4/s320/Photo0320.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><br /></strong></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrlAad_nI/AAAAAAAABZk/IRnzKlbI1YU/s1600-h/Photo0306.jpg"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308595606784966258" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SavrlAad_nI/AAAAAAAABZk/IRnzKlbI1YU/s320/Photo0306.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong> me and honyu on way back from sandcastle.</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>lols. today ruby came and gave many helpful pointers as well. then going home, saw beautiful rainbowS. haha. on cnt see clearly. but the other one was pretty. lol. the pics look better on my phone i realised. sighh. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>then realised that.</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>although it was raining heavily, and black thunder clouds were almost hiding this magnificent rainbow, this rainbow shone thru. i dunno why. but it represents alot of hope for me.</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>.</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>michelle went nuts. and knows she failed her physics. cuz even mcq also dunno. happy to say, most of her class are in the same plight. HAHA</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>spent quality time with amanda ng today. shall spend more quality time with her!! xD<br /></strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>shall stop here cuz wanna study for math and chem. math done. left chem. sigh. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>off to study harder!! xDD</strong></span></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3722764282440098933?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-47615009275015744462009-02-28T21:10:00.000-08:002009-02-28T21:51:04.811-08:00<strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">omfg. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">went to beach agns. and randomed. lols. made new friends like yongguang de eyepower guy and weien the i-dunno-how-to-describe-him and zhihao the you-wo-ban-shi-ni-fang-xin and are-you-proud-of-me guy. -.- ZZzz lols. anyways. had fun building sandcastle, though our sandcastle collapsed and things were never the same agn. =D then had many conclusions and relevations. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and yes, weijie, i am still annoyed by u and shall do something one day about it. xD</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">oh wells. i dunno wat i'm thinking but i think i know now what i'm thinking. i had so many emotions the other day and it all just sorta manifested within me. i'm not stressed out and i like slacking during weekends. but i'll complete my hw. but can guys just stop for once and think of how i feel?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">its so fking annoying. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and whenn i heard bout wat ya two were gonna do. i just stalled. continued stalling. yepps. i'm displeasd. i mean. his reason. i cant say much, but it still hurt loads cuz u're like my bestie and i really tell u everything. but it hurts all the mroe cuz of the callouss way u treat me. when we're supposed to be frens.. but for your reason, i really cant accept. its nnot bout this. its bout the fact that u dun even want to try. if u have no confidence in urself and feel that this will only hinder u and u wun have any talent and u just wanna go someplace else, by all means go. but dun blame it on this. its not its fault. its more of urself. the fault lies within u. lemme ask u. would u give 100% for something that u dun believe in and that u just wanna quit? NO. so just get lost yeahs. u guys dunno how it hurts me, to see more coming in but more going out. thats why i dun wanna socialise with anymroe ppl who're involved in this. it sucks to believe so much in it. then it gets torn out agn. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and wtf. i know i'm not great,. but it doesnt fking entitle u to shout and scream. ifu want to shout and scream and someone, go look urself in the mirror. i du fking understand why wateva fking things i do, its always COMMENTED ON by ppl who dun even do a fking thing, who just sit there, give some dirty faces and bitch about it to someone else. an wateva thing they do, though in the same manner as me, dun get commented on. i tried chnging. but when even my best fren dun believe in me, how can i believe? if u guys think they're so great, throw urselves at them then. dun come irritate me by pouring cold water, THEN rushing to them and praising them when they propose the same idea as me. so to u this kinda ppl. put a sock in it and stfu. your behaviour irks me and you're viewed as a lesser individual. i sound haughty? well, thats just me, cuz i'm not a fan of such ppl. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">ya know why i'm talking less now? cuz i realised. why the hell should i put myself thru so much torture just to make some ppl happy. its not worth it. and its manifesting every single day. ya know how hard it is? well...i dunno. Do u know why i'm talking less to u now? cuz i'm finding it harder. harder to tell u. harder to tell u stuff. i try to be so easy-going. but ya know how much it hurts me whnen u start taking itfor granted and just say so many hurtful stuff. u keep saying all those hurtful stuff, thinking that cuz i behave nonchalently, thta i dun care, but do u know with every word u say, its like glass piercing me? i'm so tired. so so tired. i'm sick of it. everyone says i talk alot. but then i realise, wat i say is making no sense at all.. Then i realise. its cuz its a sham. wateva iu'm saying, doing is all a sham. right now, i cant even hear my own voice. so wateva i was saying, i just wasnt paying attention . the way my eye just starts flickering arnd? i;m afraid, afraid that there's always gonna be somebody who's gonna do something. even writing this now, i feel disgusted. cuz i dunno how i'm reduced to soemone so pathetic. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">my faith is fading. i will always be there to support everyone of my friends, be it friendly or one time meeting, but dun take it for granted, dun think that just becuz of that, u can throw every hurtful thorn over. yes. michael twin. wateva ya said is still hurting. every single day. being an evil twin? that was a joke? i didnt find it funny. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">and fking just stop it. can u just stop yelling at me for once. u jump at everything i say. why is it that even when i get home, i cant just stop. ya have to keep jumping at every word i say. have to keep scolding me for everything i do, when the fact is that u misunderstood me. everything is closing down on me, </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i cant breathe anymore. i'm suffocating. and ya cant see it. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">what is happening? i dunno anymore. </span></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-4761500927501574446?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-77957353363139839412009-02-24T04:11:00.000-08:002009-02-24T04:26:23.595-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">haha. back. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">lols. still trying to be optimistic. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">cheer up mendi and stay strong. i'm always here for u and same goes to all my other frens yeahs. whether you'll tell me is another matter but it doesnt really matter to me. so long as i know i'm ready to hear. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">ok. so had some really boring days. and my dear yonghan bro shaved his head. and he refused to face up to reality for the first few days. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">today went home and msged mdm yeo to ask her how to write. then had a nice conversation with her via sms. =D started work on the card for lao da, alot of ugly words and disgusting stuff. but with the use of alot of glue and colored paper and help from sis, i managed to cover up the ugly parts.. tmr letting ppl sign./ pls dun laugh. xD i'm not artistically inclined/ then continued on to do hw. still stuck at qn3. dunno why nobody want to answer my msgs -.- </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">oh yaa. topday had fun time playing soccer. ok. i'm not that active but yeahs. =D striking equilibrium with my surroundings le. and with myself. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">alright. shall continue on. shall go kajiao manda ng agn if i have the time. xD anyway. just sucks much. haha. so far OM has been really stagnant. but nvr mind. tmr got meeting shall zhenzuo agn. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">dun understand. its time to stop thinking this way le. so why cant i dismiss those thoughts? its manifesting andcausing much irritation to me and i'm turning it onto my family. sighh. pissed off. nvr mind. -great sigh- </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">i dunno if it happened. but i hope that it did. thinking back, wat i did was really stupid. cant stop thinking bout it. i know you dun care though we had so many yrs of frenship. but cant help myself yeahs. i dunno how to right my wrong when u are not even responding. so i'm sticking to the best policy. ignorance is bliss. slowly, day by day. i realise ur presence in my past memories have greatly numbed and blurred. maybe its cuz i'm learning how to let go. thats why i'm forgetting u. =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">~~</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7795735336313983941?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-50417687672867401592009-02-17T04:35:00.000-08:002009-02-17T04:40:48.134-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">haha. uploading of pics is going wrong wit my comp. so just hope the pics would be uploaded!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">hate a very gr8 day at MUNOF! met many nice ppl. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">swarmed with hw. i know its my fault. but i cant help it laa.!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">haha. won the commendation for Commonwealth. hopefully getting both certs tmr. xD then came home. met new frens. logged onto fb. mailed all enw frens. only menghang have manners reply me. tsktsk. smart guy sia menghang! alright so had random crap with him then he had emergency exercise. highly random. so shall now finish th rest of my hw and study ss!! good luck to me yeahs. no time to blog liao wors! help!.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">loved. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">- if i take one step forward, will u take one step forward as well? i rather we end up colliding into each other then not moving at all and leaving it like that which is just bullshit!.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">thanks mdm yeo for ur concern!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-5041768767286740159?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-18183840640047268952009-02-14T06:17:00.000-08:002009-02-14T06:34:54.498-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>The pics for today, quick update. xD</strong></span><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVy5GeQxI/AAAAAAAABX0/nqpSMsfZuWM/s1600-h/Photo0229.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660681573483282" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVy5GeQxI/AAAAAAAABX0/nqpSMsfZuWM/s320/Photo0229.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me,twin,joel,julian<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVdMdU81I/AAAAAAAABXs/NxXHaqqGGMQ/s1600-h/Photo0228.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660308812493650" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVdMdU81I/AAAAAAAABXs/NxXHaqqGGMQ/s320/Photo0228.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me,julian and aman</strong></span> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcyXA_II/AAAAAAAABXk/_V2klCx4fKM/s1600-h/Photo0227.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660301806697602" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcyXA_II/AAAAAAAABXk/_V2klCx4fKM/s320/Photo0227.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me,julian and shengquan<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVc68FnGI/AAAAAAAABXc/YshOqhV75Ew/s1600-h/Photo0226.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660304109673570" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVc68FnGI/AAAAAAAABXc/YshOqhV75Ew/s320/Photo0226.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and celine<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcsPaRtI/AAAAAAAABXU/vUatw3L9xx8/s1600-h/Photo0225.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660300164187858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcsPaRtI/AAAAAAAABXU/vUatw3L9xx8/s320/Photo0225.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and "giant"jonathan<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcSOVORI/AAAAAAAABXM/W-H2fidyLk8/s1600-h/Photo0224.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302660293180340498" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbVcSOVORI/AAAAAAAABXM/W-H2fidyLk8/s320/Photo0224.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and yicong </strong></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU8G8xXqI/AAAAAAAABXE/PjWn2A4Ihpw/s1600-h/Photo0223.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302659740398083746" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU8G8xXqI/AAAAAAAABXE/PjWn2A4Ihpw/s320/Photo0223.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and yicong(prev pic. where he complain he look spastic so retake lor) xD<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU73UVEXI/AAAAAAAABW8/eCQPAMY5rxE/s1600-h/Photo0222.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302659736201924978" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU73UVEXI/AAAAAAAABW8/eCQPAMY5rxE/s320/Photo0222.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and regina, who knows faris as well!<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7jlTyAI/AAAAAAAABW0/D8YccKeyKoU/s1600-h/Photo0221.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302659730904434690" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7jlTyAI/AAAAAAAABW0/D8YccKeyKoU/s320/Photo0221.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> me and julian!<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7K40q5I/AAAAAAAABWs/E4K9YKJrCsE/s1600-h/Photo0217.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302659724275395474" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7K40q5I/AAAAAAAABWs/E4K9YKJrCsE/s320/Photo0217.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> jon, joel, sherwin i think</strong></span> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7A3dTHI/AAAAAAAABWk/uwjLW5GB6ZI/s1600-h/Photo0214.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5302659721585314930" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZbU7A3dTHI/AAAAAAAABWk/uwjLW5GB6ZI/s320/Photo0214.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong> tengkiat covering his face</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>just liddat bahhs. shall end here and finish up all my hw. today is another day for 12mn work. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>3rd day in a work.</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"><strong>i have no idea how i'm gonna do geog and OM. crap. help pls. </strong></span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1818384064004726895?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-75931514832109513572009-02-13T06:05:00.000-08:002009-02-13T06:20:02.307-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>sighh,. completely stressed out. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>lols. early morning. saw bernice then we sat arnd foyer waiting and watching ppl get flu before we got asked away by miss deepa. xD then wangling was with us also. then we started professing our love etc. haha. saw fel early in the morning making a victory sign to me as she was led away with a mask -.-</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>haha. miss zaiton still not back yet.. sighh. hope she get well soon!. then received manymany stuff and gavegave manymany stuff.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>sorry jeff and kaiser laa. haha. i know not very much cheng yi. xD. ppl tot u forget me liao mahs. tsktsk. xD. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>anyways. stayed back for MUN thingy. which is taking place tmr!. wish me all the best!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>so went lunch with ncc guys and shawn and <em>yourname</em>. so yeahs. thanks junmeng biaoge alot for waiting for me and going with me eat. lol. cuz very lonely that day. didnt know that alice was eating in school or whether amelia was going opp./ but nvr mind. lol. the lunch conversation was highly enlightening and entertaining.xD and realised that junmeng biao and <em>yourname</em> are very nice ppl. xD 'specially junmeng!! lols. thanks loads ! xD. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>FYI, <em>yourname =</em>Fang Hong<em> </em>cuz he was crapping in class as usual then i ask him random qn bout wat name he want us to call him. then he say "yourname" then he really reply when we call him that.xD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>went to northpoint, met with dearest azurah and my good bro Clement! haha. then we shop for Vday present. cuz helping kor maa. xDD </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>homed. did some hw, slack arnd and tryin not to sleep.xDD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>so yeahs. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>just realised that life really chnges alotalot. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>me and kor used to be enemies (after our <em>physical</em> fight in p6) then ya. my parents all rmb him as the guy who punched me. xD but like we all grow up le, move on le laa. so love my bro loads as well. hope he cheers up soon xD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>then dear azurah. chio as ever. xD. lols. love her loads. thanks for the Vday present. haha. she handbaked cookies for me and handmade earrings!! then gave me a cute carebear. which lead all 3 of us to laughter when i narrated the tale of Samuel's beloved green carebear. xD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>then dear Shareler msged me early in the morning in CAPS to tell me she left the presents at home xDD. no prob shareler!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>also realised that there are manymany nice ppl arnd me! </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>aiya. alice they all dun need say le laa. cuz is standard de. xDD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong>is mainly like zhengjie, junmeng and yourname! okok. add on with some other entertaining ppl. xD so yeahhs. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong>life changes so much. your friends become strangers or enemies, enemies become your friends, strangers become your friends. xD. life is moving so fast that sometimes, i really have to move fast to catch up with it. there's many stuff weighing me down now. but i believe that i can work everything out as long as i have an open mind and am still receptive to others. xD i might not do the smartest stuff but i put in every ounce of my energy and heart into it. thinking bout many stuff. </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong>reached a conclusion .</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong>treasure my friends, work hard study smart. make more friends! hantam more bros but love them loads. xDD and of course. not get bogged down by stuff like the view of others and relationships etc. yes. not even crushes which are just random and lame.xD </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong>friends forever. </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#cc6600;"><strong>i love ya guys. xD <3</strong></span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7593151483210951357?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-20124314135632628152009-02-11T06:18:00.000-08:002009-02-11T06:23:28.528-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">quick update b4 i'm off to bed!! haha. after a nice day at school. heyy ms zaiton! hope ya get well soon. then had OM then chiong home to bake for Vday. haha. spent 2hrs+ baking one cake for dad and mum and two sisters, one very unappreciative de. haha. and another one for frens. xD lols. realised i bake dao super sweet and rich. but nvr mind. xD needa do many things tmr!!. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">loving my life and everyday that comes my way!! must studystudystudy!! xDD. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">dunno wat to do laa. but i really appreciate the fact that ya guys dun mind my busy-ness and understand yeahs. you guys are loved!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">and azii. i reallyreally do not want the rose from A which u wldnt wanna give me. xD crapping. ps. bought ur bdae present.WAAYYE in advance. xDDDD. u btr love wat i got ya. hmmphx. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">alrights. shall end now. xD. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">loves 3/5 and ppl like fanghong, shareler,alice,bernice,amelia,tengkiat,michael,junhao, junmeng and manymany other 3/5ivers! </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">thanks fanghong for lending me ur book!!! u save my life cuz i was rushing out geog draft on the bus. sighh. xD. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2012431413563262815?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-27132144665564742262009-02-10T04:22:00.000-08:002009-02-10T04:48:15.482-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>Monday: </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>had drama. then cldnt focus that much cuz kept wanting to laugh. i'll work harder. then ended off solemnly. ms amy was so disappointed. and then she gave us this talk. was like. feel quite guilty. cuz i was guilty of the stuff she said. and i know. i know that i didnt put in 100%. i'll really put in moremore effort. i;m only at 60% now. sighh. busy week. really cnt tahan le. going to just break down liao. then muchmuch homework. went home and waited for bus. then bus came but it broke down right infront of us. sighh. waited for another. too many ppl. cnt get on. so we took 13 to next stop, to increase chances of taking bus. then took 169 home with pauline. then got freaked out. cuz the area there quiet and i dun like laa. so yeahs. haha .random. then did hw until veryvery late. sighh. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>oh yeahs. also bought the lollipop bouquet from dance club then confessed to dear mendi. xDD. not fun de. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>Tues:</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>went to sch yelling for fanghong and junmeng to help with am. cuz dunno how to do anything. then i think i officially flunked my test le. but forget it. move on to more dpressing subs. xD thinking and thinking bout V day. and the amount of cards and special gifts i have to make. i reckon manymany. sighh. then had chem. did chromatography. then the skittles thingy. then me and shareler fooling arnd. playing with the stuff.xD</strong></span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFyoDoDNqI/AAAAAAAABWc/p5ej_xcj7GQ/s1600-h/Photo0209.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301144268885407394" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFyoDoDNqI/AAAAAAAABWc/p5ej_xcj7GQ/s320/Photo0209.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong> the smiley face. but cuz say alot of lies.then the nose so long.<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFynzffHOI/AAAAAAAABWU/M7MYBbtnWT0/s1600-h/Photo0210.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301144264554519778" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFynzffHOI/AAAAAAAABWU/M7MYBbtnWT0/s320/Photo0210.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>then the happy face / ear-to-ear grin. haha<br /></strong></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFynuQwSdI/AAAAAAAABWM/0lViX5e8b80/s1600-h/Photo0207.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301144263150553554" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SZFynuQwSdI/AAAAAAAABWM/0lViX5e8b80/s320/Photo0207.jpg" border="0" /></strong></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong> haha. mendi at the bus stop. lol. <br /></strong></span><div> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>then today. thankfully, the bus was alright. *phew*, haha., then came home. did hwhw. realised there's ss tmr. so study like gila. so yeahs. basically thats my hectic life. oh yeahs. and i gotta go to the dentist next week. cuz my teeth is in <em>very very bad condition</em>. meaning got hole need to fill -.-". </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>haha. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>To simei dear jiemei:</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>heyy. i'm really sorry, i know i've been reallyreally busy. and i dunno how to manage my time well. so yeahs. i hope that we'll stay tgth forever yeahs. xD (not les pls). haha. so yeahs. tell me if anything happens yeahs. or even if nothing happens. cuz <em>thats wat friends are for. </em></strong></span></span></div><div><em><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span></em> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>To Clement. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>heyy bro. haha. still cnt blive i'm gr8 frens with u now. after last time. the amusing history. xD. but yeahs. i'm a surnamist. we all are. and thats wat we are. we're wongs. xD and we stick tgth. haha. anyways. back to main topic. reallyreally thanks bro. for always supporting me though i know u have alotalot of probs with ur own liife as well. but anything can tell me. i'm not gonna pry yeahs. if u thnk ya gotta get it off ya chest. msg me! <em>just not during lessons.</em> xD. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>~~</strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong>thinking. wat am i up to? haha. i really must manage my own time. realised i cnt handle anything. cuz i break down too easily. but i really wanna thank amelia,bernice and alice. for including me. and shareler. for being my bff. xD. so yeahs. </strong></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#006600;"><strong></strong></span> </div><div><em><span style="color:#006600;"><strong>i dunno wat i'm supposed to do le. there's so many things i should be doing. but i cant seem to bring myself to do everything. even i have a limit. thankful that i have a great class. people who understand. and frens who rally about me. frens. wats the definition anyway? optimistic now. but i dunno how long i can bear on the next time. ok. 1more week. til a hurdle passed. its time to take control. and walk on. and not to stay stagnant. haha. i wun break down easily. though ____ is crumbling. the ___are tumbling. (okok. its my fave song.) but anyway. enough is enough. jiayous me! i can do it man. i'm gonna stay relevant and charge on. i'm giving only 60%. its time for 100%. but thats kinda hard. aint it? nvr mind. before i post this post. i just wanna say. i'm really sorry for neglecting ya azii and jan. siighh. life will get better. cuz i believe. </strong></span></em></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2713214466556474226?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-11099702062313314292009-02-07T02:04:00.000-08:002009-02-07T02:37:54.875-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">sighh. recently no pics laa. cuz very lazy to upload pics. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">on fri, actually was planning to stay overnight. but thenns. canceled. sigh. then jiu liddat. after school, stuck arnd for committee meeting. sorry amelia, wasnt helping much cuz i was hungry -.- </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"> then lunched with twin, sd, amelia, alice and saw DEAR MEIYEN AND GRACE!! haha. thanks grace for talktalktalking with me. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then went for UN. i think mr jonathan was kinda "are these girls insane" when he saw me and and michelle. xD but mainly is cuz of me cuz i really really really ki siao. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then stayed back and waited and waited for guys. -.- then those idiots keep making noise. wths. so yeahs. talktalk telltell them bout wat's happening. then call honyu dun rush back le. cuz also no point mahhs. then wanted to dinner with grace but she eating with audrey and other grad-ed seniors. so just liddat lor. plus i reallyreally lost my appetite liao. then went home. scoured around the hse for edible stuff.. bathed for veryvery long time cuz wanted to wash away my worries etc. i know, sounds very dramatic.xD then jiu watched skip beat and some randomshow. but i switched chnl just in time to watch the ending of ghost whisperer. my fave show. haha. then the ending was kinda sad. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">the love her husband had for her was what made him act that way. really thinking. he did it out of love. but will they get their love back? or will he recover a love he shared with someone else? the ending sentence of the girl was gr8. she said : i gave himj part of his life back. sighh. its leading to more sadness cans. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">\</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then read korean translated to chinese book. wo jiao jin san soon. is korean drama lai de. so alot alot of phrases very nice. shall just add them in here. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">并非起初便读懂了你</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">并非起初就爱上了你</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">并不相信人们所说的一眼便能看穿人心思的话</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">也不想信人们所说的一间中情。</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你说你爱我,却又这样人间蒸发了.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">你难道不知到这不该是恋爱的人做的事吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">我们以前在一起的时候</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">好像完全无视了时间的存在</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">是多么的快乐</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">多么让人怀念的时光</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">-真以为这样的日子不会结束.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">the guy</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">我看不到你,但到处都是你的痕迹,</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">我.现在真的很孤单.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">then the guy</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">我们打算一起好好吃饭,好好生活,一直到老.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">the very touching thoughts of samsoon</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">我要继续喜欢你, 继续爱你</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">只有那样我才会幸福.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">all these phrases are just very beautiful yeahs. i'm a sucker for love stories laa. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">haha. so yeahs. i hope my dears would gain solace from wat i write as well. cuz i dun wanna see my frens so unhappy anymore, xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">cheers. smile. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">dunno wat to say, dunno wat to think, dunno HOW to say, dunno how to think. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">my moods are like a graph, a fluctuating one.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">alrights, shall go off now. will link up ppl and chng blog song to skip beat ending song later. to the bathroom for a shower!! xD </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">rmb. wateva happens, ya can count on me. if not. why are we still frens? </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-1109970206231331429?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-67752075731585952252009-02-04T03:07:00.001-08:002009-02-04T03:10:48.905-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">hahs. long time no update blog. hand veri itchy le!! xD. okok. anyways. lessons been going fine. i think i'm able to conduct myself and not betray emotions in my voice. i cant force people to listen, so why bother, i'll just speak to those who do. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">haha. gotta go study geog cuz tmr is geog and chem test le. we have like 5 tests in one week. i do my test until also forget wat i was examined for le. sighh. oh wells. shall end here and go study le. butbut. one final thing, when we guys sang tgth for social studies today, it was super sweet!! cuz. like the whole class was singing and it was really very touching all of a sudden. quoting fanghong "oh yeahh.." xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">alrights. go complete my geog notes le. might not be blogging for awhile cuz really busy. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">signing off xD</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-6775207573158595225?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-91373319574678716982009-01-30T01:44:00.000-08:002009-01-30T03:04:05.295-08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">HAPPY 23RD ANNIVERSARY TO MUMMY AND DADDY!!</span> </span></span><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLcu_8A6XI/AAAAAAAABV8/CvmE7CRypF0/s1600-h/Photo0150.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297038811736369522" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLcu_8A6XI/AAAAAAAABV8/CvmE7CRypF0/s320/Photo0150.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> (taken at 3rd great aunt's hse. xD)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">haha. having tons of fun in class! fanghong's mum made cookies so he qing wo men chi. then some of us, mostly the Wong family, stayed back for math extra help by miss lee! thanks miss lee!! so nice cans. Miss lee wj is super nice in class and outside class! lol! but anyway. we all love her alot. xDD then she was "yelling" at yonghan cuz brother was basically crapping his way thru -.- then fanghong and junmeng had to help him. haha. it took him 1 hr 10 mins to unds and finish the math then he was supposed to hand up weeks ago .xD helped him with the file thingy.</span></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">then jiu eng rep tgth with youhui. haha. studying hard for tests in a few hours time. below are CNY pics!</span></span><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxq5rW0I/AAAAAAAABV0/VoGOyVB916g/s1600-h/Photo0170.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036658605775682" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxq5rW0I/AAAAAAAABV0/VoGOyVB916g/s320/Photo0170.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and cousin fel<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxswTFnI/AAAAAAAABVs/7HQDv6tYOTc/s1600-h/Photo0169.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036659103307378" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxswTFnI/AAAAAAAABVs/7HQDv6tYOTc/s320/Photo0169.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and fel agns<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxS_WEAI/AAAAAAAABVk/jQxkHvIa660/s1600-h/Photo0166.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036652187095042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLaxS_WEAI/AAAAAAAABVk/jQxkHvIa660/s320/Photo0166.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> us playing xbox at cousin's hse.<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLace6F7EI/AAAAAAAABVc/MtkiO9mBMOk/s1600-h/Photo0165.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036294609038402" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLace6F7EI/AAAAAAAABVc/MtkiO9mBMOk/s320/Photo0165.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> nick and small uncle<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLab6tVuiI/AAAAAAAABVU/pcri6m6qLkI/s1600-h/Photo0164.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036284891871778" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLab6tVuiI/AAAAAAAABVU/pcri6m6qLkI/s320/Photo0164.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> the big screen. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabi6a34I/AAAAAAAABVM/monkS6ZSamo/s1600-h/Photo0163.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036278504284034" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabi6a34I/AAAAAAAABVM/monkS6ZSamo/s320/Photo0163.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> Mum and 3rd great aunt!<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabuLdCGI/AAAAAAAABVE/_2SZfKK_Lag/s1600-h/Photo0157.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036281528518754" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabuLdCGI/AAAAAAAABVE/_2SZfKK_Lag/s320/Photo0157.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me with alotalot of flash and a clown frame. xDD<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabejzvjI/AAAAAAAABU8/pvzn7wPUjHE/s1600-h/Photo0154.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297036277335703090" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLabejzvjI/AAAAAAAABU8/pvzn7wPUjHE/s320/Photo0154.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> my sis. haha.<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZqHFDzMI/AAAAAAAABU0/R1TFiL8VXY0/s1600-h/Photo0153.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297035429219126466" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZqHFDzMI/AAAAAAAABU0/R1TFiL8VXY0/s320/Photo0153.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> my sis agn.</span> <div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZqLXpnRI/AAAAAAAABUk/2rSFYvovelI/s1600-h/Photo0147.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297035430370843922" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZqLXpnRI/AAAAAAAABUk/2rSFYvovelI/s320/Photo0147.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> family portrait minus dad. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZp9JKrcI/AAAAAAAABUc/4TREscWciJo/s1600-h/Photo0145.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297035426551999938" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZp9JKrcI/AAAAAAAABUc/4TREscWciJo/s320/Photo0145.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> the 3 sisters!<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZpz9Sk6I/AAAAAAAABUU/nXZy9q6NV1M/s1600-h/Photo0129.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297035424086266786" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZpz9Sk6I/AAAAAAAABUU/nXZy9q6NV1M/s320/Photo0129.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> miko, me,fel,cynthia, jacintha<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF4PaUnI/AAAAAAAABUM/YBPcQOgsUgM/s1600-h/Photo0126.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034806760723058" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF4PaUnI/AAAAAAAABUM/YBPcQOgsUgM/s320/Photo0126.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and dear fel<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF8y22KI/AAAAAAAABUE/NtN-HojkFnc/s1600-h/Photo0125.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034807983134882" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF8y22KI/AAAAAAAABUE/NtN-HojkFnc/s320/Photo0125.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> fel, me and Jacintha<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF-xKdTI/AAAAAAAABT8/BLuvaGbs9EM/s1600-h/Photo0124.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034808512902450" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZF-xKdTI/AAAAAAAABT8/BLuvaGbs9EM/s320/Photo0124.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> fel, jacintha and me<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZFpG9ZJI/AAAAAAAABT0/WMix7xSJXQ8/s1600-h/Photo0123.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034802698740882" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZFpG9ZJI/AAAAAAAABT0/WMix7xSJXQ8/s320/Photo0123.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> fel and me. haha. fel super chio!<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZFmQptrI/AAAAAAAABTs/3sGxxIlnFlo/s1600-h/Photo0120.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034801934087858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLZFmQptrI/AAAAAAAABTs/3sGxxIlnFlo/s320/Photo0120.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and fel taking hongbao. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYpdbRLAI/AAAAAAAABTk/dGS1QUhLpFg/s1600-h/Photo0118.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034318526360578" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYpdbRLAI/AAAAAAAABTk/dGS1QUhLpFg/s320/Photo0118.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> me and fel!<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYpP3-FII/AAAAAAAABTc/uXSQB7B5j88/s1600-h/Photo0117.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034314888647810" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYpP3-FII/AAAAAAAABTc/uXSQB7B5j88/s320/Photo0117.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> jacintha, fu en and Aunt<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYo5AyQlI/AAAAAAAABTU/EadkSYkaGOk/s1600-h/Photo0115.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034308751606354" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYo5AyQlI/AAAAAAAABTU/EadkSYkaGOk/s320/Photo0115.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> Alvina, fel, mel, jacintha. miko, me, fu en<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYo2cDL7I/AAAAAAAABTM/2Rg3gcQcC70/s1600-h/Photo0114.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034308060655538" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYo2cDL7I/AAAAAAAABTM/2Rg3gcQcC70/s320/Photo0114.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> us ppl.<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYorYShpI/AAAAAAAABTE/OPGty-1BD-U/s1600-h/Photo0113.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297034305092093586" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYorYShpI/AAAAAAAABTE/OPGty-1BD-U/s320/Photo0113.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;">us cousins agn<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYRfT5KjI/AAAAAAAABS8/h7BSUD9YN8s/s1600-h/Photo0112.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297033906715437618" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYRfT5KjI/AAAAAAAABS8/h7BSUD9YN8s/s320/Photo0112.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> cousins agn!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYRB1AjDI/AAAAAAAABS0/0lqMHRFnNjU/s1600-h/Photo0111.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297033898801269810" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYRB1AjDI/AAAAAAAABS0/0lqMHRFnNjU/s320/Photo0111.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> cousins AGN!!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQ-k5UnI/AAAAAAAABSs/S4CYS3xZIhM/s1600-h/Photo0109.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297033897928381042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQ-k5UnI/AAAAAAAABSs/S4CYS3xZIhM/s320/Photo0109.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> agn!! -.-<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQlp2HiI/AAAAAAAABSk/X4OonMa5xTQ/s1600-h/Photo0108.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297033891238256162" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQlp2HiI/AAAAAAAABSk/X4OonMa5xTQ/s320/Photo0108.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> haha. agn. mainly was me want take pics de. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQRFFK1I/AAAAAAAABSc/v6PysTpWGW4/s1600-h/Photo0107.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297033885715344210" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SYLYQRFFK1I/AAAAAAAABSc/v6PysTpWGW4/s320/Photo0107.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"> Jacintha, Alvina, me and fel</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">Sighh. many stuff happened this week. and then peeps commented on my post as well and resulted in one huge misunderstanding. but thankfully it is now resolved. and i edited my blog post by removing that paragraph. so hope its alright now. </span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;"><div> </div><div> </div></span><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">JUST WANNA say that, sometimes. wat i write comes out differently to what readers of my blog would think. but i have no malicious intent whatsoever. i cant control what comes out of me sometimes, but i hope that if u think that my post would cause misunderstandings, please leave a friendly tag/comment with ur name. thanks. xD ~ take whateva i say with a pinch of salt, cuz sometimes its not wat i feel .xDD </span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-9137331957467871698?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-22927775949701180052009-01-24T04:57:00.000-08:002009-01-24T05:03:25.859-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">sighh, mich. wat on earth are u thinking. you're becoming unlike urself. you're becoming insane. you're getting crazier. you're wasting ur time. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">haha. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">this month very exhausting. cuz so many of my dears are facing a crisis -.- </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">found new great frens. frens, who accept me for who i am. and are as crazy as me. and who show concern for me. ilu guys. thankyou. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">~with Rainie Yang's new album pumping away in my speaker, i'm thinking. what is my aim. can i accomplish it? can i move on. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">i know i shldnt dwell. but its hard ya know. i knwo ya're thinking something's up. but aiya. i dunno how to tell u also. i'm afraid that shld ya know the truth, our frenship will be blown into pieces. sighh. dunno la. exploding into smithereens. .</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">mich. tell the truth. stop stopping and going crazy. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;">you have so many gr8 frens who are always there. ur classmates now. alrighhts. gotta go chiong hw le. brief update niarrs. then need go do testimonial as well. and write out notes/sighh. help pls. its catching up on me. can i cheer? nahhs. dun think so. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#996633;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2292777594970118005?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-37473934475816641532009-01-23T18:12:00.000-08:002009-01-23T18:17:56.383-08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">ok. filled with thoughts suddenly. went to kx blog then saw my link scratched out cuz it means visited blog. then i tot why mine kena scratched out so i wrote on his tagboard then i realised how stupid i was. help pls. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">then saw her blog. sighh. u were trying to get back. but ya know something. ya're so naive. u chose to make that decision that day. so dun blame me for anything. u were the one whom i cherished but yet believed the empty words of others. but i thank you, cuz without u, i might never have found the dear frens i have today. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">hey shareler. </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">i know sometimes, i talk lot bout simei also. i hope ya wun mind. ihope that we can stay tgth til after graduate. i want us to strike a perfect balance yeahs. i knew simei earlier, i know you're not angry or saying anything. but i'm just saying this in case u feel "off". you're understanding and great. xD why does this sound like confession .LOL. but anyways. bff yeahs? xD i wun cut into ur other frens and life laa. cuz its a mutual understanding we have. so i'm just sry sometimes i'll just siam with ah mei. xD. love ya much!!</span><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER YONGHAN!</span></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3747393447581664153?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-24497978899549177222009-01-23T17:53:00.000-08:002009-01-23T17:59:41.026-08:00<span style="color:#cc0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">haha. smsed simei late into the night then jiu fell asleep le. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">so didnt reply her. oops. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">and msged clement. haha. but kor also fell asleep liao .LOL</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">thanks bro yeahs. it makes a diff. and grow up le wors.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hey simei dear, dun too sad le k? u're my reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally bestbestbestbestbest fren. and it makes me sad to see u so torn up as well. i cant promise him back or cheer u up by saying that he still..... cuz by saying that, you'll hurt more when u know the truth laa. but jiemei, i love u much so cheer up can/ haha. let's wear our identical dresses! xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hey bro. i still dunno lehs. cnt think straight le. howhow?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">to u. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">stop bitching arnd like nobody's business can? i moved on and i'm sick of being commented on. just stfu and get lost. dun start making comments which u urself is guilty of. we guys are all moving on yeahs. u're the only stagnant perrson. ya know something, ya really make me nauseous and the reason i did it was on account for other factors. eg. my frens who are ur frens as well. so do me a favour? get lost. i dun need to entertain u. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">erm.. jasmine, dun read the para above. cuz it contains profanities and improper english. xDD love ya ppl!! </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-2449797889954917722?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-79356173060624437302009-01-23T04:52:00.000-08:002009-01-23T05:48:54.453-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">Yeahs. finally all the pics updated. haha. hard to type a long wordy post when there are some many pics. so i'll just put caption yeahs! xD.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"></span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFVPPnZOI/AAAAAAAABRk/drR3g2gbteI/s1600-h/Photo0104.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479805610681570" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFVPPnZOI/AAAAAAAABRk/drR3g2gbteI/s320/Photo0104.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> OUr sandcastle preps. my group's result. <br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFUj2houI/AAAAAAAABRc/C9QR889x2L8/s1600-h/Photo0103.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479793962722018" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFUj2houI/AAAAAAAABRc/C9QR889x2L8/s320/Photo0103.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> the other page.<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFUXYCXYI/AAAAAAAABRU/rZzcN1bSIBA/s1600-h/Photo0102.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479790613618050" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFUXYCXYI/AAAAAAAABRU/rZzcN1bSIBA/s320/Photo0102.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> the full thing! nice hors. thanks to stef, jiayun, xinhui and my other group members for helping me this art goondu leader. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFULcTlAI/AAAAAAAABRM/vix5XsLQqd8/s1600-h/Photo0099.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479787410297858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFULcTlAI/AAAAAAAABRM/vix5XsLQqd8/s320/Photo0099.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> messy hair me and biao ge tengkiat!<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFTxxnKiI/AAAAAAAABRE/woMjJIESqCc/s1600-h/Photo0098.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479780520340002" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnFTxxnKiI/AAAAAAAABRE/woMjJIESqCc/s320/Photo0098.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> Tengkiat and Shiauyin chiobu!xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE75HUMCI/AAAAAAAABQ8/H_QVJsSwQ8w/s1600-h/Photo0096.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479370173558818" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE75HUMCI/AAAAAAAABQ8/H_QVJsSwQ8w/s320/Photo0096.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and tengkiat agn. this is NG pic xDD<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE755gGwI/AAAAAAAABQ0/_HidwAN2KxU/s1600-h/Photo0095.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479370384055042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE755gGwI/AAAAAAAABQ0/_HidwAN2KxU/s320/Photo0095.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and my twin michael!! heyy twin, i dun want voodoo stuff. i want normal stuff hors. ty in advance. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE7Qt9EsI/AAAAAAAABQs/wqmpljHAxzQ/s1600-h/Photo0094.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479359329768130" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE7Qt9EsI/AAAAAAAABQs/wqmpljHAxzQ/s320/Photo0094.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and ah mei jiemeis. xD love her cann. she super kawaii my simei!! meilan and mich rules. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE6-0ORnI/AAAAAAAABQk/asI3QcURBWw/s1600-h/Photo0092.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479354524223090" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE6-0ORnI/AAAAAAAABQk/asI3QcURBWw/s320/Photo0092.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> haha. i fell in love with the mosaic effects on my fone. xD thanks honyu for taking these pics.xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE69WVbTI/AAAAAAAABQc/xuJnC8Qyvmc/s1600-h/Photo0091.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294479354130427186" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnE69WVbTI/AAAAAAAABQc/xuJnC8Qyvmc/s320/Photo0091.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and shareler!! other bff. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEl6wJoaI/AAAAAAAABQU/2yf1w3ahgsg/s1600-h/Photo0090.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478992656146850" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEl6wJoaI/AAAAAAAABQU/2yf1w3ahgsg/s320/Photo0090.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> shihui, me and kewei. I'M FAT!!!<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnElyvfKxI/AAAAAAAABQM/6ajsnDmLxWI/s1600-h/Photo0088.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478990505880338" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnElyvfKxI/AAAAAAAABQM/6ajsnDmLxWI/s320/Photo0088.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> mendi laopo, pearlyn and me!<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEllqNlxI/AAAAAAAABQE/dvK39vMCnc0/s1600-h/Photo0087.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478986994095890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEllqNlxI/AAAAAAAABQE/dvK39vMCnc0/s320/Photo0087.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> shiau, mendi and me! walao. me ugly gal with two chiobu s!<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnElImahwI/AAAAAAAABP8/09SFJwrSgQk/s1600-h/Photo0086.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478979193538306" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnElImahwI/AAAAAAAABP8/09SFJwrSgQk/s320/Photo0086.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and dear laopo. cheer up kaes xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEk3DLFrI/AAAAAAAABP0/ystKNUbyr2I/s1600-h/Photo0084.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478974482323122" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEk3DLFrI/AAAAAAAABP0/ystKNUbyr2I/s320/Photo0084.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and andyclassmate. as usual. i look retarded. nvr mind. he looks retarded too! colgate commercial -.- then when taking mdm yeo came in. so she was like "fan clkub arh?" then i say no laa cher, later i take with u also!! but in the end nvr xD. mdm yeo good! bought CNY goodies give us !</span> <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHzzINxI/AAAAAAAABPs/-uIeX222KBE/s1600-h/Photo0083.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478475393513234" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHzzINxI/AAAAAAAABPs/-uIeX222KBE/s320/Photo0083.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> andy, using the butterfly mosaic thingy during chinese!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHj43hMI/AAAAAAAABPk/UCSw7VbvCDM/s1600-h/Photo0082.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478471122617538" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHj43hMI/AAAAAAAABPk/UCSw7VbvCDM/s320/Photo0082.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and jiayun using mosaic agns. xD i have many pimple scars. please heal. sobs.<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHtk1kEI/AAAAAAAABPc/jQkWz4anUyU/s1600-h/Photo0081.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478473722957890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHtk1kEI/AAAAAAAABPc/jQkWz4anUyU/s320/Photo0081.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> yonghan bro using butterfly mosaic agn! </span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">our english role play! pics should be seen from down to up liao. xD not in order le. </span></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHZgpJlI/AAAAAAAABPU/LwR7qyl6FEE/s1600-h/Photo0080.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478468336658002" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHZgpJlI/AAAAAAAABPU/LwR7qyl6FEE/s320/Photo0080.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jiayun, shareler and shiauyin thanking after their performance.xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHPg81hI/AAAAAAAABPM/bdkX-8N13-w/s1600-h/Photo0079.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478465653593618" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnEHPg81hI/AAAAAAAABPM/bdkX-8N13-w/s320/Photo0079.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jiayun, shiau comforting shareler (ah sum) xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDzG5l-sI/AAAAAAAABPE/2wjiU5kGTBU/s1600-h/Photo0078.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478119743650498" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDzG5l-sI/AAAAAAAABPE/2wjiU5kGTBU/s320/Photo0078.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> haha. shareler dear kena gagged and bounded. so jiaayunn to the rescue! xD</span> <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDy7AYJpI/AAAAAAAABO8/ly_EbWUzUiE/s1600-h/Photo0077.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478116550878866" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDy7AYJpI/AAAAAAAABO8/ly_EbWUzUiE/s320/Photo0077.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> tengkiat (conman) gagging shareler (ah sum)) then become like RA scene!@! even mrs lai also complain say why somethnig nice can be turned into RA scene by us. xD </span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDykM_D0I/AAAAAAAABO0/BQSpGu1MdXI/s1600-h/Photo0076.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478110429744962" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDykM_D0I/AAAAAAAABO0/BQSpGu1MdXI/s320/Photo0076.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> tengkiat going to gag shareler.xD </span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDyYj_ZcI/AAAAAAAABOs/-txwjtCQE8U/s1600-h/Photo0075.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478107305010626" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDyYj_ZcI/AAAAAAAABOs/-txwjtCQE8U/s320/Photo0075.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> tengkiat covring his nose.xD pretend de laa.<br />and no. shawn didnt fart. xD</span> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDx0CvC9I/AAAAAAAABOk/RwwieSa1T0M/s1600-h/Photo0073.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294478097501850578" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDx0CvC9I/AAAAAAAABOk/RwwieSa1T0M/s320/Photo0073.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> weixiang smooth talker (conman) with amelia (ah sum) this one we say until like proposing marriage liddat canns. xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDXDEYcSI/AAAAAAAABOc/CP_Ljz86qvA/s1600-h/Photo0071.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477637678821666" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDXDEYcSI/AAAAAAAABOc/CP_Ljz86qvA/s320/Photo0071.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jasmine and clara babes coming to cang sia.</span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDXGE_UAI/AAAAAAAABOU/zohzx_Ylp-g/s1600-h/Photo0070.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477638486675458" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDXGE_UAI/AAAAAAAABOU/zohzx_Ylp-g/s320/Photo0070.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> wx and amelia agns. </span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDW4QMBhI/AAAAAAAABOM/iOIo-OaAmEQ/s1600-h/Photo0069.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477634775549458" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDW4QMBhI/AAAAAAAABOM/iOIo-OaAmEQ/s320/Photo0069.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> haha. conman at work. xD</span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDWlurFNI/AAAAAAAABOE/xLP1Rx023ek/s1600-h/Photo0067.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477629803140306" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDWlurFNI/AAAAAAAABOE/xLP1Rx023ek/s320/Photo0067.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> wx pretending to help amelia. xD</span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDWAb8nOI/AAAAAAAABN8/SbGxCs7PY38/s1600-h/Photo0065.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477619792485602" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnDWAb8nOI/AAAAAAAABN8/SbGxCs7PY38/s320/Photo0065.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> lol. the $100 being zhenhui and stone being jon! super retard canns. even mrs lai also buay tahan.xD</span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3zJVkJI/AAAAAAAABN0/Elp4Jz1dric/s1600-h/Photo0064.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477100828692626" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3zJVkJI/AAAAAAAABN0/Elp4Jz1dric/s320/Photo0064.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> haha. youhui keep touching jon canns. stroking to be precise. super A!!!<br /></span></div><div><div><div><div><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3hKgYBI/AAAAAAAABNs/ohynJ7vRg9I/s1600-h/Photo0062.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477096001757202" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3hKgYBI/AAAAAAAABNs/ohynJ7vRg9I/s320/Photo0062.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> haha. the stone making its appearance.</span> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3WwxUxI/AAAAAAAABNk/pSINqjpBAOI/s1600-h/Photo0059.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477093209461522" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3WwxUxI/AAAAAAAABNk/pSINqjpBAOI/s320/Photo0059.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> mendi, bernice, stef and alice xD. mendi the ah sum with the youngster language super funny. imagine an ah po saying "let's go!"</span> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3E66s4I/AAAAAAAABNc/kaNzp5WE_Gs/s1600-h/Photo0058.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477088420180866" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC3E66s4I/AAAAAAAABNc/kaNzp5WE_Gs/s320/Photo0058.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> mendi the ah po in redcross uni xD</span> <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC2g33--I/AAAAAAAABNU/uKgLsYZbgf4/s1600-h/Photo0056.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294477078743743458" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnC2g33--I/AAAAAAAABNU/uKgLsYZbgf4/s320/Photo0056.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> shiau and jiayun watching until so enthu. didnt even know i tkaing them -.-</span> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCUxLx4SI/AAAAAAAABNM/FCvSVtWxk-k/s1600-h/Photo0052.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476499006644514" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCUxLx4SI/AAAAAAAABNM/FCvSVtWxk-k/s320/Photo0052.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> yingying the conster cheating alicia and kareen and xinhui xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCUqao--I/AAAAAAAABNE/5vBcKe_UdvM/s1600-h/Photo0051.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476497189927906" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCUqao--I/AAAAAAAABNE/5vBcKe_UdvM/s320/Photo0051.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> zhengjie (afghan), jiaquan, yizhen and weilin. <br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCTj6aXsI/AAAAAAAABM8/u2WLgFCBvxE/s1600-h/Photo0046.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476478264270530" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCTj6aXsI/AAAAAAAABM8/u2WLgFCBvxE/s320/Photo0046.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> lol. jiaquan slacking canns!<br /></span><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCTamgONI/AAAAAAAABM0/nNqtOJyAYpA/s1600-h/Photo0042.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476475764848850" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCTamgONI/AAAAAAAABM0/nNqtOJyAYpA/s320/Photo0042.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> minyi and wangling char siew bao!!<br /></span><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCS33clvI/AAAAAAAABMs/muAaP0CU6so/s1600-h/Photo0040.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476466440673010" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnCS33clvI/AAAAAAAABMs/muAaP0CU6so/s320/Photo0040.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jOjO dear and fanghong! fanghong super funny lahhs. cnt blive him liao next time.xD<br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB37mBOcI/AAAAAAAABMk/NC3FX3zK3nU/s1600-h/Photo0038.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294476003584850370" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB37mBOcI/AAAAAAAABMk/NC3FX3zK3nU/s320/Photo0038.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jOjO and fanghong<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB3ZY1yJI/AAAAAAAABMc/Gzcr44jAcX4/s1600-h/Photo0035.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475994402769042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB3ZY1yJI/AAAAAAAABMc/Gzcr44jAcX4/s320/Photo0035.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> jingjie, junmeng biao ge, shawn and twin (reading newspaper)<br /> haha. super fake. then my twin become best calefare . -.-</span> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB1VqbM6I/AAAAAAAABMU/14y1zRv07HY/s1600-h/Photo0033.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475959043044258" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB1VqbM6I/AAAAAAAABMU/14y1zRv07HY/s320/Photo0033.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> the 1st group xD </span> <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB1KDPFiI/AAAAAAAABMM/BsmeP2oQqfU/s1600-h/Photo0031.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475955925882402" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB1KDPFiI/AAAAAAAABMM/BsmeP2oQqfU/s320/Photo0031.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">they acting deaf. -.- "<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB0v9QUlI/AAAAAAAABME/lnDH8ADovrc/s1600-h/Photo0025.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475948921475666" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnB0v9QUlI/AAAAAAAABME/lnDH8ADovrc/s320/Photo0025.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and simei dear on her birthday. haha. i organised the celebrations le. then she super surprised. xD cuz she tot i buying for benson niarrs. xD no way babe jiemei will i 4get u yeahs. <br /></span><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBU5YZu0I/AAAAAAAABL8/oJ9G2uaiBcA/s1600-h/Photo0024.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475401695443778" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBU5YZu0I/AAAAAAAABL8/oJ9G2uaiBcA/s320/Photo0024.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">melvin, benson, shida,jj,amelia,jinhuan and so forth. most drama peeps xD </span> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBURpvOmI/AAAAAAAABL0/VRnoTTz_kfs/s1600-h/Photo0022.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475391030737506" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBURpvOmI/AAAAAAAABL0/VRnoTTz_kfs/s320/Photo0022.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">me and ppl cutting cake.,xD</span> <div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBUHlFRUI/AAAAAAAABLs/EpJrjsFuWf4/s1600-h/Photo0021.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475388326856002" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBUHlFRUI/AAAAAAAABLs/EpJrjsFuWf4/s320/Photo0021.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">me and simei jiemei. BFF forevr. lol just came down from hair spotcheck .sighh </span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBTtJhyxI/AAAAAAAABLk/m5Nglx6W7qI/s1600-h/Photo0019.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475381231962898" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBTtJhyxI/AAAAAAAABLk/m5Nglx6W7qI/s320/Photo0019.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and amelia cutting the cake up to fen </span></div><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBTniwhZI/AAAAAAAABLc/lnH7m-FIThA/s1600-h/Photo0018.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294475379727173010" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnBTniwhZI/AAAAAAAABLc/lnH7m-FIThA/s320/Photo0018.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> the ppl!</span> <div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnAp5NRTpI/AAAAAAAABLU/mEXimKfclY4/s1600-h/Photo0017.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294474662914379410" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnAp5NRTpI/AAAAAAAABLU/mEXimKfclY4/s320/Photo0017.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> the beautiful fruit cake. shhe didnt even know she was buying for herself. -.-</span> <div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApd4hlGI/AAAAAAAABLM/ONbWqb8oF2M/s1600-h/Photo0015.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294474655579608162" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApd4hlGI/AAAAAAAABLM/ONbWqb8oF2M/s320/Photo0015.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and shareler dear.! </span> <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApOYDJQI/AAAAAAAABLE/HV6hzLEW_Oc/s1600-h/Photo0014.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294474651416864002" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApOYDJQI/AAAAAAAABLE/HV6hzLEW_Oc/s320/Photo0014.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> me and mayxian dear sitting partner.xD</span> <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApDUnpII/AAAAAAAABK8/crX7cxQc-fE/s1600-h/Photo0007.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294474648449688706" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnApDUnpII/AAAAAAAABK8/crX7cxQc-fE/s320/Photo0007.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> drama cca auditionsxD they pole dancing. haha<br /></span><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnAoL5y2LI/AAAAAAAABK0/XOJZDvntvwo/s1600-h/Photo0006.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294474633573226674" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_monTZz0vp_U/SXnAoL5y2LI/AAAAAAAABK0/XOJZDvntvwo/s320/Photo0006.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"> dear juniors. kawaii ne!<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">~haha. sometimes it isnt easy to let go. but when u let go and start cherishing wat u ahve, you'll elarn and find out that you've been missing so much. you've been searching so hard to find the rainbow thta u fail to see it in the sky, behind a cloud. xD</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">thanks clement bro hors!!</span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-7935617306062443730?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-5296560332288031122009-01-23T04:33:00.000-08:002009-01-23T04:34:03.983-08:00great. spent 1 hr loading the pics to my comp thru bluetooth. and still loading. sighh, shall blog a nice post with pics later, when the pics are done!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-529656033228803112?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19089790.post-33543021540359155072009-01-22T04:28:00.000-08:002009-01-22T04:36:11.218-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">Going mad. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">had fun in class and drama! haha. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">but cant help feeling empty. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">i dunno wat i'm thinking of anymroe. sighh. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">i feel like. i'm just going crazy. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">lol. craze-d. but i supersuper love my class!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">had special handshakes with joanne, Brother Yonghan, jiayun, michael and ppl. xD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">cant rmb any names now when my mind is going cloudy. xDD</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">okok. thanks bros, my Nonya Family and Bonders! for alwayes giving me the support i need. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">OMers loved too!. just hope that the two competitions wun fall in the same month. please. dun. it'll be the world's greatest joke. both matter to me alot. i just cant give one up. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">I realised i wasnt so strong, but with u guys supporting me during camp. i managed it. xD thanks ppl like fanghong and shareler! xDD. needa chiong hw and do cards. sighh. by tmr must give ! somemore so many cards to give. siao liao!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">shall end here. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc66cc;">loved. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19089790-3354302154035915507?l=unravelling-destinies.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Michellenoreply@blogger.com0